EVERYTHING IS AVERAGE NOWADAYS

If its only in my head

2009-10-18T22:25:00.003+08:00

I got stuck in my laporan ROS (Rancangan Orientasi Sekolah) again, gah! Tension kot, writing in Bahasa Melayu, like skema BM ok. All berkarat already. Its not like my english pon power rangers, lol. So yeah, conclusion is i always got stuck when it comes to serious writing. In fact in real life pon, its hard for me to get serious kot, heh.

So tomorrow i'll be heading to Penang back, sobs. It feels good to be at home for 2 weeks, ignoring ROS. ROS is ok, just that tak tahan the traffic jams everyday. My school is Sek Men Sains Seri Puteri which is located in front of the PWTC and the bangunan UMNO. And not helping either when the perhimpunan UMNO was held last week. Like perlu ke minggu ni jugak la dia nak buat perhimpunan. Bertambah la jam and all. Mama said, if u want to work in the KL, u haf to face it la. Stress at works + traffic jams, mentally and physically fatigue (speaking thru 13 years of experiences working at Jalan Raja Laut). Hmm, sumthing to think of.

Anyways, i was wandering around The Curve this evening, alone. Pathetic i know. No ones home la, so i thot of going there window shopping ;) Window shopping the heck la kan, i ended up finishing RM300, im doom :( The guilt is over me now. I bought 3 pair of shoes and 5 shirts. And i haf to like kuatkan iman to ignore the bags. Sheesh. Owh owh, there's a fortune teller at the Flea Market at The Street, i walked pass by the booth twice kot. And the pakcik was looking pelik at me. The pakcik is a chinese man, with white hair and jangguts and wearing like a traditional chinese cloth. Can he predicts sumthing if i just walked by? Or is it, its too weird for me to walk alone? Dat makes me wonder a bit la, is it Haram if i do the fortune teller thingy? Heh, too many questions eyh.

Selain itu, wowwy, tiba-tiba 'selain itu'. I was using 'selain itu' for so many times in my laporan. So anyhow, last night i was doing marathon on 'Glee', i always thot glee sounds like geli. lol. 7 episodes in one night, u do the calcuations la brapa jam i mengadap laptop. Not to finish up homeworks but to watch tv series, pfft. But, am definitely going to follow this series for sure. Its sumhow reminds me a bit of HSM. The one i was gila-ing once upon a time, haha. But Glee is better in so many ways la. Sooo, wherever im posting later, please ada sumone like Mr Will Schuester ;p To Terry Schuester, stop being so stupid, u ada husband yg hot and responsible kot! Duh~ Hmm, adding this show, i haf 7 tv series im following. Not enuf for my broadband capacity, haih. Harus bertolak ansur di situ, haha.

One more important things, like everything above is important pon, lol. I seriously need to start diet. Harus berusaha! I gain total of 5 kilos and its going nowhere. Im tired of watching the scale showing at the same number every single time. To whoever yang tak nampak i gain weight, believe me, im good at hiding fats, lol. Well, by any chance if Siti Nurhaliza can lose weight, so am i, haha. She is now kurus back, jeles plis. So as the cikgu-cikgu at Seri Puteri who have like 2, 3 children tapi maintain kurus. I yg not even married pon lagi, harus la menjaga dan berjaga ;p

Enuf crapping, back to works, loads of works! Benci kerja sekolah!

p/s; Brazil San Paulo F1 Grand Prix was dramatic! On the other hand, tak sabar tunggu jemaat depan, nak tgk nurkasih ;) Eventho i sumhow knows the story a bit here and there.

Go Shawty, its ur Birthday!

2009-09-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

So 2nd September this year was well celebrated tho its the fasting month. This is my second time celebrating my birthday in the holy month.

The nite before, i.e 1st september midnite, i only received a few wishes. Even ayah didnt wish at all. But ayah gave an early birthday card la. Still, on the day kena wish juga ;p The friends? Ayu je sms dari biliknye, yg hanya la terletak depan my room kot. Miera, teman sebilik? Awal-awal lagi dah tido. Doinks. So i melayan perasaan di atas katil, sambil mendodoi diri utk tido. Tiba-tiba menerima panggilan dari seberang, wah~ seberang! Overseas i mean. Itu pon setelah merajuk hati. But still gembira, akhirnyer ade orang wish secara lisan, tho technically its thru the phone ;p

The start of my birthday sungguh la tak best. There was an assembly at padang. I was wearing baju kurung for god sake. Dengan pump shoes lagi, buat tenggelam je dalam padang yg berair itu. Eeuuuww~ Ditambah pula dengan lewat hadir, beratur la di barisan mereka-mereka yg lewat. Boo! Hukuman yg diterima, bila mana orang lain pergi ke kelas pada pukul 8 pagi keesokannya, kami diwajibkan pergi pada jam 7 pagi. Which was by the time i keluar bilik, dah siap berpakaian lengkap, ade la dua, tiga orang dengan mamainyer baru nak pegi mandi. Demn~

And the day passed by as usual, classes and perjumpaan unit beruniform in the evening. Blegh! Siap kena marah dengan guru penasihat bcos of salah paham di antara guru penasihat yg lain. Apekah? After perjumpaan, balik bilik and ready for berbuka. Still, no one wishes. Bersedey la serba sedikit, but i told myself, come on la odey, u dah tua kot. Maybe at this age, we dont do celebration. Heh. After berbuka, smyg and all, bersiap sedia for perjumpaan kelas. There has been a lot going, groups presentation la, more and more presentations. And i thot the perjumpaan kelas is for merdeka nite.

So pegi la ke kelas dengan malasnyer, tp bergegas jugak sbb dah lewat. Miera la, sakit perut plak, nak pegi toilet la, nak tukar tudung la, mcm-mcm. By the time nk pegi kelas, bump into joe. So off we went together. By the time smpi kelas, tak start pon lagi. So duduk la goyang-goyang kaki, when suddenly Yana came in the class with a cake on her hand. So satu kelas pon menyanyi kan lagu hari jadi. Wuuhu~ was blushing gila masa tu! I dont even know how to react pon. Terharu kot. And then ntah datang dari mana, there was some junk foods and soft drinks and of course we ate the cake. Silap la tak pakai lawa-lawa, if only i knw there'll be a celebration. Pakai baju tajaan Celcom saje. Lol. But baju tu berjaya menjeleskan bazil and meng, because they pon nak the shirt. Lawak dow~

At the end of the day, gembira la :D Padan la no one bothers to wish early dat day. Tahniah kepada Miera menjadi pelakon terhebat, melewat-lewatkan kehadiran ke kelas. Thanks a lot to Yana for being the master planner. KK and penolong KK, i.e Shazni and Marisa for make it sounds official the perjumpaan kelas. And of course the whole classmates, for celebrating the day. Thanks a bunch u guys ;) Thanks to those who wishes me thru sms-es, facebook and wutever devices u guys used. And thanks for the pressie as well :)

This was when i just received the cake. Miera kat sebelah plak excited lebey, lol.

The classmates ;D

Unpredictable

2009-09-01T16:21:00.003+08:00

To reader-used-to-be; Am very sorry for not updating my blog, for historically 4 months. Demn, its too long! If im a pregger, im half way thru already man! Ahah kidding.

So anyways, loads of things happened and happening. Never know that 4 months can change that mucho! From not graduated to a graduand, from enjoying live in the UK and now im back for good and missing the UK so demmnn much, from being happy ecstatic to tears streaming down my cheek to being happy again, from a longer hair to a shorter one and so forth. Conclusion is, things changed! A LOT!

Reasons for not updating are so simple; Ever heard of facebook? Ahah, who hasnt, we shud keep them under the coconut shell forever! Twitter-ing, tweety-birdies. And am too busy doing nothing, stuffs i myself dont even know wut i've been doing. And being pain in the ass, lazy-ing around. And i shud say, not having the appropriate times to write a single entry. Alasans!

Im making it short, May is the month of exams. I hardly remember anything else, beside being stressfull because its final year exams. Besides the ridiculous gaps in between. June is the month of honey-mooning. Exams over peeps. Been to Turkey and packing stuffs for shipping. Turkey is a very great place indeed. Shipping took most of the weeks, which results in 8 boxes shipped ;p And July, another month honey-mooning, went to Nice, France and Monte Carlo, Monaco. The place is very nice, i dun mind going there twice ;) Mucho thanks to the friends who are willing to make the trip succeed. Note to the future husband, take me to Nice and Monaco for holidays please. Ahah. And also its the month of graduation! Been to friends and own graduation ceremonies. I miss my university very much :( I miss Nottingham.

August is over. Boy, how time flies. Well sumtimes i want to turn back time and sumtimes i want to fastforward everything. Im now having my KPLI. Life at KPLI? Honestly it sucks a lot, but am keeping it real. For all the freedoms i haf in the UK, it disappeared in a blink of eye. U know how people say that when u go to other country, u'll have culture shock. Believe it or not, im having one at my own country. How pathetic is that. Not to elaborate more, just that im going with the flow, keep life moving on. Aim and hoping for the best :) This is the only life u haf odey. Screw it or make things right!

To might-be-existing-readers; I hope i cud update as frequent as i can, lol.

To you-know-who-you-are; Update yours.

If its going to be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that wont stop the rain

i-tunes; Please Dont Stop The Rain - James Morrison.

Single but not available

2009-04-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hmm. I always dont understand wut the fudge 'single but not available' supposed to mean. Its like u haf sumone but u r not truly entitled to him or her yet ke? Then that doesnt make any difference with 'couple', i think. Because 'couple' pon its not like u truly entitled pon kan, but i dunno. Tho ive been there done that, screw things, make things, break hearts, hearts broken. Ok, wutever people. As far as im concern im still single ;) Eh seswai ke the emoticon 'wink with a smile'? Ok im actually tak tau nak happy or sad for being single.

Again wutever, takde maknanyer i nak membebel pasal single, mingle, tangle wutever because asyik bercerita tentang hal ini saje. Ring the bell to all the single ladies out there (sambil menyanyi kan lagu 'single ladies' by beyonce, lol.) Sumtimes it just plain dead boring to cerita pasal this thing over and over again. But yeah, dats wut we do when we haf time to borak-borak. We're kind of stuck like dat. Haha. Anyways, enuf talking craps. I just want to continue miera's tag. So here it goes;

Bagi 5 sebab kenape anda masih single sampai sekarang walaupun siler sedar umur anda bukan 21 tahun seperti ade sesetengah orang masih perasan tapi hakikatnyer umur anda sudah …. (siler isi tempat kosong sendirik).

Im not ashamed to say im 22 going 23, tho i baru je ter-perasan muda the other day, saying that im 21 going 22 ;p

Wasting times and being perasan. At the end, "owh i anggap u mcm my fren je, adik angkat je, kakak angkat je, angkat bakul je." Dang! Tak ke membazir bertahun-tahun begitu saje.

Ayah said "Tunggu abes belajar la baru pikir", while mama said "Hang dah ada kawan ke belom? Masa belajar ni la cari." (sambil membuat muka hint-hint). Confusing ok. Mana satu nak ikut ni.

Lelaki melayu kini, trend nya genit dan comel. Lol. Ok tak semua. Ada je yg tinggi, kacak tampan bergaya, tetapi dimiliki oleh supermodel-supermodel yg sexy dan 'the vogue the vazz'. I kan supermodel muslimah. Blegh! Mari muntah. But seriously, susah plak menjadi seorang yg galah. Hmm. I dun want la my laki to be shorter than me, at least sama tinggi ok :)

Being fussy and cerewet. Bila akhirnya jumpa yg menepati, soklan pertama "Dia nak ke kat ko?" Zaappp! di situ.

Kesimpulannya, dah takde orang yg nak. Kalo dah ada yg nak, sure dah tak single. Tp ada je yg nak, i plak tak nak. "Ada ke?" Lol. Life is complicated and confusing. Well, life's like that, wut to do.

Still wutever it is, i believe in jodoh. If say takde jodoh sekalipon, sob sob, life goes on! Damn, sedey plak. Ok, tagging anyone who thinks he or she is single. Tak single nak buat pon bley.

debunga cinta

2009-04-26T07:58:00.004+08:00

Sila muntah dengan tajuk entry kali ini. Bluwergh!

Tiada mode jiwang di sini ye. Bukan ape, nak cerita pasal debunga atau dalam bahasa orang putihnya, 'pollen'. Bukan polenta ye, seperti dalam entry terbaru taufiq. Polenta adalah serbuk jagung yg sedap ;) Tetapi bunyinya seperti plasenta. Heh.

Al-kisahnya, petang tadi i went for a jog at the lakeside. Petang semalam pon, tp ngan azerq, and kami brisk walking je, idok ler lari bersungguh. Kami sekarang, mengamalkan kehidupan yg sihat dengan motif utamanya adalah utk ber-diet ;p Yesterday da weather was nice, not too windy, and warm sunny day. But today, it was a little bit chilly and windy. Tp disebabkan tegar dan tekad utk berjogging, ku gigihkan jugak kaki ini berlari-lari anak.

Yo yo o la lari pusing-pusing lake tu, sambil berangan, sambil menjamu mata, melirik ke arah abg-abg mat salleh yg lari dengan seksinya tu. Bak kata azerq, lelaki yg lari-lari dan berpeluh sket-sket tu HOT. Oh sila ambil nota, setengah-setengah lelaki je please. Berbalik kepada topik, bila sampai dekat area yg pokok-pokok bnyk dan sedikit gelap, kelajuan lari bertambah sebab takut. Ini bahana asyik tengok criminal minds. Terasa mcm ade orang jahat dalam semak samun tu. Ditambah plak trauma orang pecah masuk rumah masih di ingatan. Bila kelajuan lari bertambah, kadar pernafasan juga bertambah hebat.

Sehinggalah pada suatu ketika, i felt like my nose rasa sumthing wrong. Bukan tidak cukup nafas, tetapi terasa ade sesuatu di dalam liang pernafasan di hidung. Nota lagi, bukan lubang hidung ye. Ala, mcm area kat dalam batang hidung yg berdekatan dengan dua belah mata tu. Tetapi dengan tegar nya, tidak dipedulikan hidung ini. Habes lari, berjalan pulang ke rumah dan singgah di Spar utk membeli telur ayam.

When i was on my way back home, my nose kept on bersin like madness. Nasib baik la kat tepi jalan raya besar. Bunyi keta lagi kuat dari bunyi bersin yg mmg kuat ni. Bersin sepanjang perjalanan dan hidung terasa gatal-gatal. Gatal-gatal di bahagian dalam yg pastinya tidak boleh digaru. I tonyoh-tonyoh da hidung and keep on bersin. Smpi rumah, mucus plak mengalir. Bertisu-tisu la i, smbil menonyoh hidung yg semakin gatal gila. Pelik jugak, takde angin ribut tiba-tiba selsema. Tp rasanya bukan selsema sebab hidung gatal sangat, smpi rasa nak garu-garu muka. Memang dah tonyoh-tonyoh dah muka dan mata supaya hilang sket rasa gatal kat dalam tu.

Kebetulan i tengah chatting dengan my kakak angkat yg juga tahun terakhir jurusan doktor. So i tny la pendapat dia. And then she said, disebabkan i lari dekat lakeside, i maybe allergic dengan POLLEN. Nak-nak plak di musim pendebungaan ataupon spring season. Sah-sah la lakeside tu mempunyai spesis bunga yg pelbagai. Harini plak angin sedikit kencang. Pollen berterbangan merata-rata. She siap tny da mucus is clear or ade colour. And like she expects, it is clear. Da mucus is to clear down the pollen la kekdah nyer.

So now i know, im allergic to pollen atau debunga. Tak penah-penah la plak allergic ape-ape seblom ni. Penah la kot skali dulu, masa zaman sekolah asmara. Lol, sekolah asrama. Allergic ikan ape tah kat dewan makan tu. Gatal-gatal gila kat kaki. Tu je la. Nak kena pegi pharmacy la kot lepas ni, carik ubat antihistamine ape ke tah nama dia tadi kakak angkat ku bagi. Anyways, ni info tentang 'Pollen Allergy'. Mencik la hidung berair dan gatal-gatal sebegini. Rimas~

WHAT IS POLLEN ALLERGY?

The signs and symptoms of pollen allergy are familiar to many:

* Sneezing, the most common, may be accompanied by a runny or clogged nose
* Itching eyes, nose, and throat
* Allergic shiners (dark circles under the eyes caused by restricted blood flow near the sinuses)
* The "allergic salute" (in a child, persistent upward rubbing of the nose that causes a crease mark on the nose)
* Watering eyes

Memang tepat ape yg ku alami kan! Mencik! Perasaan gatal yg tidak boleh digaru. Nota; bukan gatal gedik tu tau. Bayangkan benda alah dalam gambar di bawah ade dalam hidung ku. Eeii, takut la plak. Rasa cam nak pi klinik sekarang je. Hidung dok makin berair dan gatal je. Waa~

Afraid but thankful.

2009-04-20T09:48:00.000+08:00

First of all, thanks to Allah that im still here, SAFE.

Last night was the night i surely going to remember for the rest of my life.

Someone broke into our house. And i was ALONE.

Beyya was at manchester, Azerq was at computer lab at uni, and Yana is still in Malaysia.

To the people who know me well, sure enuf knows how penakut i am. Like sumtimes i can be super penakut.

And when im supposed to be afraid, i thot i was just paranoid :(

So here it goes, i was alone which at first i didnt know i was alone. Meaning i thot azerq is still downstairs at her room. After i heard some noise, i went down as to like tegur-tegur azerq and tanya wut to makan and stuff. But when i went down, i saw one of her shoes was not there. Ok, she's not home. As for confirmation, i went to her room and the room was dark. And so as yana's of course. So i did my stuff at the kitchen, siap nyanyi and all. Nyanyi kuat-kuat because i was afraid. And then i went upstairs, planning to makan while watching something on the computer.

There i was, clicking here and there wut to watch. I think i heard something downstairs on the time being, but im telling myself, im being paranoid dengar stuff and like everyone knows im super penakut. Buat tak tau lagi, till i heard like bunyi besi-besi. Again telling myself, bunyi tangki kot. Because sumtimes the tangki paip wutever tu bunyi je. But it was supposed to bunyi on the ceiling of my room near the toilet kan. But yeah, i IGNORED.

Till i stopped watching my show on the computer and my room went dead silence. That was when i heard bunyi di bawah makin berbunyi-bunyi. I was like, Azerq dah balik kot. Tetapi di dalam hati mcm still "aku takut je ni. takde ape pon sbnrnyer". Untuk menenangkan diri, terus telepon azerq. Tu pon berkias segala masa cakap dengan dia. "Ko kat lab ke? Lambat lagi nak balik ke?". Then only i was like "aku rasa aku dengar bunyi kat bawah." Bersoal jawap dulu sebentar, then i was "azerq aku takut, bunyi tu makin kuat, zerq lari balik, lari balik, cepat zerq, jangan tinggalkan aku, cakap dengan aku zerq, lari cepat zerq, cepat zerq, bunyi kat bilik ko, bla bla" I was more like cakap tak berhenti supaya tak takut. Telepon orang berdekatan jugak, suruh diorang lari datang sini.

The climax was when i was talking to kak umi. That was when i sure gila there was someone downstairs, while i was on hold with azerq. Scary gila. The doors downstairs was banging repeatedly. Like someone sedang keluar masuk bilik downstairs. My heart pounded soo fast, that i actually felt my heart was about to pop out from my body or sumthing. I know my heart never pound dat fast although i berlari ke jogging bersukan wutever. I cakap dengan nada perlahan more like nak menangis sambil mendengar bunyi-bunyi kat bawah. Dalam hati tawakkal, jangan la ada footsteps naik tangga. If say, ade bunyi naik atas, tah-tah i dah pengsan sebab takut sangat. Tho my room memang berkunci. I didnt move a bit pon because i takut bunyi lantai. Our rumah ni, lantai dia sangat berbunyi kreuk krek.

When i ketaq maksimum tu, i keep on cakap dengan azerq jugak. Azerq was like "ye aku tengah lari, budak-budak ni pon ikut, nak sampai dah ni, ok aku dah kat depan rumah". Budak-budak ni adalah budak-budak engine yg kebetulan ada dekat lab jugak. Baru la the jantung normal seketika.

And then i heard, they bukak pintu rumah kat bawah and said "POLIS!!" dengan kuatnya. Bunyi melayu betol, nasib baik tak kuar "jangan bergerak!!". Heh, ok sempat plak buat lawak. They tak berani to masuk dalam kat bawah tu because takut ade lagi orang jahat and they are armed or ade weapon ke. Azerq said to me, jangan keluar dulu, stay kat dalam bilik. After a while, then only i heard Ayin and Rahim voices outside my room saying "Kitorang kat luar ni, keluar la." Baru la i keluar dan masih terketar-ketar. Terus we keluar rumah duduk kat depan jalan raya bersama mereka.

Bila panic sebegini, tak terpikir plak utk telepon polis. Nasib baik la mereka-mereka ni yg pantas bertindak. Azerq nak dial number polis pon tak tau. Padahal tekan je 999. Tetapi protokol polis kot, soal jawap je dah 10 minit, tny ade orang dalam rumah ke tak, tny bnyk gila dan tny lagi, smpi azerq cakap last skali "can u please just send someone!", sambil menipu orang jahat tu ade lagi dalam rumah. Baru la ha, 3 keta skali polis datang. Menggelabah je totoq ingat SWAT pon datang. Padahal abg polis yg super gagah perkasa tu. I and azerq kena mendongak cakap dengan diorang.

Bila polis cek, sah-sah la rumah dah clear. Tak tau depa lari mana. Yg pentingnya semua pon berlaku dekat backyard yg super gelap tu. Mereka kopak kan tingkap bilik yana, selongkar habis-habisan bilik yana. All the drawers, almari, beg-beg they bukak satu-satu. Siap makan kismis yana atas meja tu. Bilik azerq they tak sempat sangat, but they sempat took the laptop, and sempat menggeledah wallet azerq yg ade 100 euros. All gone just like that. If mereka budak-budak engine tu sume tak sergah, berkemungkinan speaker, printer sume tu dia nak angkut gak. I and azerq after kejadian, packing and terus pegi tido kat rumah miera.

Harini baru la forensik, agent landlord sume datang. Encik forensik kata tak jumpa any finger prints. Hmm. Melihat cara dia buat kerja, nampak yg dia tak bersungguh dan sekadar mengambil syarat. Encik agent plak, bersungguh la jugak meng-skru, paku segala tingkap kat belakang tu. Jika ditanya masih trauma, tidak la begitu trauma tetapi masih ketakutan. Dan semakin takut dengan bunyi-bunyi di dalam rumah. Azerq plak, takut terus nak duduk bilik dia. Merempat la dia at my room. But i dun mind either, sbb mcm rasa selamat ade orang. Lagipon yana masih belum pulang dari Malaysia, kat bawah memang takde orang.

Ape-ape pon, bersyukur semua orang selamat. Sesungguhnya malang memang tak berbau, pintu tingkap semua berkunci je. Terima kasih kepada semua yg mengambil berat. Esp, budak-budak engine tu sume, miera and zira, kak umi for listening to me the whole lot kejadian tu berlaku, abg mat and kak min for terus datang the next day. Alhamdulillah. Semoga kami semua selamat dan dilindungi. Ameen~

Woot woot!

2009-03-20T18:09:00.004+08:00

Yaw! Im officially starting my cuti right now! Yeehuu! Evening class has been cancelled and morning class has been cut down to one hour only instead of two :) My cikgu comel tadi was like "We are wayy ahead of schedule, so we are having one hour lecture only". Murid-murid pon sume menjawab serentak dengan gembiranya, OK!! ;p Maka, berjalan pulang dengan gumbiranya ke rumah tadi.

But but, the house is empty :( Azerq has gone to Greeeeccee. And yana has headed home, home as in Malaysia oh tanah airku. Beya still ada class. So yeah, wutever it is, looking forward this cuti!

May the holiday is filled with joy and happiness and produce great benefits. Because right after my easter break, i haf exactly one month before my ultimate final exams! Cuaks :-s On different occasion , my room seriously needs a spring cleaning!

To frens who are not on cuti yet, be patient, ur time will come sooner! Still, Happy Holidays!

Self-note: Please do not shopping over the limit. Please do not travel overboard. i.e Please spend money wisely in these one month break ;) Dugaan~

Haih~ perlu turun ke dapur selepas ini menjadi suri rumah. Dapur ala-ala tongkang pecah dan kapal karam. Yosh! Berusaha mengemas.

i-tunes; Holiday - Green day ;D

Motif cerita?

2009-03-14T23:23:00.003+08:00

Baru lepas tonyoh belanga yg hitam belegam. Bukan ape nyah, semalam mak rebus nasi impit. Mak pasang api maksima, pastu terus meluru naik atas layan pilem orang putih. Mak beringat la jugak pasang alarm kat telepon mak. Bila alarm bunyi, mak tekan off. Mak cakap dalam hati "Kejap lagi la, baru 10 minit". Kejap la sangat nyah! Setengah jam kemudian baru mak turun. Tak ke gila nyah! Tu pon, masa tu mak dok syok layan pilem, pastu mak bau hangit. Mak pikir-pikir, sape pulak la masak kat bawah ni. Sempat la pikir seminit dua, baru la sedar di alam nyata. Ya Allah, nasi impit!! Ape lagi, berlari tak cukup tanah la mak. Tangga tu mak skip je dua tiga. Lompat tak ingat. Nasib baik mak tak pakai kain batik kan, kalo tak terlucut plak (tipu! tak pernah pakai kain batik pun).

Bila mak sampai dapur, memang berasap la dapur mak. Mak terus tutup api, campak belanga dalam sinki, bukak air sejuk. Lagi berasap la belanga tu, kena ayaq yg dok mencurah-curah. Mak tak peduli, mak amek kain lembap, mak terus panjat kerusi tutup alat penggera. Cuak jugak mak, kalo bunyi la alarm tu, mak tak tau nak matikan suis kat mana. Tak pasal-pasal berdrama la pulak dengan abang bomba kan. Nasi impit mak memang hancur la. Nasi impit instant suddeyy!! Tak kuasa la mak nak masak nasi pastu nak impit-impit pulak. Masuk ni, dah kali ke dua mak dok buat keje loqlaq lagu ni. Mak nak pesan kat nyah, tok sah la lengai bab-bab api masak-memasak ni. Nasib baik la tak terbakaq macam rumah jiran seberang jalan. Tapi rumah depa terbakaq, sebab eletrik. Takpa la, lagu mana pon, safety first ok!

Bercerita pasal hal lain, mak dok berkenan kat mamat iran yg mai umah mak haritu. Dia mai tengok rumah. Nak sewa tahun depan la kot. Dia bagi salam kat mak. Mak pon jawap mesra. Hihi. Gatai ni, nyah. Pastu dia cakap arab plak dengan mak. Nasib baik mak belajar bahasa arab dulu. Dok main cakap arab la plak kat depan pintu bilik mak, sampai terlupa la dia nak view bilik mak. Bila dia pi bilik sebelah plak, mak pon duduk la atas katil feeling-feeling depan laptop. Tup tup, dia masuk balik. Berdebar dan gementar mak rasa. Rupanya dia kata nak view backyard nun. Alasan la tu kan nyah. Haha. Ok, takat tu je la cerita kami nyah. Tak tau la pulak, kot-kot lepas ni dia tunggu mak depan pintu rumah pegang bunga ros kala merah menyala ke, boleh la mak cerita lagi. Tapi nnt keluarga mak ingat, mak suka mamat bangla mana la pulak. Tak mau la mak~ Berangan tak ingat!

Sekian.

Terkenang

2009-03-04T02:32:00.009+08:00

Dah lama tak update blog, blur sebentar utk memulakan ayat. Tiada apa pon yg menarik, tetapi bak kata orang putih, "for the sake of updating", tulis la apa yg terlintas.

Khamis lepas dapat menyaksikan 'kes pembunuhan'. 'Pembunuh-pembunuh' tersebut memang terbayyeekk! Persembahan mereka memang sangat membunuh! Tempat kejadian ialah di LG Arena, NEC, Birmingham. Keras jugak la otot kaki ni disebabkan berlari, melompat sini sana. Rasa mcm nak naik flight je balik Nottingham. Heh, tipu! Walaubagaimanapon, Encik Bunga memang sungguh kacak pada malam itu ;)

Terkesima di akhir persembahan, kerana ada efek api mencurah-curah ke ladang gandum. Haha. Siap guna api betol, terasa bahangnya. Memang sungguh hot!

Hari jumaat, pegi kelas seperti biasa ;p Baru terasa syoknya berada di bilik sendiri, hari Sabtu pula ke London. Kehidupan aktif betol. Dapat menyaksikan perlawanan bola sepak pula. Bertempat di Stamford Bridge, Fulham, London. Berlari, melompat sini sana lagi ;) Goal je lompat, nasib baik goal 2 kali je. Heh. Berdebar la jugak pada minit 80 ke atas tu sebab seri. Nasib baik gol di minit-minit terakhir. Terima kasih kepada abang John Terry dan abang Lampard.

Abg rambut kinting-kinting di tepi pon sebok nak enter prem.

Tergedik-gedik masa ni. Lampard amek corner. Dekat betol nampak dia ;D

Dan akhir sekali, pada hari Ahad lepas, meraikan birthday Beyya pula. Yeeehu! Beyya sudah berumur 23 tahun. Saya masih 22 tahun ;) Sambut ala-ala kadar saje. Beyya sedang sibuk dengan projek nya yg kena hantar keesokan hari. Kami buat surprise pon dia tak brape nak surprise. Dok memikirkan, lagi bape ribu perkataan nak cukupkan report dia. Ape pon Selamat Hari Lahir dan semoga panjang umur.

Kek disumbangkan oleh rumah si kecik. Lilin pon ;p Pelan last minute.

Harini pula, saje la tepon rumah. Berborak-borak bersama bonda. Bonda ku ini lawak jugak. "Mama beli laptop baru. Canggih!~" Mcm budak-budak berlagak pon ada. Haha. Laptop rumah dah kena sambar petir kot, terlupa plak nak tny. "Kak hang sebok, adik hang sebok, mama pi la beli sendiri. Mama buat-buat mcm tau la depan orang juai komputer tu." Haih~ bonda oh bonda. Pak saya plak, lagi la tak tau apa tu. Harapkan telepon Blackberry tu nyer je la. Tok saya plak, macam biasa dok syok tengok drama tv9. Layan~ *Rindu keluarga mode*

Gara-gara mendapat berita sedih hari ini. Bukan saya, tetapi kawan saya. Bagaimana pon tempias nya sangat la kuat. Teman serumah a.k.a teman tepi bilik. Baru sahaja cuti lepas melawat rumah nenek nya di Kota Bharu. Teringat-ingat telatah nenek nya yg ramah mesra berbual menggunakan loghat kelantan dengan saya yg paham sikit-sikit ni. Takziah diucapkan. Semoga anda tabah dan bersabar menghadapi dugaannya. Al-fatihah.

Bertambah-tambah rindu keluarga dan perasaan hiba setelah menonton Brothers&Sisters back to back, episod terkini. Mengalir la air mata ni mencurah-curah ke ladang gandum lagi :"( On the other hand, Ryan dah muncul di rumah Walkers. Yosh!

Tag Tig Tog

2009-02-19T02:58:00.001+08:00

Ive been tagged by Miera. So here it goes;

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real and nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have fun!

1. What is your name: Odey

2. A four-letter word: Once

3. A boy's name: O'neill (lecturer probability ku ;p)

4. A girl's name: Olivia (my english name. blegh!)

5. An occupation: Orthopedics surgeon

6. A color: Ocean blue

7. Something you wear: Oversize shirt for sleeping

8. A food: Onion ring

9. Something found in the bathroom: Old toothbrush

10. A place: Old Market Square - Nottingham ;)

11. A reason for being late: Overslept

12. Something you shout: OT! (oh tuhanku!)

13. A movie title: Oliver Twist

14. Something you drink: Orange smoothie

15. A musical group: Oasis

16. An animal: Orangutan

17. A street name: Orchard Road - Singapore. Shheeshh, shopping!

18. A type of car: Omega - Vauxhall

19. The title of a song: One last time - The Kooks

20. A curse word: Oh shiet!

Yes berjaya menghabeskan ia! Sepatotnyer kena tag 10 orang. But the blog circle is so small la, pusing-pusing orang sama je. Maka tak cukup la 10 orangnyer. But i still haf few who i wud like to tag.

Chopiex-nabila
Ayuen
Iliyana a.k.a il. Sila buat at ur facebook
Ruzaireen a.k.a len.
Iylia

demam datang lagi

2009-02-16T00:23:00.002+08:00

baru sahaja mengomel di blog miera yg saya mati kutu utk meng-update blog. tetapi kutu itu telah kembali hidup semula. heh, "apekah yg di mengarut kan ini?" sekarang ini, musim demam mengunjung tiba. dan tiba la masa saya pula utk demam. minggu lepas, beyya dan yana demam serentak. dua-dua pon menghabeskan masa di dalam duvet sambil meng-recover. alhamdulillah, mereka sudah sembuh.

saya pny reaction ni lambat sket, diorang dah sembuh, baru la saya nak demam. bukan la sesuatu benda yg baru kalau demam di UK ni kan. pakai baju nipis sket, dah bleh demam. heater rosak, juga boleh demam. salji tak berhenti-henti, demam. cuma demam saya kali ni, yg peliknya ialah hidung saya berdarah. mungkin bagi sesetengah orang, ianya bukan benda pelik. nak nak lagi si liew, rasa-rasanya, hidung dia slalu je berdarah. dalam lecture pon pernah tiba-tiba berdarah. bagi saya pula, seumur hidup saya, hidung saya tidak pernah berdarah. melainkan ianya luka la. itu pon berdarah hanya la se-coet.

pagi tadi, saya bangun seperti biasa. tetapi, kepala terasa berat, mata terasa panas, hidung seperti tersumbat, dan tekak terasa seperti begitu perit. bila bangun tidur, hidung yang kering akan kembali berair jika selsema. seperti biasa, saya menghembus hidung sebelah kiri saya di tisu, yg dari semalam asyik berair. kemudian hidung sebelah kanan pula terasa berair. dalam hati berfikir, dah berjangkit la ni. kemudian saya menghembus seperti biasa. tiba-tiba tisu saya bertukar warna menjadi merah. cuak jugak, tp hembus la lagi kot kot sikit je. hembus punya hembus lagi banyak darah keluar. terasa seperti paip plak darah keluar dari hidung. berlari la ke tandas dan menghembus lagi, maka lagi bnyk la darah keluar.

oleh kerana saya tidak pernah mengalami perkara sebegini rupa, bergegas la saya ke bilik yana. (yana bertindak sebagai emak di rumah ini, dan juga sbg ahli PBSM ;p) yana yg melihat saya memegang tisu penuh darah ni, menggelabah la juga. disuruhnya saya mendongak, dan mencari ais di dalam peti sejuk. sah-sah la takdak ais di musim sejuk ni kan. maka diambilnya ice cream ben&jerry dan saya terus meletakkannya di hidung. siap ice cream ben&jerry ni. haha. saya pon berbaring sambil cuba utk mendongak. yana siap cek internet ni, "kecemasan jika hidung berdarah". dan dia juga terbaca di situ, salah satu puncanya adalah berlebihan aspirin. jika difikirkan smlm saya terlupa saya sudah mengambil 2 biji pil, tidak sampai 2 jam saya mengambil lagi 2 biji pil yg berlainan, tp fungsinya lebih kurang sama. serius saya terlupa. dah la badan panas kan, dengan tak mandi nya lagi, terlebih aspirin plak, haba dah terlebih kot dalam badan, sbb tu la keluar darah kot hidung. haba pon dah blur nak kuar kat mana. heh. yana siap tny ni, "ko rasa darah kat mulut tak?". Nasib baik la tak, sbb kalau ya, ianya amatla berbahaya. hish, cuak nya.

kini, hidung saya sudah tidak berdarah, tp sy masih demam. beyya dengan baik hatinya masakkan bubur utk saya. terima kasih kepada housemate yg begitu concern. tp demam saya ni pelik, kadang-kadang saya rasa saya dah sembuh, kemudian ia kembali lagi. mungkin kifarah dosa. saya berdoa semoga saya cepat sembuh. ameen~

p/s; miera, tag ko aku buat nanti ye.
p/s II; il, yes im ill. sila pray for me ;)

OT!

2009-01-27T08:05:00.001+08:00

FYI, OT is a short form for Oh tuhanku! Like the one u went OMG! for ohmigod. Haha. I didnt invent the abbreviation, i read sumwhere on the net. I just cant believe i live in this mess for all these while. Ok not that while la, just the whole week last week. So please dun misjudge me ;p

I told yana i felt like a 'jantan'. Haha. Again, dun misjudge! My room is so messy, i cant find my own things, my bajus, my socks, and i found a medium size spider crawling on my study table. Imagine that! I never had a big brother so i dunno how a jantan lifesytle, but wat i saw on the tv and movies, that was how i potray a jantan la. Haha. Like when they wanted to find a cloth they want to wear on a stack of clothes and having unwashed dishes on the table, a very messy condition in short. So that was how i am for those few days, when the exams get packed.

No worries tho, i have cleaned all the mess! I must say i quite complete the mission if i didnt include wuts in my landry basket now. OT, i need holidays please. Weekend please come quick! So i have attached some pictures which i took them on Saturday, after the exam totally finished, and today, as in after class, when i finally got the time to seriously kemas :) Lets see the differences.

This was when i constantly changing position to study. From table to bed to table and to bed xD

So this is how it looks now. Trying to be feminine ;p Haha. Padahal dah takde duvet cover lain.

My meja solek doesnt look like one. The sleeping socks is everywhere on the floor, the tangled wyres. And the boxes are the perfume sets that i bought on the boxing day which was a month ago. Haha, malas gila utk membuat sebarang tindakan. Lol.

This is now, the meja solek is finally cleared. Ive changed the table runner for my bedside table too ;)

The study table is somehow normal for exam weeks. But the thot of the red bull, really make me wanna puke now.

And here it is now. I love my table ;)

On top of everything, I got nasi lemak as a reward. OT, im in heaven! Plus dat it is nasi lemak sambal sotong yaw! Hilang la segala daya ingin diet ku kononnnyyyeer~ Thanks to beyya and yana for the nasi lemak. They have managed to clean up their room as soon as they finished exams. Why im not as rajin as them? Lazy lazy me. How la to kawen like dis. Ish ish~

Nasi lemak sambal sotong yang sungguh sedap sehingga menjilat jari ;)

Sedang melayan lagu "Just Dance" by Lady Gaga. Boy~ i love the song!

Tag again

2009-01-26T17:16:00.001+08:00

Sooo, ive been tagged by wan, and the tag goes like this; "I am a boring person if you know that .."

I am not a cat person. Not that i dislike them or hate them or wut, just that i am afraid of cat. How silly is that kan? Like come on la, KUCING kot! Bukannyer harimau pon. But wut to do guys, fear is a factor for me. If u happened to see me at the gerai-gerai, and then there was a kucing under the table im seating, i'll be frantically uncomfortable. Especially cats which like to sondol-sondol, and if say they lompat on my lap for food, i can scream for so loud, u wont go out makan wif me anymore. Haha. But, I seriously envy tho, people who love cats so much that they can bermanja-manja with them, hold and hug them. Hmm~ but yeah i still can try to like cat. With a condition dat the cat is like 'garfield', i surely can touch him. Because i know, he will be too lazy to react xD

I dun prefer to ride roller coaster. Because again, i am penakut. If u happened to go out with me to a theme park, boleh kira kot brapa ride i was riding. But sumtimes i cud ignore my fear, i cud ride more! More and more. Haha. I think i have this fear, because of since i was a child, my mom wont let me ride in all those thrill ride. Her ayat will be sumthing like dis "Hang toksah dok gatai nak naik yang tu" whether we're at Sunway Lagoon or Genting Highland or even Yaohan! Yaohan is an old old shopping complex, once at the heart of KL. The building is still there, but i dun think the shopping mall is still there. I used to love going there so often when i was a kid. So, I guess thats why la kot, im afraid of my mom scolding me, hence im afraid to ride in those rides. Haha, speaking of blaming others! But seriously, till now, my mom never know tho, i have ride all those rides ;p

I speak F1 drivers championship. I love watching them either live or on tv. I can stay in front of the tv staring at those 56 or 72 laps, without changing the channel. Wait till i name all the team and drivers name. Owh and even naming all the circuits, and the flags. As in yellow flag for safety car and yada yada. And if say i happened to have free tickets for Grand Stand pon, no one wants to accompany me, unless it happened to be my siblings or some guy frens. The girlfriends? No ones bother, pffft.

Enuf said that they all summed up "I am a boring person!" Baru ingat diri ni best sangat. Lol. Gila perasan!

Anyhow, anyone watched One in a Million season 3? It was hillarious man! Tomok is in OIAM!! Wut was he thinking? Nak jadik Faizal Tahir? Lol. But i like that Amylea AF in season i dunno, got in. She was good even in the AF. And ada this one guy, he is not into the money as in One Milion Ringgit tu because if u saw his house, gila la besar! U know like those on MTV cribs! I never know Malaysian has house like dat. Geez!! But he got in tho, because the voice is superb.

Its a boring boring day, i start my class today! Baru abes exam on Saturday, Monday dah start kelas. Hit me on the head please! Nasib baik sempat menjalani therapy on Saturday and tido seharian on Sunday. Haha. I went shopping with the housemates. Was thinking of just window shopping, and i know i failed. This is all Zara's fault. Sape suruh sale like madness, sampai yana pon pulun ni membeli Zara. Haha. And H&M pon having sale jugak! And then i bought a sport shoe in a hope that i work out for this sem. Lets hope! And i am now declaring myself a broke, blegh! Cepat la scholar uni masuk. Owh, an addition to my boring person list, i'll be a completely totally a boring person if i am broke :(

No way!!

2009-01-16T15:08:00.000+08:00

Yes wayy! My jaw dropped while i was checking my email just now. Gosh! Technologies nowadays. They grow so fast, im tired of catching up! For a moment, i thot it was improbable to be believed. Well ok, it might be overstated there. But like seriously, they can invent that? Of course they can! But the thing is, they make me wanted to own one. Haih~ These business minded peole just know their market la! This is so alluring, i need to have one! Please? (while making a puppy face towards whoever will buy me this. In my dream!) Ohh, i was so into them, i forgot to mention wut it is. So its a scrumptious smallest condensed notebook ever! Ignore this entry if u were a gadget maniac or techno lovers or sumthing that u guys already know about this.

Im loving the advert. They just know how to attract woman nowadays to buy. Like so elegance kan ;) If i were to choose, i'll go for this colour tho. Its Garnet Red, thats wut the advert said. So that it will match my old sony discman ;p Which is now in a box under my bed. Haha. As for gentleman out there, no worries, they have them in different colours. From Obsidian Black to Olivian Green to Crystal White, ur pick.

See! Even lelaki bawak them pon, it looks so charming :D The other picture is not in the advert, i found sumwhere on the net. I just need a picture that shows the keypad. However, there is a small teeny tiny part, i dun like about the layout of the keypad. Because u see, the cursor is so small, and its like this little round-ish button at the centre of the keypad. Ces! potong betol. But but, im not a cursor person, so thats y la kot. Im sure they have USB port, so i can use mouse instead. Yeays! But yeah, still~ i dun think they have a long battery hours. Well, like Beyya said "Eleh, ko tengok la, tak sempat satu movie abes, dah mati!" *evil laugh* "Eleh, sebab ko baru beli laptop kan, sbb tu ko cakap camtu. Jeles la tu~" (while i ber-monolog dalaman. Hahaha.) Wah~ contemplating betol. As if nak beli betol-betol je ni. Tapi mana la tahu, KOT KOT tangan tergatal klik ke sana ke mari, then poof! its in my handbag! Lalala~

And then a few minutes later, i got another email. Told ya i constantly checking my email these exam weeks ;) This time its from HP. Geez! Wuts up with u people? Saje je nak menghabeskan duit orang-orang yang tidak bersalah. Haha. Dan kali ini, memang saje je nak memikat hati perempuan-perempuan yg sememangnyer lumrah alam, sangat suka membeli-belah! They named it 'Digital Clutch'. Like hello, CLUTCH! Wuts next, 'Digital Compact Powder'? Lol.

If baca dekat tulisan kecik-kecik bawah tu, i rasa it has sumthing to do dengan this Vivienne Tam person. Must be a designer la ni. Sangat memikat hati kan da design! Soo contemporary! But i wonder why is it the price macam half price the sony vaio p-series tu. Must be they have *terms and condition apply!* I sangat tidak suka ayat itu, mind u.

Phew~ back to works. Work it out! THREE more papers to go. Im so jealous with azerq, while im seating for my second paper this coming wednesday, she will be doing her fourth and final paper! Sheesh! "Ya Allah, kuatkan lah iman ku ini" Ameen~

Ps; To Mr 'Beauty is 128 cores deep' (i dunno wuts dat supposed to mean, and i dun think he reads my blog), Im a Mac! and Im a PC! Haha. Well, im flexible. Which also means, im suck at both of them. Lol!

Exam Cravings

2009-01-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

saya belajar hari-hari

hari-hari saya belajar

belajar saya hari-hari

hari-hari belajar saya

Waa~ cepat la habes exam! Exam belum pon bermula, saya sudah meminta-minta supaya exam habes. Haih~

Kerana proses nak menghadapi exam la saya makan banyak. Even tak exam pon mmg saya makan banyak ;p Tetapi sekarang ini makin menjadi-jadi. Ditambah pula saya mengidam mengalahkan Erra Fazira yg sedang sarat mengandung. Hish! Mari kita mula senaraikan;

Mussels with the shell still on and Beef in black bean sauce at Red Hot
Itik and Beef bamboo sumthing at Sui Zen
Chicken wings and naan bread at Ahmed's
Krispy Kreme doughnuts
Mango Tango smoothie at Zumo's
Mango lassi at Ahmed's
Mango ice cream at Red Hot.
Nasi Minyak! Please la sape-sape kawen after exam, asap. Haha.
Gondolier's chocolate cream wafers at poundland. teehee ;p Saya dah habes stok.
This just came across, the muffin at fa's wedding. yummayhs! Credit goes to leeds people.
Owh and nasi lemak sambal sotong. Geez!

Ok,thats all at the moment. Not dat bad huh. On the other hand, ive been taking loads of break in between study time. From Youtube break to Facebook break to Front row break to Blog hopping to checking email constantly tho theres no email pon. Haha. So jangan la ingat saya belajar gila-gila, tetapi masih beringat im in exam preparations week ok. Owh, ive found this on front row and youtube and one of the trailers masa i tengok twilight kot. The moment i saw the trailer i was like "Anwar? Anil Kapoor?"

So, if u ever watched Skin as in one of UK tv series, Anwar is one of the characters. I know him as Anwar, so Anwar la yg terlintas. Didnt even know his real name pon before dis. And in this movie his name is Jamal. Looks interesting tho. Might be watching this after exam. So hold on cinema, i'll be there the sooner ive finished exams ;)

Ok, back to works! Tomorrow will be the first paper for some of my friends, so GOOD LUCK!! All the best! To all of my frens, adik-adik, jiran tetangga, whoever will be taking exams in these coming weeks, the same wishes. May we all succeed. Ameen~

Hotness

2009-01-03T05:28:00.001+08:00

So its 2009! Happy New Year everyone. tho i honestly feel nothing different pon. back to yester years pon pretty much the same. no resolutions wutever. still, wutever it is, plese tengok "Twilight". haha, tiba-tiba je. I know mcm ramai orang asyik dok mention pasal the cerita, till dekat facebook tu, berebut je orang nak join "Im a fan of twilight". i was like ape tah yg seronok sangat diorang ni, till i myself tengok the cerita. However, i dun read the book tho, so im not included in the die hard fan thingy la practically. Just dat, im currently in love with the 'Cullen' family! sangat jatuh cinta with Edward, and Carlisle and Jasper jugak. So yeah, the whole family la.

The Cullen Family.

And Edward sangat hot ok dalam movie itu. and obviously i sangat jatuh cinta dengan Edward. The eyes, tho he is wearing loads of contact lenses kot dalam the movie. The hair, the everything la. haha. Seriously I wont mind dating a vampire la if like dis gorgeous pny vamp kan. The baseball scene will be the bestest scene of all ;) Tidak sabar utk habes exam and start reading the book, like the whole series. Edward in this movie reminds me of Chuck as in Gossip Girl. Their eyes i think that look alike. And tidak hairan la if i suka chuck jugak in GG, tho he is quite a bitch. And and, Edward is Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter Goblet of Fire. The one yg mewakili Hufflepuff, i.e the one yg mati Voldermott bunuh. Masa tu dia tidak se-hot ini. Gagah, macho and all ;) I like the way he looks at someone or something. Must be a vampire thingy, haha.

Gambar gedik. Layan je la. Omg, he sangat hot, tak tahan tu ;p

Balik ke dunia realiti, Il, Nabil and Muz came here from German for lebey kurang 5 days mcm tu. they didnt practically duduk rumah sangat because they rented a car and so asyik berjalan di seluruh UK and at nite will came back and sleep here. But ade this one nite, sempat la bawak diorang keluar makan here and tengok movie, twilight la, which by dat time, Nabil and Muz yg konon mcm tak nak tengok tu. Haha. And konon la mereka tu nak sambut new year here, padahal new year atas sofa depan tv je. Tertido because letih sangat. So fireworks dalam mimpi je la. Lol.

Me with Il, Nabil and Muz at Red Hot. Red Hot lagi ;p

I yg dah semakin tembam, Nabil said so. And i personally think Il is kurus a bit.

Finally, exam pon sudah hampir kunjung tiba. Sangat cuak, but at the same time sangat chill out sampai rasa mcm nak belasah diri sendiri suruh belajar. Sheesh! Please belajar odey!

boxing day II

2008-12-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

fisrt thing first, my handphone is now working! yeayss! remember dat taufiq wrote in my comments, that if i reset the phone, the message thingy will works once again. so i tried them last nite, haha ;D Like dah lama gila rosak, baru nak try them semalam. i takde masa ok~ haha. as if! no la, i was like saving all the data first la kan. n in these few days, these will take me ages to do so. now i realised that the phone is like laptop jugak. once ade virus wutever tu, just reformat, then it is solved!

ok peeps, back to the topic. so hari yg dinanti-nantikan telah tiba. i wud proudly said that i didnt spend that much like last last years. not that i dun haf choices, but i choose not to. and for the first time ever, i ber-boxing di notts. before this, two years in a row ber-boxing di birm. birm has more shops tho and hence i tend to shop more! haha. so maybe dats y this year i shop moderate-ly. but the best part of it is dat, it was far more convenient to shop here as in lapang, and tidak la sehustle and bustle city-city besar seperti birm and london i guess. berpuas hati because i got my clothings in sizes i wanted, and other few things dat i assumed in other places, i tak sempat pon nak grab, dah habes! heh ;p Like River Island, if dekat birm n london kan kena beratur to masuk, kat notts ni masuk je terus, no beratur wutever. coolness! owh and zara too, senang gila nak carik my size ;) IM HAPPY!

and this is us after a break for zohor and asar prayer. ok la kan, the shopping bags for 4 persons ;)

as usual sembahyang dekat any fitting room available, and then headed to red hot for lunch and dinner sekaligus. kata buffet kan, kena la penuhkan perut to the fullest to make 9.95 pound worth it. and this time it was worth it la because they were having christmas and boxing day special menu. sheesh~ makan tak ingat dunia tu! and the dishes pon superb ;)

me and yana, and me wif azerq kononyer romantis share apple bersalut coklat. sharing is caring, u guys~ haha!

and finally us!

yana and azerq tu actually plan last minute, yana nak serang next sale on 27th. and azerq plak nak pegi birm dengan i on the 27th. we wanted to go on 26th but no public transport available kan. plus dat, obviously azerq tak tahan tu kalo duduk rumah on the 26th. and akhirnyer pegi la sume orang, satu rumah. seronok betol, mcm-mcm drama kitorang buat. yg sorang tu jatuh terbaring kat jalan raya, must be the eagerness to shop. yg sorang tu lagi, memalukan diri masuk kedai yg tak bukak lagi bersama staffs kedai. malu gila ok! but all da dramas, ended with a tragedy. ok i dunno it shud be called as tragedy or not, but for me it is la.

my shopping bag, salah satu daripadanyer KENA CURI!!! marah nyer!! bengang gila kot masa tu. azerq plak bila i told her da story, she was like "please cakap korang tipu!", siap tak percaya. ye la, masa kat red hot tu siap kira brape jumlah shopping bags kitorang ada. mengira dan menjaga dengan baiknyer. azerq and yana keluar dulu from red hot, because i and beya wanted to eat more. so i we la yg membawa barang-barang lebihan. BUT, the kecurian didnt happen at red hot pon. it happened at one of the kedai dat i and beya stopped for a last minute shopping. i tak pegang my shopping bags, i letak je on the floor. and not to cerita in details, because dats will make me even depressed, my shopping bag is taken by two stupid young BLACK girls! dah la kecik sangat kot lagi. n i believe ade je parents diorang sumwhere nearby ke ape. i dunno how to cerita in words, but i can cerita secara lisan dengan penuh gaya dicampur dengan sumpah seranah. dah la pegi curi things yg mmg dah takde kat kedai. sold out! stupid betol la minah-minah hitam tu!!

fortunate enuf, i tak letak my wallet ke ape dalam tu. because i slalu je, shoppping pastu wallet letak je dalam any of my shopping bags. owh i lupa this, i bengang sangat masa tu because i saw the two stupid girls! i saw my things dicuri like depan mata. i still can imagine ok, the back of their heads, with two stupid pony tails and even the side of their faces which i cud see the satisfaction on the faces dat they got the things. please tell me it hurts to see sume tu depan mata! geez! benci gila~ ok enuf said, beside da tragedy im still grateful. remember dat i always said, everything happens for a reason. Allah knows better ;)

bowling and cinema

2008-12-17T08:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday i and beya brought my adik-adik went to bowling and cinema.

nasib baik la dekat je dengan rumah, so pegi jalan kaki je la. tu pon mereka komplen jauh. sape suruh kat malaysia tak jalan kaki sangat kan, sume pon nak naik keta. kedai belakang rumah pon nak naik keta. haish~ mengada betol!

nasib baik jugak, mereka tidak se-jetlag mama ngan ayah, yang dah mengantuk pukul 6 petang. dan kamudian kol 4 pagi kot dah bangun.

i and the adik-adik mem-poyokan diri pakai jersey england yg dibeli di sports world. konon satu team la. kami juga memaksa beya memakai tshirt merah jugak. nasib baik la i ade extra tshirt merah kaiser chief yg dibeli sedikit besar secara sengaja supaya boleh bawak tido, heh. so beya memakai la tshirt itu, supaya kami sume kelihatan seperti satu team. team lauk kot~ haha.

konon-konon team england ;) Blegh!

kami yang merah membara, semangat waja. lol xD

menunjukkan skill yang ada dan takde. haha.

setelah bermain satu game, kami bergegas ke cinema pula. cerita twilight menjadi pilihan utama. tetapi malangnyer, cinema UK ni kan lembap sket. tak kuar pon lagi kat wayang :( So, kami tengok la cerita yg selamat utk semua peringkat umur iaitu madagascar 2. layan~

gambar sekadar hiasan. p/s; i know i look so fat and short in this pix.

akhir sekali, gembira dapat menggembirakan adik-adik. owh btw, my parents and adik-adik datang here for 9 days to jalan-jalan UK. takde la UK sangat, notts je kot. dah la notts takde ape sangat. kesian~ ;p

Selamat Hari Raya Korban!

2008-12-08T10:59:00.000+08:00

to everyone SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!! raya haji ada maaf zahir batin jugak is it? tak kesah la, maaf zahir batin too ;) We tak intend pon to sambut raya haji like seriously sambut, but then towards da nite, the mood raya suddenly datang. so beraya sakan la jugak di malam raya ni. we were invited by abang mat and kak min to sambut at their house. they are yana's parents angkat so we menumpang la sekaki dua. hehe. so off we go to celebrate there.

this was masa waiting for the taxi to come and fetch us.

and this is already at kak min's house.

with kak min and her sweet daughter, alya.

and the bestest part is the food obviously!! ade satay yg super yummylicious! and nasi beriyani, nasi minyak, ayam masak merah and rendang daging. coolness!! dig in the food for about 3 round makan. makan tak ingat~

there was another bestest moment too. we bertakbir beramai-ramai, with abang mat leads the takbir. seronok betol perasaan dapat bertakbir di malam raya.

balik from kak min's house, we planned to masak rendang ayam and nasi impit. but then, yana sebagai emak di rumah ni je yg berusaha. anak dara yg lagi 3 orang ni, dok meronggeng kat atas tak ingat dunia. ish ish~ layan je la!

thot nak rahsiakan identiti, tapi memang tak la kan~ ampun ya if terover. mood nak cuti dah datang. teehee ;p

p/s; dont abuse this video. haha ;D

loss and gain

2008-12-07T11:41:00.000+08:00

my eyes is so mengantuk since ive been berjaga for almost 24 hours. this is because of melayan my housemate went for a therapy, i.e went to shopping as she has finished her work project i.e membina model keretapi katanyer. dengar je la dia membebel pasal model keretapi tu, brake la, model drawing la, group mates nya and yada yada. but lucky her, the work is now done.

i wanted to update my blog since i am now a bit kecewa, hampa, sedih, bengang dan perasaan yg sewaktu denganya. owh this is not at all berkaitan wif my housemate. it is because of my handphone is now ROSAK!! dammit! i always sedikit berlagak when my phone je yg quite bertahan di antara kami-kami yg memiliki hanset yg modelnya sama. yg sorang tu, dua kali tukar hanset yg sama since it is still in warranty. dan akhirnyer memberi hanset berkenaan kepada kakaknya. yg sorang tu dah kena samun, dan sebelom itu pernah mengalami kerosakan. yg sorang tu lagi, dah bagi adik dia. and adik dia melaporkan bahawa the hanset is now at kedai for repair. so hmm~ i am now officially banned hanset cap sony ericsson! haha. well, obviously not all model la kan. so particularly, model w910i !! tho skang ni, they giat mengeluarkan model ni lagi dengan pelbagai gabungan warna. konon cantik la tu~ blegh!

this is when i baru dapat the phone back then as in second year. punya la berbangga wif dat phone by dat time kan. eeeuuww~ haha.

owh i lupa to mention, my kerosakan is i CANNOT receive or send any sms to anyone anywhere! so i apologise awal-awal, if i didnt reply any of ur sms-es. must be i didnt get them. i do not blame the network i.e O2 because when i bukak my simcard and then plug in to yana's hanset, bleh je sms ok! her phone is sony ericsson too tho. but the other model la. so yeah, obviously handphone ni yg salah kan! i cannot at all open my inbox, outbox, sent messages, saved messages even draft! how pathetic is dat kan?! so i can only receive call and call out. but the camera is still functioning, the walkman too and the pictures, videos are still in there.

but my merengek-ness tak dilayan oleh anyone ok. everyone was like "ape lagi dey, beli hanpon baru la!" I wanted too, but later on la kot. still grieving on the loss of my hanphone capabality to sms. and the loss of inbox, saved messages, sent messages wutever. actually im not in the mood to change my handphone just yet kot. eventho ramai dah menggunakan hanset canggih-canggih belaka. yang blackberry nyer, iphone la, omnia la pixon wutever, LG renoir and bla bla bla. for the moment, i still cant receive and sending any sms-es. this will last on till i get someone's old phone that he/she will not be using them. ok la tu kan, malas i nak layan~

to cheer me up, these will do.

chris martin is super comel! coldplay syiok gila!

kami yg menontonnya pon comel ok ;p

viva la vida rawks so much! how he cud ever came out wif such great song. hmm~

p/s; loss and gain in life is normal. pretty much the same as my weight. sumtimes i gain fat, rarely i lost them. haha ;D Mentioning about weight, i got myself a digital bathroom scale. weehoo!

Owh ok seriously, no matter how much u lost in life, u'll gain them back in some other ways. just that we seem to ignore the gain and be blinded by the lost. Be grateful please ;) Everything does happen for a reason.

Voulez-vous

2008-11-28T06:08:00.002+08:00

why does the tittle slot has to be there? penat dow nak pikir tajuk. since i am thinking of dat word now, so 'voulez-vous' it is. btw, it is a french word, and one of ABBA songs, which means 'do you want?'.

im having this kind of entry again. the one dat i posted back then. which obvious enuf shows dat i dun haf anything to write, but the gedik-ness to write is unavoidable. capeesh? haha.

anyways...

* selamat hari lahir kepada mat. hari lahirnyer semalam, 26th november. paling lewat di antara kami berenam budak math. semalam mat cerita, dia dilahirkan sewaktu emaknyer berumur 21 tahun (kalau diikutkan umur saya ni, patut dah ada anak sorang berumur setahun. doinks! takde maknanyer la kan skang). btw, kami menyambutnya di rumah mira dan ayu. makan-makan takeaways dan makan kek coklat tesco yg super yummayhs! kami menghadiah kan beliau, sehelai t-shirt FCUK.

* alhamdulillah, i managed to ganti puasa for 5 days. yeays! an early ganti puasa this year. clap clap! If i continue on next week, abes sudah puasa-puasa yg perlu diganti ;)

* i didnt remember which weekend we as in me, beyya and azerq went to cinema for mamma mia!, azerq was being funny gila when Pierce Brosnan appeared on the screen. she was like "shiet hot gila dia wey, hot gila! aku nak dia jugak jadik bapak sophie, si Harrison Ford ni." doinks! yakin gila HARRISON FORD! lol!! when i told her, it was Pierce Brosnan la the name, she said, mana aku tau, mcm kena je nama dia Harrison Ford. haha. wutever azerq!

* math society was making sweaters for math people. and we are free to make any phrase on the back of the sweater. unfortunately, we tak sempat pon to grab the chance. but im now enjoying to baca the phrase on my other coursemate's sweaters. i found one which is very cute "i have an imaginary friend √−1" got it? well √−1 is imaginary number kan, so itu la kononnya imaginary friend dia. comel gila kan! dah la a guy yg buat dis. schweet~ And ada dis one girl, who is a cheerleader for notts team, she punya is "i am too pretty to do maths". lucky dat it suits her la. takde la prasan sangat. ade lagi yg tak sempat nak baca sebab diorang jalan laju sangat ;p

* owh, saya tidak pernah mention, saya cuti utk setiap hari rabu sem ini. heaven gila! haha. because saya boleh bangun lambat dan kadangkala, hari khamis pon saya takde kelas pagi. lagi bangun lambat ;p Sem ni punya jadual memang agak best. tapi nnt bulan januari, rasakan la exam yg berderet, dan juga exam pada hari sabtu jam 9 pagi :(

* akhir-akhir ni, berita di tv asyik-asyik mention pasal credit crunch. tahukah anda credit crunch tu mende? well i didnt know it either. but when beyya asked, i was like yakin gila cakap, kan orang ramai asyik guna kad kredit, pastu diorang tak bayar balik. tu la nama dia credit crunch. hehe ;p But the real meaning of credit crunch is hmm, sumthing like loans telah diberi dengan banyak, and then insufficient kot. wah~ suka hati betol. go google yourself la to paham kan ;)

* am expecting a hen's party next week. hmm~ ditugaskan sebagai project director (PD), kena la pikir tema. any idea? voulez-vous songs definitely will be played. ahha ;)

ok lah, saya harus sambung membuat coursework due on 10th december. jika dulu saya kena belajar software maple, dan tahun kedua dengan minitab nya, dan kini genstat pula. tp genstat adalah menyeronokkan jika dibandingkan dengan minitab rasanya. cuma kena tahu fungsi-fungsinya. anyhow, ni sume mathematics software, which two of them are statistical software. finished merepeks ;)

Voulez-vous

Take it now or leave it

Now is all we get

Nothing promised, no regrets

Voulez-vous

Ain't no big decision

You know what to do
La question c'est voulez-vous

Voulez-vous...

i-tunes: voulez-vous - ost mamma mia!

shoppers behavior

2008-11-25T07:47:00.000+08:00

what happens when a shopaholic meets other shopaholics at a shopping parade? "We shopped till drop!" teeheee ;p Owh okay, we still have some financial advisor to control the eagerness and the money flow, so take that into account it was more like shopping trip during weekend ;) Guilt free ourselves. yeays! Totoq as financial advisor and azerque being rational. schweeet!

so, last saturday, me, azerque, totoq, kecik and rahim went to birmingham for a shopping trip. its not like nottingham doesnt has a shopping place, we do have one. but i dunno, i never felt the satisfaction if i went shopping at nottingham. i guess it is because of the choices is so limited, which narrowed down till i happened to shop things that i didnt quite like. heh ;p I thot i was the one feeling like dat before, but then terjumpa plak people who felt that way too, i.e azerque who likes bullring better and kecik who prefers london. well kecik doesnt know birm has bullring tho. haha. the moment he saw bullring, dandan he was like "ok, boxing day sini la."

but we didnt go to birmingham just for shopping only. but because of the food as well. birmingham has loads of halal place to eat i.e again, many choices. plus that it is waayy too cheap compared to nottingham. so yeah, as a start we ate at halal subway for breakfast. meatball marinara is so yummayhsss! no more lalu subway, drooling on the meatball marinara advert knowing that u dun haf the chance to eat dat. and then at nite, we went to suizen for itiks! i always love itik at suizen. as far as i remember, i never ordered other than itik pon at suizen. haha.

so, pictures! pictures! pictures!

the two girls who shopped more than the boys ;) I know guys will kalah regarding shopping ;p

this is when we almost done shopping. kecik main tipu gila, konon shopping sket, padahal sumbat all in one bag.

while waiting for the boys to shop for shoes.

shopping from morning till nite ;p

finally done shopping! were waiting for the train to selly oak for suizen.

lega gila dapat duduk bersandar at last. azerque paksa amek this gambar because she was like "sumpah kena amek gambar ko, dah tak larat pon nak shopping lagi". haha.

at selly oak, we singgah house number 2, school terrace to letak barang. ajak-ed wan to dinner with us, and then jumpa taufiq, hairi and fairy who just got back from city too, who took the same train with us, but didnt even terserempak at all. agak terkejut la, shopping this time tak jumpa any malaysian langsung. then we headed to suizen to eat big. sume lapar gila kot.

before the food was served. gosh! soya bean dia sedap gila.

when the food finally served, and sume pon dah tak sabar to dig in the food.

kecik who doesnt has small appetite as kecik as he is. orang sume satu pinggan, dia sampai dua pinggan xD

after makan-makan, we headed back to wan's house to play the sing star. weehoo! akhirnya dapat pon main benda alah tu , i.e pegi pusat karaoke birmingham. haha. nyanyi few songs sumbang sumbing, but still tak dapat nyanyi bollywood tu. haih~ sape tah haritu yg yakin gila cakap "game on bebeh!" Pastu dia plak menghilang kan diri. But we pon tak stay lama because nak kejar train to balik notts back. (p/s; nnt christmas la huh, i'll wait for the stuffed chicken too ;p)

finally, im happy, we are happy, everyone is happy. haha. terasa this post was more like a bit of promoting birm la plak. haha. kecik even said "apsal aku tak pilih uni birm ek dulu?" lol. Owh btw, me and azerque are now suffering from a very sakit otot at kaki and tangan. as if pegi bersukan or wut, but then we just went shopping. haha. wont list down in details wut i bought, but im happy with all my tops, cardigans, a pair of my dream boots and a jacket. which btw, the jacket telah dirasmikan oleh kecik because he kesejukan sangat. sape suruh pakai sehelai sepinggang kan. siap cakap birm panas wey, sunny all day. and he even bawak sunglass which i jugak yg membawanyer ke hulu hilir in my handbag. ke-sengal-an~ haha.

notts game

2008-11-16T07:48:00.000+08:00

a very backdated post, yet a must to update. ok poyo! haha. i mean this is my final year, i.e my last malaysian nottingham games. so, i wud like to make an entry to at least cherish the moment. ok, im being poyo again ;p Its like in this third and final year, most of the thing i did, i felt like, ok, this is the last time im going to do this, that and that. but who knows kan, insyaAllah some other days, i'll be able to experience them in some other ways ;) Owh it rhymes, lalalala~

back to notts game, as for final year, i didnt sign up for volunteer or bukak a gerai. because if u did one of that, u wont be able to hang out with the frens and watch the games. unless u are the volunteer for that particular games la. so i just berjalan-jalan menonton games, bermesra with the frens and lepak-ing the whole day. but this year, i didnt go to the gerai much because they changed the venue and i think it was so sempit, crowded and nak beli pon susah. wut else, hmm~ owh i watched mostly bola and a bit of badminton, table tennis, basketball and volley ball. volley ball tu pon just to visit my fren who was my schoolmates before. so yeah, im out of word and so i just attach some pictures.

with the intec frens.

were cheering for notts team. orange gila the jersey. we cheered so bad, till notts kalah the games. teehee ;p (sorry la abang-abang bola)

me at the padang bola, being so rambang mata ;p Guys and bola :)

"Bringin' the sexyback?" no!! haha. were moving from sports centre to portland kot by this time.

lepak-ing at my house, i.e my dapur i.e my living room. beya being a suri rumah berjaya, making tea, goreng the keropok and yes, epal and kuah rojak. slurp! yummayhs!

and this is when the final for football. UCD versus Birmingham. UCD poyo gila bawak bendera ireland. haha. I was cheering for birm because i kenal this one guy. last year kot kenal dia. haqif i think the name. and yes, Birm menang! Menang tipis la tapi.

owh and woot woot! i berjaya menaiki kereta sapiz. sapiz beli kereta baru. hihi. kereta yg jenamanya starting hurup M, a big M. hehe. dah la it is white, and the seats are maroon. geez! lawa gila the kereta. semi-auto plak tu. * i dunno why, but i love to watch guys driving car and then changing the gear. phew~ macam macho gila tu! ahahaha~ nak muntah. blegh! certain guys please ;p

and then at nite, totoq and kecik came to eat dinner which was more like sahur. like pukul 2 pagi kot, dua-dua datang pakai kain pelikat. yg sorang macam lepas bersunat because of the ankle terseliuh, yg sorang macam mamat mamai yg sesat. haha. and tidak lupa juga, suemay, azerq's fren came to sleepover. we happened to know a lot of same guys. and been cerita like a lot. haih~ guys nowadays. it is just so surprising la how bitch a guy cud be. tu je la yg dia tau, "perempuan, perempuan, perempuan!!" (please baca this like abby said to norman in the last episode of melodi). huhu~dialogue of the week!

despite some people were saying that this year notts game was not so meriah, and a little bit of complaining here and there, for me it is still a blast. a blast in many ways ;)

newbies

2008-11-11T05:06:00.000+08:00

ok peeps, (drum roll) introducing my new babies. haha. remember i said i spent 1000 pound just by clicking here and there on the internet in my previous entry. so here it is, i reveal wut it was. owh before that, sorry for the very poor quality of the pictures i added in this entry. i blamed the lighting of my room and my old lame camera since everyone now is having the slr, the one that they wear like a necklace with a huge camera as pendant. teehee ;p (im just jealous they haf one, i dun even know slr stands for wut ok. haha.) owh and again sorry, this might be an ecstatic and a syok sendiri entry ;p

this is it, my new baby imac ;D

i was so excited, the box pon i nk amek gambar. like hello, this is my first mac. i shud be exicted la kan.

slowly and cautiously, opening the box and letting the baby imac out. hihi.

i swear this thing berat gila. the weight that was stated on the box is 9.77 kg. Flat gila my tummy just to get this thing out from the box. berat nak mampos!

this is in a separate box, the super sleek keyboard, the mighty mouse and apple remote ;) Owh in the book 'everything mac' tu, on the front page it was written there "congratulaitons! you and your mac were made for each other". lol. but i felt like sumthing in the stomach after reading them. haha xD

and finally, the whole imac.

and these few pics are just the pics of the imac which was obvious enuf i put them in this entry because im ecstatic and started to take more pictures from here, there and everywhere ;p I did warn earlier that this is a syok sendiri post. but still suka hati i la i nak letak gambar banyak-banyak kan. hehe ;)

finally i can go youtube-ing. i forgot to mention my laptop ntah ape kes cannot open youtube and mozilla firefox. but that is seriously not the reason im buying the imac ok. i just got my reason la ;)

this is taken during siang. so the pengcahayaan is ok la i guess.

it is soo white i sumhow sangat sayang utk menggunakannya. hmm~

so ok, did anyone notice i wrote babies? i have one more baby yet to be revealed. hehe. introducing (another drum roll), my new ipod touch. yeehoo!! ok first of all, i tak buang tebiat pegi beli all these stuffs. apple has this student offer, that if u buy any mac (macbook or imac), u'll get any ipod (ipod nano, ipod classic or ipod touch) with a rebate up to 95 pound. so why dont i grab the chance kan? azerq was like "please la dey, aku beli kat ko ipod touch tu." Well sorry azerq, obviously i nak. hihi. I bought the 16Gb one ;D wuuhu~ So please la tell me how on earth i wont excited enuf kan. tho my housemate all said i mcm tak layan je. azerq even said, "ko ni dey, aku yang lagi excited dari ko kot." so here is the ipod touch, i tak totally open them from the box yet because i nak beli the case first. takut gila if ter-scratch ke ape. heh ;p

this is the box. box is a must to amek gambar ;)

the ipod touch is still attached to the box. the engrave is remain secret ;p

phew~ penat plak excited sangat. wutever it is, thanks to yana for teman me beli on the last day of the offer. she was like my accountant giving me advises. heh. owh and to totoq i.e azerq's bf, i already set it up ok! totoq was like perli abes "weh dey, ape kes beli imac pastu tak pasang. baik ko beli dummies je, display je ke." tak puas hati la tu. haha. beyya and i plak dok seronok main da webcam and photo booth. haha. owh ok, now i am starting to feel excited once again. enuf said, im happy for living the dream. the dream i never know when i had it in the first place pon. lol.

p/s; the sedey part is i still terkontang-kanting using the mac software. back to being a buta komputer :( Wut to do, i am the newbies to mac.

let it out. play out loud.

2008-11-03T07:58:00.001+08:00

* leganya saya setelah memotong kuku ;) Kuku saya sudah panjang seperti ah-moy menjaga kaunter bayaran.

* saya pemalas sejak akhir-akhir ini. tetapi rajin jugak kadang kala ;D

* saya dah gemok! secara seriusnya, saya memang dah gemok :( Lemak di sana sini. Jeans saya sudah rasa sedikit ketat, lengan saya tidak kelihatan seperti lengan super model lagi. sob sob. tulang bahu jugak sudah hampir tidak kelihatan :'(

* saya benci norman hakim!! * sila tengok 'melodi' episod hari ini. screw u norman!! screw semua lelaki jenis itu. lelaki memang sungguh pandai berpura-pura. benci benci!! tetapi saya masih 'lurus' jangan bimbang.

* jika saya berpesan kepada encik taufiq, supaya berjimat. saya harus berpesan kepada diri ini, untuk berjimat jugak ;) Hanya duduk di depan laptop, klik sana sini, saya telah menghabeskan lebey kurang 1000 pound. jangan cemas, nanti saya bgtau saya beli apa ;p

* saya baru tahu bahawa facebook ada slot 'chatting'. saya memang tertinggal belakang sedikit kadangkala. saya tahu pon kerana ade bf kawan saya ni risau sangat gf dia kat mana, lalu meminta saya untuk menghubunginya. sweetnya zaman bercinta. saya sudah terlupa bagaimana perasaan itu. perasaan seperti tidak bermesej atau tidak berhubung sehari, tetapi terasa seminggu lamanya. lol, please muntah! poyo gila ok. *but i know the feeling, so kepada sesiapa yang terasa, dun worry i totally understand.

hanya sekadar menulis apa yang berada di minda. terasa sedikit bersopan santun menaip di dalam bahasa melayu. heh ;p

as for now, since i haf been tagged ages ago by chopiex-nabila, so now i am doing it as the rajin mode is still here. 10 favourite latest songs in my playlist. i'll take dis as 10 most played song in my recently added playlist on my i-tunes.

1) Burnin' up - Jonas Brothers ( i dislike them at first, but after watching camp rock i accidentally fell in love with them. wut to do guys, i love disney movie. just last week, i watched High School Musical 3, senior year. dan juga membeli botol air HSM. beya siap malu dengan i, if i bawak dat botol air. haha. i tak kesah ok~ )

2) What about now - Chris Daughtry. (american idol charity week theme song. which was by then, my tears is enuf to fill up a mug)

3) So what - Pink. (like seriously, "so what?")

4) Better in time - Leona Lewis. (tetiba teringat lewis hamilton. my sis said, leona lewis is like kembar lewis hamilton versi lelaki. haha. benci gila hamilton! dah la menang plak world champion F1 this year. bencinyer! blegh!)

5) Hot N Cold - Katy Perry. (katy perry songs are brilliant!)

6) Aurora - Estranged. (is it aurora as in sleeping beauty. haha. whoever aurora is, u shud be proud as the song is awesome)

7) If I were a boy - Beyonce. (really, sumtimes i wish i am a boy. "i swear i'll be a better man, cause i know how it hurts")

8) Easy - Paula DeAnda. (still in love with her singles before dis, 'walk away')

9) Laskar pelangi - unknown. (anyone knows who sings this song, please tell me. the lyrics is beautiful)

10) Terima kasih cinta - Afghan. (tersuka because asyik dengar beyya and azerq dok nyanyi)

finally, i am happy after balik from the trip to bath and stonhenge yesterday. i'll update later if i rajin, if not, just baca thru mira's blog and asma's blog.

open house hopping

2008-10-23T07:15:00.000+08:00

last saturday, it was our turn plak to anjurkan open house. we berkolaborasi with house number 66, city road. because rumah kami ni teramat la comel. ditambah pula dengan ruang tamu sekaligus dapur.

so these are our preparations. azerq rajin gila nak amek gambar sambil menghilangkan rasa mengantuk membuat persiapan sehingga lewat pagi. owh by the way the menu was quite a lot. but rumah kami ditugaskan memasak soto, mee bandung, dan puding caramel. sounds easy but it was seriously tedious. especially soto. begedil la, ayam carik la, nasi impit, suun goreng, cili kicap and the kuah itself.

ketika kami masih bertenaga dan malam masih muda.

beya tak leh blah, daun ketumbar pon layan~

setelah ayam selesai direbus.

and my job is to carik-carik the ayam, while azerq masih meng-gentel the begedil.

the ingredients. by dis time i finished carik all the ayams. i konon-kononyer said, tak nak makan ayam 3 minggu sebab bosan gila mencarik. but obviously tak, esok nyer bantai je ayam-ayam yg ada.

ketika serius bekerja.

and seterusnyer gambar dah censored. takde keje la nak pakai tudung sambil memasak sampai ke pagi. lagipon masa tu dapur kami dah super panas. sebab dapur berasap non stop. so we skipped to the next day, the open house itself. alhamdulillah, orang datang dengan ramainyer, dan alhamdulillah makanan cukup, tak yah back up wutever.

ketika sibuk di dapur meng-refill dan membuat apa yg patut.

sempat bergambar bersama tetamu.

owh tidak lupa juga, me, azerq, and beya sempat menyelinap ke open house jiran tetangga, sambil membawa rombongan budak birm. rumah yg bernama 'the dudes' yang juga berkolaborasi bersama 'the duda' menjadi pilihan kami kerana mereka menyediakan satay. yeye!! satay! konsep mereka, makan di backyard sambil bersejuk. tp seronot la ;)

beya, hairi, taufiq, azrerq yg begitu glowing, me, wan and bekir.

orang yg sama, masih pulun memakan satay and air bandung yg yummayhs!

back at our open house, org tak berhenti datang hingga lepas magrib. tidak lupa juga, kami membuat reunion intec la plak. ramai gila budak intec my batch turun. seronot plak rasanyer ;D walaupon sekejap, tapi meriah. terima kasih kepada semua kerana sudi datang.

pada sebelah malamnyer, jiran tetangga masih mengadakan open house. oleh itu kami tidak ketinggalan utk menghadirinya. menu mereka ialah bihun sup, ayam bakar dan juga kek batik. al-maklum la rumah abang-abang bujang, simple tapi sedap je.

kami yg sangat la 'high' kerana penat dan gembira bertemu abg jambu berbaju biru ;p

masih berada di dalam mood open house, keesokannya, i and beya pergi ke birm pula. rumah wan, nabil dan taufiq. menu was bihun tomyam, popia yg super sedap dan juga tiramisu. menu yg again simple tapi sedap ;) i and beya lebey kepada makan berulang dan melepak di bilik taufiq dan wan, sehinggalah rakan-rakan yg dikenali tiba. tidak sempat pula bergambar bersama tuan rumah, kerana tuan rumah asyik amek gambar kami je, menggunakan kamera canggih SLR nya ;p Wutever it is, thanks for the food and thanks kerana menjemput kami.

me, beya and rusya.

marisa dengan tudung glamornya dan juga beya.

akhir sekali, oh sungguh penat nya!

raya entry

2008-10-23T05:54:00.003+08:00

finally, raya entry!! lambat betul mengupdate raya entry. i havent got the time to mengadap komputer to update. but hey, it is still raya month kan. so ok la tu. i wont type much, just pictures and captions.

seperti biasa beraya di dalam kuliah. mat, me, yana and ayu. (mat yg berbaju melayu berwarna merah jambu ;p)

open house pertama, wif the housemates.

open house di hujung minggu, rumah asma' a.k.a mak tiri.

dan seperti tahun-tahun sebelomnya, open house postgrad adalah yg dinantikan because of the food. cuma bezanya tahun ni, tidak dapat lagi beraya bersama paksu and maksu kerana mereka sudah pulang ke malaysia. maka, serbu je open house postgrad yg kebanyakannya pada tahun ni diadakan di dewan a.k.a noel street leisure centre. kami dikehendaki menaiki tramp utk ke sana.

inilah akibatnya bangun lambat. menggelebah telepon ke sana ke mari, "kat mana wey dewan tu??"

beya, yana and me. without azerq since she pegi beraya di london.

bersama rakan-rakan. top: ely, aisyah, mira and yana. bottom: beya and me.

the mathematicians. kamilah budak-budak math; ayu, yana, me, mat, mira and liew.

and open house terakhir pada minggu raya.

perasaan raya yg berbeza pada tahun ini, tetapi alhamdulillah gembira. well raya is to celebrate kan. so it was well celebrated ;)

all these things that i've done

2008-10-13T04:35:00.000+08:00

My life this week could be summed up as generally normal. a very simple life of mine. except for this one day, when i and beya felt like, "ok, kita kena pergi bersukan. badan dah terlebey sihat". haha. tu pon malas nak berjogging, plan nak naik beskal je. so meminjam la beskal encik mat and liew. oleh kerana, mira and yana pon teruja mendengar plan kami, so mereka ingin ikut bersama. konon nya mereka nak pinjam beskal asma', but to no avail since asma's bike takde angin tayarnya. so mereka plan nak bersiar-siar je la, sambil berdating sesama sendiri. hehe ;p

semangat gila ni, i and beya siap pakai track and sport shoes. while, mira, yana and zira pakai jeans dan flip flop. i and beya memulakan round pertama kami menaiki basikal, maka berpusing la kami satu lake kat school tu. disebabkan basikal liew yg super tinggi ni, maka kononnyer, i sorang la yg boleh menaikinya. but then, mira and yana try, bleh je! layan~ when diorang berbeskal, i and beya berjogging plak. aktif kan kami ;D Sempat la jugak satu round berlari-lari anak, tetapi agak pancit la. beya memang dah main tipu, half way lagi naik beskal balik. so these few pics, i and beya looked so selekeh please ;p Bak kata beya, "takpe dey, menunjukkan kita betol-betol bersukan". lol. wutever~

yana and me. betapa bergaya nyer cik yana menaiki beskal memakai jeans ;p

zira, mira, beya and me. (selekeh kan, me and beya ;p) nasib baik tak close up.

zira, mira, yana and me. (as usual, me the selekeh-est)

ps: basikal mat yg kelihatan begitu bergaya dan harga nyer pon walla~ kale kunin hitam tu, tidak begitu menyelesakan tempat duduk nyer ;p Sedap lagi beskal liew yg tidak bergaya and murah je tu. tp selesa~

ok enuf about bersukan. today i pergi open house. house number 1, highfield road. rumah seniors and ex-flatmate beya, ploy, thailand-nese. the foods was very good. they have sushi, lasagne, fried rice, fried chicken and soto. owh and ice lemon tea, vanilla ice cream wif brownies. my goodness, heaven! i pergi wif the housemates btw.

me, azerque and beya in front of our house, before going.

azerque, yana and beya, berjalan keriangan nak pegi makan ;)

and these two other pics adalah bersama jejaka-jejaka notts. lol. aidil is tak boleh terima the facts that im taller than him. but actually after mengukur dengan jitu, kami sama tinggi kot. just that, unfortunately, my shoulder jauh lebih tinggi than him. so basically, i look taller than him. conclusion is, i think my leg is long. bley? haha. but but, the jurukamera suruh i duduk since i seriously look taller than him. siap cek my kaki, pakai kasut tak. doinks! for god sake, i am wearing a very thin socks.

jurukamera pon tak sanggup nak amek gambar i berdiri. lol. check out the shirt, HEART rock ok. doinks. mati-mati ingat hard rock punya baju. haha.

ni plak bersama jejaka misteri yg memakai baju sama ketika di kuliah. haha.

another ps: today is super hot kan. 19 degrees in autumn. hmm~ they're expecting a warm winter kan this year. haih~ no snow ke for this final year? :(

i-tunes: the killers - all these things that i've done. (oh tidak sabarnyer ;p)

status

2008-10-07T07:05:00.012+08:00

it has been almost a week raya and i havent came up wif any entry at all ;p So, a "SELAMAT HARI RAYA and MAAF ZAHIR BATIN" to all. raya entry will be posted sooner, IF and only if im not lazy enuf to write. but insyaAllah coming la. this entry is more like things happened before raya. i know its ketinggalan, but still i want to write ;)

status: still in fasting month

before coming back here, i managed to go berbuka wif il at TGIF. a very last minute plan, since my flight is sooner and i need to give her stuffs yg i bawak balik from UK. tho the plan was almost cancelled because il had flu but yeah, she managed to come. nuthing much done, just berbuka and jalan-jalan hang around for a while. il is now a bit kurus, while i am gaining weight and making the face tembam-er than ever.

il and me at TGIF the curve. the steak was so yummylicious!!

status: last month

and finally the day dat i am supposed to go back to UK. a half-half feeling, a bit looking forward and a bit sedey to left the family :( Wutever it is, again for the third time, i didnt cry at all ;) Berjaya mengawal diri. I went back wif beya, liew and shanti. and coincidencely, amin, my junior was also on the same flight. Emirates is satisfying overall. the cabin crew, the food, the entertainment. i managed to watch a bunch of movies on the flight ;p

sadly to say, missing them already ;'(

and the adik-adik.

status : current

so living it now, i am now living in a house, a HOME. yeay for dat! no more living in hall with a super expensive rent and sharing kitchen with strangers. i live in a house of four bedrooms so obvious enuf i haf three housemates, new housemates. so now, im introducing them one by one;

this is azerque. and i always like to call it short, zerq. heh. suka hati~ well her real name is azidah. so it sumhow turns into azerque la kot i dunno. a very ceria, hyper active and a lot of humour. just look on the smile, a very bright one ;D

and this is beyya. or bebey, beba, bobo and yada yada. banyak gila her nicknames. accidentally got them. haha. the real name is siti nabilah btw. a very gelabah and clumsy person, but sumhow cool. owh and most importantly, kind hearted. (beya in case ko baca ni, please dun kembang too much). and this part i like, the one i can bully around. hihi. not la bully, i called it 'bermanja' wif beya. only beya layan me dat way ok! lol.

and the last one is yana a.k.a nur iliyana. two words describe her, garang and tegas. heh. well not garang like garang gila tu, but yes garang la ;p At the same time, lembut and sopan. she's the only one who can neutralised and normalised the other three of her housemates who are sumhow a bit mereng most of the times.

and here are the four of us on raya day at our house. (beya, azerq, yana and me)

so thats all la i guess, a brief updates.

*hint. status : still single. LOL!

today, tomorrow, yesterday.

2008-09-15T23:44:00.001+08:00

yesterday i went out wif ayuen. a no-reason hang out. nak kata to break fast together pon bukan, because ayuen went to berbuka wif her bf later on. to catch a movie pon no. to go shopping, no, eh, yes. haha. it was more like, im going back to notts already so we hang out la. after all, lepas ni, a year la plak nak jumpa balik. capeesh? wutever it is, we did some food shopping, instead of shopping, shopping. we went to A&W for coney dog and the fried chicken. i always like A&W fried chicken more than KFC ;) Obviously we bought for take away kan. but i dun understand, like wut the fudge, sume yg jaga kaunter were asking "makan sini or bawak balik?". like hello, yg tanya tu pon bukan a non-muslims pon. it is fasting month, remember? at the burger king pon, i was facing the same. but this abang was more like menggatal la. he was asking am i married la, single ke tak, and siap hantar i sampai pintu and saying hati-hati, jaga diri. duh! ohmigod, tolong la~ i shud haf say "a'ah dah kawen. anak tengah tunggu kat keta". lol! ayuen was waiting at the car actually by dat time. anyways, at burger king, i bought whooper and mushroom swiss. yummayhs! and we singgah cupcake chic at the curve also. dah lama gila nak pegi this place, but at this very last minute baru la dapat pegi. i bought butter pecan and ayuen bought fatal attractions. haha, tak leh blah da name. owh, some of the cupcakes tak leh makan because ade alcohol. dah la yg ade tu look so tempting. especially the lavender one. dah la colour dia lawa, like very light purple.

this is the box. cute kan ;) The shop pon cute.

fatal attraction (the chocolate one) and mine is butter pecan wif caramel. slurrp!

we also went to ikea to buy kuih raya my mom pesan. and then we went to a small bazaar ramadhan in front of tesco. i bought this ayam dara yg my mom pesan jugak. we all sume wonder why la they called it ayam dara. but it tastes so good la. and here comes another abang yg mengada jugak. he was like imitating wutever i did. and he said "amboi~ cantiknya mata dia". i cud say all these happened because of 'dari kerana mata'. LOL! ok, i was wearing this coloured contact lens that i just bought them like few weeks ago. so semalam i try la pakai, nak test how kan. i mean if i had any problems, i can always go back to england optical and change. because before dis, abang 'ayam dara' tu tak kacau pon i. but maybe jugak because before dis i went wif ayah, or sumtimes wif mama. but still, now mentang-mentang i ngan ayuen je, dandan berani kacau. ish~

beside dat, we did nuthing. i just bought some stuffs. i bought liew's mp3 and earphone at sony centre the curve, and to do his sony card also. and we also went to forever 21, i got a very nice top that i was longing to haf before. and a laptop sleeve at golla. thats all i guess. headed back home after paan picked up ayuen.

at home, i and the adik-adik enjoyed eating all the food dat i bought. and at nite, i haf to iron lokman's school uniform. i was doing all cepat-cepat because i wanted to watch my tv shows. ended up a disaster, when suddenly i bang-ed my head on the wall. accidentally of course! an immediate 'benjol' on the forehead. haha. it was sakit la. if u heard da sound of da bang pon, u'll know how hurt it'll be. i went to mama's room to apply minyak or wutever. mama was like "ya Allah!! kenapa dengan kepala ni?". the 'ya Allah' sounded like my head is bleeding and needed to jahit ke ape. ayah who was sleeping by dat time terus terduduk because terkejut. haha. it was funny ok how ayah reacted. but as soon as he saw nuthing much pon on the head, beside da big-not-so-big lump on the forehead, ayah terus marah, saying "apsal ni? dinding pon boleh langgar?!!". well ayah said so i am clumsy, so it proves itself la kan. like hello, dinding konkrit bukan nyer invisible pon, i still can langgar? doinks! things just happened ok! heh ;p Anyways, the 'benjol' is now sumhow quite mengecil because mama 'tuam' right after i bang-ed my head.

today i went to my dentist. as usual i kena scalling, but this time i kena tampal as well. the wisdom tooth which is soo at the back of my mouth, my dentist said jarang kena my teethbrush kot and dats y kena tampal. after went to my dentist i watched 'penelope'. 'penelope' baru kuar kat mesia. lol. kat UK it was like ages ago. told ya i never understand uk's movie system. sumtimes they are so advance and sumtimes they are soo left behind. shrugs. wutever it is, james mcavoy is so00 cute gila! the cerita is good actually. well i love them at least. go and watch, i always like fairy tale, magical fiction story. and i love all christina ricci's outfit in the movie ;)

tomorrow im going to start my puasa routine back. the time of the month is over now. i think puasa-ing doesnt make me reduce the weight pon. its either it maintans itself or worst gaining! i mean, sahur and berbuka is a must kan. and our family is like 'family of nasi'. haha. we eat nasi during sahur and berbuka. some people they eat cereal or just drink water for sahur kan. well my family dont. we eat like proper meal tu. and then after terawikh pon makan again. haih~ anyhow, tomorrow im going to my tailor to collect the baju raya. kakak and abang are going to come back home too, as wednesday they are cuti. nuzul quran kan selangor cuti. so ayah is cuti too. yeay! ok, off to bed. tomorrow mama said nak pegi cut my hair jugak. she yang rimas tengok my hair panjang. lol. like hello, its my hair~ But yeah, better i cut them la, i pon dah rimas ;p

*tick-tock-tick! 5 more days to homecoming. lol xD

catch up

2008-09-11T02:28:00.004+08:00

spoiler alert! and warning for those who is not into tv shows, better dun read. u'll find this is so boring.

woaha! new season for my fav tv shows is now begin! im so super duper excited. as a start, gossip girl and antm have started and already aired two episodes. my my, it felt so good to finally watch the shows back. like i haf been missing them all summer. haha. ya rite~

wutever it is, both of the shows, im currently more than satisfied wit wuts happening. wait till they manipulated, twisted and haywired the audiences. i'll start wif antm cycle 11. this cycle, i was like rambang mata because everyone is beautifully georgeous. im a female and i said dat, i wonder wut will the boys thinking. and even more wonder, wut wud they'll be thinking of isis, one of the models. she was a male ok! if they havent higlighted dat, i swear i wont notice. except for the very flat chest. but nowadays, women are weird tho. sumtimes the flatter the better, especially the models and some women might go for enormous. haha. well i dunno. but yeah, back to isis, she is okay. but i admit, i sumhow felt like a bit weird when i know she was a male. she is this one type, i dunno wut they called it. but she is not genuinely female yet la. because she said sumthing like, if she won, she'll do the surgery.

so this is she. phew~ on the leg. who wud ever thot that the legs belongs to a guy before ;p (well, at least not me)

and she, nuthing special i guess. she is sumhow a bit bimbo. haha. just dat she looks a bit like serena van der woodsen as in the gossip girl. but her face is a little bit fierce, i like serena better. she's sweeter ;)

gossip girl, i cant help falling in love with chuck even much more deepened. like before dis pon already in love. but now like im floating in the air, falling in love wif him. haha. ok, lame! the chase over blair is so sweet of him la tho he uses dirty nasty ways. but yeah, who cares. he said "i love you" to blair. i was like nak pengsan masa tu. haha, exaggerating~ owh, at the end of episode two there was a song with the lyrics "i love new york, but u bringing me down". so im singing "i love kl, but u bringing me down". haha. i sumhow cant wait to balik UK back. but im sure, not even a month there, i'll be missing home already. haih~ talking about gratefulness.

anyhow. heroes and desperate housewives are coming sooner. by dat time, insyaAllah i'll be in UK alraedy. so im praying hard, please let the internet connection at my new house is already in by dat time.

enuf bout tv shows, i am now busy buying things to get me prepared back in UK. nuthing much, foods and clothings and stuffs. owh ha, i am having this pain at my knee. i dunno wut it is, but it felt sakit most, when i sujud. like it bang on my knees so hard. tambah-tambah plak terawikh, sakit gila my right knee. but i said to myself, it was nuthing maybe silap urat kot. and then to make me even more worried, i read this magazine that bipasha basu, a bollywood actress said she has tears inside her knee and she just figured it out after she did MRI. siap buat MRI! no way im going to do dat. but she said, at least she knows la why. so i sumhow risau :-S Takkan la tears inside my knee? for god sake, wut haf i done pon this entire holidays. not even a simple exercise or jogging or anything. i just hope it'll get better. finger crossed.

i have 4 dvds waiting for me to be watched, so bye for now ;)

birthday post

2008-09-03T00:33:00.002+08:00

a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me ;) Finally, im turning 22 years old. an0ther year older, or i might prefer, another year wiser ;p This year, my birthday happened to be on the 2nd day of ramadhan. But dat doesnt stop me, or shud i say my family to celebrate my birthday. it just a simple, small celebration with my family. but still, thanks for everything ;)

hanis went to buy secret recipe's cake at desa park city. but they ran out of full-size cakes, so hanis decided to buy pieces of different cakes. she bought only four of them. after all it is puasa month kan, nnt sure tak abes. so here are the cakes;

surprise surprise. haha.

it was, choc mud cake, choc indulgence (bestest), choc banana and black forest.

and to make it even better, hanis also bought big apple's donuts. my fav donuts at the moment. yummayhs~

box of 6.

tadaa~ one is missing. the durian flavoured one. sumpah sedap gila. the two pieces which is the same tu, is duren duren. the so called torn tu betol-betol tajam i swear. haha. the other three is choreo, chocochino and the other one i lupa. sumthing like choclovers kot. ok, suka hati! haha.

birthday girl who is enthusiastically enjoying her cake ;p

and the lil brother who is the same. tho his birthday is coming sooner.

and this is the birthday card from the family.

told ya my lil brother's birthday is sooner, till my card pon salah tulis. look closer on the envelope, it was written there 22.9.2008, which is lokman's birthdate. mine is eliminate one of the twos. must be mama is pening wif da ages kot. im 22 years old kan, who does not behave like one. ayah spefically wrote on the card, "semoga semakin matang". haha. wutever it is, may Allah bless me. i pray for my longevity, my health, my success and my future life. ameen~

p/s; thanks to friends who had wish me thru sms-es, friendster and facebook. thanks a bunch ;)

I guess you wanna know,
Why im on the phone,
It's been a day or so,
I know its kinda late,
But happy birthday.

i-tunes: happy birthday - the click five.

a week before puasa

2008-09-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

first of all, happy ramadhan to all muslims. times goes by so fast that suddenly all i know, it is ramadhan already. so to everyone selamat berpuasa. and sila bangun sahur as well. so a selamat bersahur and selamat berbuka too. all in one. heh ;)

i dengan bersungguh-sungguh nya compressed evthing in the week before puasa. as a start, i and mama went to bandung, indon for three days two nights, from monday till wednesday. a vacation as a treat for menjayakan kenduri kawen kakak. well, the main purpose is obvious enuf. bandung, a shopping parade for perempuan. beside relaxing and enjoying ourselves la konon.

i didnt snap loads of pictures because busy gila shopping, till lupa to snap. lagipon my tangan full already wif shopping bags. dah la berat gila, tah ape la my mom shopping. yg kena bawak pon, saya jugak :( But i tidak ketinggalan la utk shopping because ade factory outlet yg bnyk, full wif these baju youngsters nowadays. rambang mata ni, MNG, zara, esprit, tommy hilfiger, gap etc. But, im proud to say i didnt shop that bnyk. beside dat, sizes suck. anyway, these are the only pictures i haf.

this is the airport. kecik je the airport, bandara husein sasteranegara bandung.

this is at our hotel that we stayed. at the cafe, tiara to be precised.

mama, pulun gila shopping!

one of the kedai kain that we shopped.

we shopped at pasar baru. the famous place for shopping. it was like a shopping mall, wif loads of kedais, that they cramped it hard enuf, till the laluan pon sangat la sempit. it has 6 floors kot overall. and they called every floors, lantai. like direct translation tu. lantai 1 to lantai 6. and basement, they called it, dasar. dasar 1 and dasar 2. we went there for two days, so i was like hafal already the coordination, but i tell u, it is pening gila in there. bnyk kali jugak sesat. at lantai 6, they haf a food court. bnyk gila masakan padang. i always like the food. and masakan padang kan, the lauks are like super bnyk tu. sedap gila i swear. the nasi only pon is sedap, it was like pulut a bit, but it is so lembut. i dunno how to say but serious sedap ;) and they put it in the daun pisang, and so they called it 'nasi timbel'. yummayhs~

my nasi and the lauks.

mama and me, enjoying every bit of it. the juices pon fresh gila! (ya Allah, tembam betol muka ku)

and this is at tengah-tengah of our hotel.

and so on wednesday, we checked out and went straight to the airport. our flite is delayed, and so we haf to wait. i mati kutu gila wut to do. so i sumbat-ed my ears wif my ipod, and tido atas our luggages. heh ;p Dah smpi KL pon, luggage plak delayed. lama gila tunggu for the luggage. haih~ nasib la. i totally blamed air asia la for this thing. haha. plus dat, our flite pegi bandung kan, terrible gila. we landing twice! once dah nak landing, but suddenly the plane went up high, like the one when they want to terbang from the ground. we yg dalam plane ni, like almost 90 degrees kot. memang makcik-makcik in the plane jerit la. kids pon menanges. and the plane dun even mention la, bergegar gila. i swear, panic gila masa tu. kalah naik rolller coaster kot. my feet like tak rasa pon, more like shaking. experienced the same for my flite back from kelantan. bergegar to the max! but mama said, it was not air asia's fault. it was because of the weather. like the one nak landing in bandung, foggy gila masa tu. and the one back from kelantan, it was raining wif kilat and guruh. so yeah, i dunno~ But i do know, i takut nak naik air asia lagi. haha.

so that was it la, my trip to bandung. i smpi rumah at approximately one in the morning. the next day, yat came to sleepover. syaz also came to jalan-jalan ou, but she went home on the same day, because she had dentist appointment. she is now wearing braces too. huhu. but the upper part only la, because the dentist said, her teeth is so rapat, they can only do it part by part. i brought them to ou, and we hang out there. watched a movie and ate at the chicken rice shop. kesian yat, she has never eaten there, so we bawak her to that shop la. and we ate sebelah alif OIAM tu. serious we tak perasan pon him, dah nak balik baru prasan.

yat and me at the chicken rice shop. (nasib baik yat lagi tembam ;p)

berposing bersama wall-e dan eva.

nope! we didnt watch wall-e. syaz and me haf already watched it. so yat tidak dilayan. haha. we were torn between babylon a.d and the love guru, but at last chose babylon a.d, because kononnyer ade vin diesel. haha. but that movie is gila. because we didnt understand at all. ok, is it us yg tak paham, or memang the story yg tah ape-ape. but bila abes tu, sume orang pon yg mcm "eh dah abes ke?" from the expression la. we gelak je, gelak gila kot sbb tak paham mende. dah la masuk pon lambat. but the action was good la. shud haf choose the love guru la instead. after movie, we went to cineleisure to shop for my laptop file but in the end syaz and i bought this little cute mouse. haha. and then, headed to komuter station to hantar syaz.

on friday, i went out wif yat to ou once again, before i hantar her balik. but this time hanis ikut-ed us. she is home for the gaps between her exams and because cuti till monday kan for merdeka. and this time, like finally really really finally, berjaya pujuk-ed them to tengok 'the dark knight'. i know im sooo ketinggalan. but who cares kan, as long as i sempat. penat gila melobi. yat tak kesah, because she said she nak tengok any muvi. she was like kempunan nak tengok wayang because kelantan has no wayang kan. hanis plak, not convince enuf to tengok 'the dark knight'. after melobi for so hard, berjaya la meyakinkan. dah la still ramai pon yg tengok. so i guess, im not so ketinggalan la. yat and hanis both agreed, the dark knight best gila! tak rugi la tengok they said. yat siap cakap "ni baru la movie dey." haha. smart gila the cerita ;)

and on saturday, we had a bad news. my aunty passed away. condolences to her family, and so as to ayah as her brother. ayah kelam kabut gila awalkan his flite from sabah and headed straight to melaka wif us right after he sampai rumah. we went straight to the grave because dah dikebumikan. and went to our kampung for a tahlil and baca yassin. al-fatihah to my arwah aunty.

so that was it la i guess. on sunday i went out wif the adik-adik to metroprima for a last chance to eat in public in broad daylight. haha. and again, selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak to all ;)

sunday to sunday

2008-08-25T00:54:00.012+08:00

im back! hehe. gosh, did i complain too much last week, when i said i was bosan gila. serve me right, for this entire week, i hardly at home pon. haha. im going to write this entry, like the one i wrote back then, entitled 'seven days a week'. ( i tak reti buat link wutever tu, so terpaksa la type ;p )

Sunday, 17th august.
i had to attend three kenduri kawen in a row. started from 12 noon, then i went straight on to the three kenduris. puas gila makan nasik kenduri. haha. tiga-tiga pon different themes, one is black and white. the pelamin is all in black i tell u. mcm pelik kan, but cool la. the other one is grey. grey looks a little bit dull, shud haf choose silver. heh. suka hati. and the other one is peach orange. lawa! ( while berangan, wut colour, mine wud be? hihi ;p Mama ku baca ni, mati la, tergedik-gedik sangat ke nak kawen, dok tulis pasal kawen je. haha ) So there goes my sunday.

Monday, 18th august.
Lokman is back from terengganu the nite before, so today i booked him la. he teman-ed me tengok muvi. i pujuk-ed him like a lot ok, please please tengok 'the dark knight'. he yg mcm "ala kak wa, please please, wall - e la." haih~ budak kecik pny merengek, i cannot tahan la. tak sampai hati plak nak reject. so wall-e it is. the cerita is comel la, but a bit slow i guess. plus takde conversation sangat kan, tu yg for me it was like, "ok, bila nak abes ni?". haha, jahat! and then we did some window shopping which happened to be, lastly lokman yg dapat his thing. hot wheel's cars. asyik-asyik keta kecik tu. he siap ade a poster, where he cud tick whick cars he has. ish~

not so budak kecik la kan. haha.

Tuesday, 19th august.
hari yg baik sket. heh. i went to kelas agama dr. fatma at masjid taman tun. sumthing like tafsir al-quran. the one yg ade kat tv9, every friday. twice kot my mom ter-masuk tv sbb join kelas ni. masa i pegi ni, takde la plak kamera or anything. well, dr. fatma ni bnyk kelas dia, so yg mana dan la kot tv9 amek. kelas dia best jugak la, because she is an arabs, but she speaks malay la. kadang-kadang funny jugak dia sebut certain words. after the class, we ate at santai cafe at taman tun. and then singgah sri munawarah. i dunno pon dat kedai is popular before dis. but then mama explained la, even the permaisuri agong pon shops there for tudungs. the kedai pon super exclusive la. i nak masuk pon takut. haha. but i dun pakai la dat kind of tudung, the glams one. i teman je mama shopping. they have bajus and jubah jugak. and brooches.

Wednesday, 20th august.
i went out wif katie. we promised to meet at sogo because katie wanted to go shopping there and so as me. so we shopped bnyk gila clothings. haha. sape suruh sale like madness! then we singgah maju junction to pray and we ate at kenny rogers there. i always like maju junction, takde la se-hustle and bustle sogo tu. warning! dun ever go sogo when cuti sekolah. i tau la the sale is like madness, but the people pon ya Allah, ramai gila ni. and komuter pon masyaAllah! macam sardin, in fact kalah kot sardin. konon-kononyer we nak tunggu after magrib because tak nak berebut dengan orang yang baru balik kerja. but then, train delayed, and ade problem ape tah. we stucked at bank negara station till like 9 p.m We let go 3 trains in a row just like dat because ramai sangat orang. takde space pon nak naik.

see! sardin gila. kami yg di luar ni, tengok je la. bukan boleh naik pon.

Thursday, 21st august.
i forgot to mention, i ajak-ed katie sleepover at my house, because she pon takde benda nak buat. she dah grad, and will fly to india after raya. we tak tido pon dat nite, borak till subuh. haha. but we bangun quite awal la because we planned to go to one utama and the curve for another shopping trip ;p But then, ayah had kursus at morib, mama and lokman joined ayah, so i ajak-ed katie to sleepover another nite. with the absence of my parents at home, ape lagi, we shopped till late nite. haha. shopping wif katie is so dangerous la, duit jalan mcm air. i withdraw duit like five hundred twice pon mcm tak rasa. doinks. dah la in my mind, i pi convert jadik pound and hence guilt free myself. haha, gila! We even went to ikea, just to have the hotdogs at ikea's cafe and ikano power centre to find my shoe. i nak beli crocs. hehe. crocs ou, takde my size, so i try my luck there la plak. but failed jugak, in fact lagi teruk, ade one colour je. i just got to know, crocs's shoes have names. mary jane la, alice la, malindi, prima and yada yada. comel ok! i nak beli the malindi one ;)

me and katie at my home and at kenny rogers. i looked tembam i know :(

Friday, 22nd august.
i hantar katie back at komuter station at 10 a.m kot. and then balik tido like tak sedar dunia. lack of sleep ok. dah la balik ikea lewat last nite, and we tengok hindi film plak lepas tu, till 5 pagi kot. haha. so i bangun at approximately 4 petang. huhu! then bangun and kelam kabut kemas rumah because kakak and abang nak balik for the weekend. i siap tukarkan cadar and all. bersihkan toilet, sapu sampah, and of course tolong menyebok kat dapur. and the nite, i finished my time with loads of movie. from snow dogs, wanted, LOVE, and another hindi film ;D Gila! tido lebey kurang 7 pagi kot, and god knows la wut time i bangun on saturday ;p

Saturday, 23rd august.
i went out with lokman. my parents, kakak and abang were out too. sume pegi lain-lain tempat. haha. in fact i and lokman kind of ditinggalkan begitu sahaja. so i ape lagi, bangun tido je, i said, ok lokman, jom! kita pon kuar. haha. we went to ou again because i need to shop summore. and i am craving for A&W, floats and coney dog. adoih! sedap gila. we even ate cinnabon and big apple's donuts after dat. how la tak gemok like dis :( We went back home and played the ps2 wif abang. bising gila main ps2. ps2 je pon, belom wii ke ape. haha.

Sunday, 24th august.
another went out day. i went out with kakak plak. abang had golf tournament at puchong. so we went out dua orang je la because lokman has tuition class. we went to metroprima and yes, i did some shopping lagi. gosh! konon five hundred tak rasa. mana tak nyer, kluar je shopping. hish! dah kuar, makan lagi. and lagi skali big apple's donuts. ( gemok la like dis) And then at nite, i dah plan nak tengok gang starz final, but then abang ajak pegi tengok pertandingan bunga api kat putrajaya. last year pon i went, but on merdeka nite wif wan and his friends, and it was jepun kot yg perform. abang said, malam ni spain, so i ikut je la them pegi. takde la traffic jam sangat like merdeka nite. speaking of merdeka kan, this year punya aura merdeka tak rasa ape-ape pon. there was no bendera-bendera berkibaran at the city centre or at housing area. no merdeka ads, which usually by this time, penuh iklan merdeka je kat tv. ade satu je kot, proton punya ad. must be tengah kecoh nak plilihan raya kan or because it is near puasa already ( shrugging).

the pictures yg i sempat amek. after dat, it was raining and so windy. strong and cold. jepun punya last year is much more lawa than spain ;)

geez! panjang gila mengarang. shud have stop blogging la like dis ;p

much too much

2008-08-16T05:13:00.002+08:00

yawn~ bosan gila tiada siblings di rumah :( Tiada siapa utk bercakap dan bergurau senda. lokman telah berlepas ke terangganu dengan riang gembiranya. i thot hanis is back today, but she has extra class tomorrow, so mama said dun balik. Kalo ade boypren ni, bleh gak pegi berpacaran ;p Tomorrow i raya already, no more puasa to ganti. but i'll ganti one more day next week as a precaution. because i kind of lupa, it shud be 5 days more or 4 days. if bgtau mama ni, sure kena marah "tu la hang, orang suruh tulih kat calendar tak mau!". dah nama pon pemalas, main ingat-ingat camtu je la. owh and kakak and abang pon tak balik dis week because they had kenduri to attend. macam tu la agaknyer bila dah kawen kan, susah plak nak jumpa slalu. cukup a month i havent seen her after she gets married.

and so, as to avoid boredom to death, ive been watching the tv ever since bukak puasa. from olympic channel, to buletin utama, to mega movie, to nightline, and yes i manage to bertahan till 5 pagi for my arabs drama series ;) Dropping my jaw when i watched buletin utama just now. encik saiful yg diliwat tu, telah membuat janji sumpah menggunakan al-quran di masjid wilayah, bersaksikan imam and his father. his first appearance in public pon. orangnya ganteng jugak ya ;p And only a year older than me pon. hmm~ but sumpah tu memang meremangkan bulu roma ini la. like he said clear gila! He mengucap dua kalimah syahadah thrice, recite al-fatihah, and said Lillah, saya "his name, his ic number, pada 26th june 2008, DSAI telah memasukkan zakarnya ke lubang dubur saya. dan jika sy berbohong, sy akan dilakhnat Allah hingga ke hari kiamat". sumthing like dat la. kenyataan yg bukan calang-calangnya kan! i bet, it will be posted at youtube punya la. but yes, u can always watch at tv3 website pon. serius i nganga gila la masa tu. and the pemberita even said after dat, encik saiful wants to challenge DSAI to do the same. if say, DSAI did the same kan, then how la? tu yg i meremang gila tu. bukan main-main ni, by the name of Allah they did it. but encik saiful looks very calm la melafazkan all.

tetiba mcm serius plak berpikir. lets start on other happy ceria topic la. owh yes yes, ade one. Malaysia is finally will be having a medal for olympics. hip hip hurray!! like always la, berharap on badminton. and tidak sia-sia la berharap, because Lee Chong Wei is sure to have either gold or silver this sunday. wuhuu! u just have to watch la, how he lompat-ed menerkam dan memeluk keriangan misbun sidek, his coach after the match. i pon senyum sampai ke telinga melihatnya. terasa begitu berbangga sekali. dan teringat saat-saat apabila menonton All England Yonex Championship sebelum ini ;)

haih~ kembali mengeluh. why la the friends, no one pon available for the weekend. im longing for a retail therapy please. sangat ingin bershopping bersungguh-sungguh ni. dan menonton wayang juga makan-makan. waa~

passive. puasa. pernah.

2008-08-15T01:29:00.003+08:00

ive been very passive these few days. a very passive week for me. started from monday which i sat tight in my room watching some of the movies in my hard disk till late nite. which then i continued on to sahur in the wee hours. and dats explain why ive been passive the following days. puasa ok. haha. macam tak penah puasa je. always like dis la when puasa ganti. terasa begitu berat nak menghabes kannyer. dan jumlah nyer bukan calang-calang, ade la dalam 10, 11 hari. haih~ if only i dun haf winter exams, sure masa cuti winter i begitu gigih mengganti kan nyer. stakat puasa 8 jam gitu. but yeah, adalah wajib bagi ku mengganti kan nyer walau ape pon ;)

beside being passive, i dun understand the mood swing i had lately. gosh! bare with it la, sket je terus melenting sampai nak terpelanting sume benda. haha. but seriously la, the feeling to marah like at the top of my lungs. nak kata period, tak pon. dah lepas dah. haih~ tu la dia perempuan. mood swing is anytime anywhere, they just strike. but now alhamdulillah feeling better, the nerve is sumhow cooling down. kesian lokman menjadik mangsa ku. till he asked me "wey kak wa, apsal ko senyap sangat?" at one point. haha. caring jugak adik lelaki ku ini, walaupon telah dimarah dan dijerit sewaktu mengajarnya membuat homeworks ;p

speaking of lokman, tomorrow he will be leaving to terengganu. rombongan cik kiah katanyer. haha. no la, rombongan sekolah. 3 days 2 nights, and god knows la how my parents are dealing with it. first time anak laki nak berjauhan. haha. tah ape la yg diorang sumbat dalam bag dia suruh bawak tu. and it felt really weird tho, because he never goes anywhere without any of us teman him. wutever it is, i still anggap him baby boy. 11 years ok gaps, between me and him. just take care urself la budak kecik.

ok, off to bersahur. will be eating nasi goreng dat i made earlier, while watching a modern arabs drama series which now has become a routine. 5 pagi in the morning, there i am in front of the tv, eating and adapting my ears to arabic language. hero in the series meingatkan saya kepada seseorang. hihi ;) Owh ha, i think i figured out why i terasa begitu berat puasa ganti. because everyone else in the house is not puasa-ing and is not sahur-ing with me. and i cannot wake up in the afternoon going straight to kitchen and then makan. still! waking up in the afternoon is a must. just that, berlegar-legar la di dalam bilik after dat doing wut nots ;p

andainya aku tahu,
ertinya disuruh,
semua kan pernah minta.

andainya aku cari,
dimana dituju,
semua yang pernah jumpa.

i-tunes: yang pernah - estranged. (addicted to this song. beyya, whose responsible for the addiction)

080808

2008-08-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

last year ive made a post entitled 070707, so i wanted to make it as a tradition. haha. yo yo o la kan. these number triple 8 ni, sure 'ong' gila for chinese. diorang kan believe 8 brings prosperity. no wonder la olympic starts today. after all it is held at beijing kan. wutever it is, as far as im concern, nex year will be my favourite la! 090909 because 9 is my favourite number. berangan pon konon-konon nyer nak kawen on dat date ;) Well, living a fantasy is not a crime kan. but seriously cannot punya, baru je lepas grad pon. talking rubbish. lalala~

just to amek syarat to write an entry today, so i just write today's highlight la ;p This evening, i went to fetch my lil sis at her uni. ive been surprised with KL car's plate numbers nowadays. before i went back to UK last year, seingatnyer, the newest plate number is WPB and sumwhere around dat la. and now, driving on the road, already terkejut when i saw WQS, but even more terkejut when suddenly a brand new waja, weird colour but nice and unique passed by, and then the number plate is WRF kot. adoih~ how come la so fast?!! already worried tengok dis thing and so i asked mama, wut if dah habes hurufs, no more left as in WZZ. heh ;p Then mama said, its either they'll repeat the alphabets back or they'll add another huruf at the end of the plate's number. thinking bout the excessive cars on the road, no wonder la KL ni non stop traffic jam. how la to solve when the cars on the road are so damn banyak, and the cars kept on membanyak. just now, i lalu this jalan pahang, jalan temerloh wutever tu. ya Allah, jam gila! tengok kiri tengok kanan, depan, blakang, most of the cars, sume pon sorang je yang naik. haih~ the most pon is 3. ok stopping bebel-ing. same old issues with no effective solution :(

i just got back from tesco damansara. i was buying groceries for home, since mama went to UMNO's meeting sumthing. nasib baik tak kena ikut. if not, i'll die in boredom la, dengar the talks with the makciks. hish! remaja nowadays!! heh ;p Anyways, tadi i wanted to buy a three-quarter pants in front of the tesco. they had this burma ke thailand or negara seangkatannya punya fair. the pants is comel la, and it costed me rm10 each. and then i saw the long one, which costed rm10 as well. so not fair kan! like hello, yg pendek tu at least buat la rm8 ke, even its rm9 pon logical la sket. gila~ but to make it even more gila, i asked la the salesman, how much. so he said, satu 10. konon nak bargain, i said la "8 tak bleh? 9?" and he kept on repeating "satu 10". still in the attempt to reduce the price, so i said "saya nak amek dua ni, u bagi la 18 ke?". terus je he said "dua 20". he dok repeat tu la, satu 10, dua 20. so i acted la, konon merajuk, "u tak bagi, sy pegi kedai lain la". and he, boleh buat tak tau je. haha! penat je berlakon. lagi terasa bangang, when i then discovered he doesnt even understand malay pon!! no wonder la he kept on repeating, "satu 10, dua 20". ok, stupid thing ever!!

i and my adiks, lokman and hanis wanted to catch the movie. but to no avail due to friday night. faham-faham je la kan. till midnite pon sold out. benci benci!! we wanted to watch 'the dark knight' so bad :( Talking bout movies, i havent watch 'the mummy tomb of the red dragon' too! been ikut-ing the sequel 'the mummy return' since primary school kot and always like brendan freaser ;) Wud be even better if rachel weisz still berlakon, but not. tak kesah la, because ada jet li as a substitute. i checked gsc online, clicking the coming soon section. my goodness, banyak gila movie coming in september and october. 'mamma mia' is in september, yihuu! but its on 18th la and 21st already nak balik, tak tau la sempat or not. october lagi la harapan. why la 'KAMI the movie' has to be released in october. ish! but nak tergelak plak when i spotted movies in september, one of them is 'the other boleyn girl'. so lapuk alredy la in UK. like really last season, was out in MARCH dulu kot. doinks! sumtimes UK's movie system is so not understandable ;p

enuf la kot merepeks huh? owh one more thing, lokman also now dah rabun. complete la the family all rabun. sigh~ kesian betol. okayhs, i mengantuk already. off to bed.

trip to kelantan

2008-08-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

Thanks so much to yat and beyya for finally merealisasikan my impian to jalan-jalan kelantan. these previous years ive been planning, dan akhirnya pada tahun ini berjaya juga sampai kelantan for the first time. kesian betol tak penah sampai kelantan even its in malaysia. lagi kesian tak penah pegi penang jugak. padahal balik kedah, dok lalu je. sigh~

anyways, i went to kelantan last thursday till sunday. 4 days 3 nights trip yg menggembirakan. i went there by air asia, dan ini adalah pertama kali juga bagi saya menaiki air asia ;) I and beyya stayed at yat's house for the entire 4 days. beyya punya rumah pon takde la jauh mana, but we decided to stay at yat's. about the trip, i'll let the pictures say it all la.

this is when i baru sampai, terus pegi makan kat tepi pantai. nice!! it felt so good to feel the angin laut and the salty water.

wut i cud say, we went to pantai like a lot!! i craved to eat keropok lekor tepi pantai so much. yat said, "aku rasa, lebey dari 50 keping kot ko makan total". a keropok lekor's maniac. haha. we went to pantai once for berkelah but never had the chance to mandi. nenek yat tak bagi. she said air tu nampak je tenang, tp bawah tu berpusar-pusar. dats y la we have collections of pantai's picture since we cannot mandi.

we went picnic in the morning at pantai tok bali, near yat's house. 'nasi pagi' and teh tarik, yummahs! kelantanese eat nasi for breakfast, and so they called it 'nasi pagi'. every morning pon i makan nasi. terkejut my stomach, haha. diri ni pon terkejut, lepas subuh terus berjaga, segan dengan nenek yat. heh ;p

sekadar kaki merasa air laut. ingat pesan nenek, jangan mandi laut. so we walked along the beach searching for right spot for pictures ;)

which results in this pictures. jumping in excitement ;D

this pantai i forgot wuts da name. but its lawa la. again, we ate keropok lekor here ;p

and this is at PCB, used to be called pantai cinta berahi(tak boleh blah da name), but now they called it pantai cahaya bulan. and of course, another keropok lekor ;)

we even went to besut, terengganu (not dat far from yat's house) to go to tempat pembuatan keropok, and obviously la to buy keropok lekor and some keropok kering ;) Ok la, its not just keropok lekor. we went jalan-jalan all over kelantan. and its not kelantan la if we didnt go to pasar siti khadijah. and we even went to rantau panjang, near to siam already. and both places, we shopped a lot, till kena tahan dengan kastam. heh ;p

one of the shops at rantau panjang. it was really hot i swear. they said, the temperature is approximately siam's temperature. and siam is iklim monsun tropika. so just imagine la.

and these are at pasar siti khadijah. pilih punya pilih tak ingat dunia ;p

somewhere in kelantan. near a mosque we stopped by to pray. i dun understand why, but they haf the gerbangs everywhere. bnyk gila kot the gerbangs.

and here i am as a part time driver while yat as a full time driver of course. sume jalan dia tau a.k.a pemandu pelancong negeri kelantan ;)

i just realised that every papan iklan at kelantan, the people have to menutup aurat. sumthing has to do with nik aziz's mission to make kelantan as bandaraya islam. even the ad has tulisan jawi also. and they used to cut erra fazira's hair on the papan iklan when kelantan used to has cinema with the lights on. the funny part is, they only care about the papan iklan. i mean in real life, they tak kesah how the people are. but yat said, sometimes they tangkap juga people yang pakai overrated. wutever it is, takde cinema tu is somthing dat i cant survive la. heh ;p Beyya pon dah tak tentu arah tu, jeles nak tengok all the new movies.

fara fauzana in nescafe ad.

maxis and digi ads. the digi ad has a big writing in jawi which written 'luas'. liputan luas sumthing. i just snapped the picture while yat was driving.

and the last day, we went to friend's house. planning nak pegi rumah zamir la aisyah la, but in the end, sempat pegi rumah nenek beyya and rumah mat only. ok la tu kan.

mat's house. ala-ala lobby hotel kan the front. da garden siap ade buaian and small bridge summore. haih~ if only its not raining, i sure pegi bersuka ria di depan itu ;p

mat, me and beyya. mat yang kelihatan begitu kurus, kerana baru pulang dari sabah, sarawak panjat gunung la masuk gua la, u named it. and the hair also, punya la berjimat nak jugak potong kat mesia.

me and yat in front of mat's house.

no more words cud describe it. im happy. i enjoyed the trip. kelantan is a nice place. thanks a bunch to yat and beyya and yat's family of course.

'sepi memelukku'

2008-08-03T01:01:00.000+08:00

walla~ tittle of this entry. haha. finally like really really finally, dapat juga menonton filem ini. punya la payah, 1001 rintangan dan halangan. haha, ok tipu! but kind of betol la, because if not i wudnt watched it like last minute gila. only midv yg tayangkan the movie with a very few showtimes. i wanted to watch it with kakak before she even get married, because she said abang doesnt prefer malay movies. well, dah nama pon bercinta, berkorban apa saja, abang turutkan saje. and they watched it masa kat sepang. how la to sebok-sebok ikut. ajak-ed hanis, my lil sis, ni lagi sorang yang tak prefer cerita melayu. ish~ tu la hanpa sume ni, bila hanpa dok UK atau luar negara selain malaysia, baru hanpa akan appreciate cerita melayu serba sedikit. hihi. (sekadar pendapat sendiri ;p) I wanted to ajak lokman, my lil brother as well, but obviously tidak berapa seswai mengikut peringkat umur. and he sure bosan nnt.

dan akhirnyer, harapan kembali bersinar apabila i went out wif katie. katie sure layan je. and we agreed to watch dat muvi, da nite before we went out. UNFORTUNATELY, masa we beratur to buy the ticket, ade plak 'journey to the centre of earth', the 3D one. i checked online, yg ade 3D konon-konon nyer KLCC and sunway je yg ade. but tiba-tiba kat midv ade je. so katie ape lagi, terus excited to the max nak tgk dat muvi, because she didnt watch 'beowulf' 3D. so teringin sangat la tu kan. and to be honest, masa tgk trailer 3D this muvi, memang i wanted to watch pon. but dis kind of muvi, anytime leh ajak lokman. sure tergedik-gedik nak ikut. but melihat kan katie yg beriya-iya benar nak tgk 'journey to the centre of earth', ku turutkan juga, tak sampai hati pula.

kesudahannyer, ayuen jugak la yg jadi penemannyer. one because she has watched most of the current movies, two because her bf pon tidak mahu menontonnyer, and three, she rasa her bf akan ajak her tgk 'the dark knight' and therefore we didnt commit to watch that muvi and ended up watching SEPI. finally!!

and tidak sia-sia la kami menontonnyer. kerana bagi kami cerita tu best. unik la. dan membuat kan diri ini terasa, berasa, perasaan, di sana, sini dan sinun. and the best part of it, i finally understand the word 'sepi' itself. it is seriously different from 'sunyi'. people who is SEPI ni, they dont felt sunyi. because they haf friends, family to entertain with and even better, ade je orang yang nak kat diorang. but deep down they felt SEPI. obviously la they tak cinta kan orang yang nak diorang tu. wut to do wey, cinta bukan boleh dipaksa. tepuk takkan berbunyi kalau sebelah tangan. they appeared happy, ceria, and tak pernah kesunyian. padahal, di dalamnya KOSONG, tidak berisi. "ok, apekah aku mengarut ni?" well, u haf to watch it urself la to paham kan. like gila mendalam maksud dia. and i cant even think dat way pon before dis. and if dulu 'cinta' cerita nyer tidak berkait, well 'sepi' does.

the characters pon even better. afdlin i think membawa wataknyer dengan baik. who wud think that beside the cerianess in him, he is SEPI. owh and nasha aziz, she bawak watak yg i dunno wut to say. no more ayu-ayu, perempuan lawa yg control or seorang yang sangat cantik di mana semua lelaki mahukannya. but this time its different la. i sampai tunggu bila she will appear in the movie. heh. i like baizura kahar's stories too. dis one memang i tak sangka at all la. and the last one, is yang ada eja. this one yang paling sedey i think. and this one je yang menitiskan air mata ku ini. heh ;p Overall, i berpuas hati. walaupon masa muvi ni, i ngan ayuen, mulut ni tak berhenti kutuk sana sini. haha.

and here, i attached a poem that recited in this movie. yang memberi effects di hati ini. haha. lalala~

bisikku pada bulan,
kembalikan temanku,
kekasihku, syurgaku.

tanpa dia,
malam menemaniku,
sepi memelukku.

bulan jangan biar siang,
biar alam ini kelam,
biar ia sepi sepertiku.

chelsea chelsea!!~~

2008-07-30T01:04:00.014+08:00

woooo~ chelsea chelsea!! continue singing the song. hihi. well baby, finally!! at last, tercapai juga cita-cita utk menonton chelsea main secara live! and tak sangka enuf, it happened to be in malaysia. masa kat sana memang nak pegi, tp ntah la, masa tak mengizinkan kot. tp after dah dapat semangat ni, insyaAllah third year ni pegi la satu game diorang kot.

anyways, thanks to paan a.k.a ayuen's bf, for bringing us there. nasib baik la sporting, even he is a man u fan. im not going to type a lot since i am sleepy already, so just browse thru the pictures.

this is it, samsung chelsea asia tour 2008 malaysia. 3 places je pon, the other two was in china, i tak tau where exactly.

me and mira, before paan picked us up. blakang my house je pon.

and this is me wif ayuen upon arrival at stadium shah alam. we arrived at 7 p.m kot whereas the game started at 8.45 p.m, more like 9 p.m. awal gila bersedia, haha. free seating kan, haf to la.

and this is when we played wif lampard. haha. berangan la kan! taking this picture pon jadik la ;)

the mascot! comel gila the lion. and friendly too ;)

during the games, tak banyak pon pictures taken. one because of the distance, zoom punya zoom the picture pixel macam pecah. second is because we dok jerit cheer chelsea, smpi sakit tekak. and third, malas nak pegang camera while watching, satgi excited lompat-lompat then the camera jatuh. twice kot jatuh my camera. hish! so these are the only two pictures yg agak clear la.

this is masa they warmed up. comel gila they stretched, while the malaysian pulun gila la lari sana sini warmed up. haha. and the middle three are the referee. lauk gila kot the referee, ade ke patot, JATUH during the game. bak kata mira, "tak penah aku tengok match bola referee jatuh!". haha. gelak gila kot masa tu. (tak baik betol ;P)

this is gambar kesayangan. look closer, tu encik terry ok!! seronok gila dapat tengok him dat close. bila upload tak clear sangat la plak, but preview sendiri clear gila. tak kesah la dari belakang or wut, yg penting JOHN TERRY. owh, abang john! haha ;D And encik lampard, encik deco, encik joe cole, encik schevchenko, encik peter cech, serious hot shiet!! all of them. dah la panas, memang melting gila! haha.

this is when sokong and jerit like full blast ;p

and these are after the game.

well, the result was, nak teka tak? haha. obviously la chelsea menang!! tp agak mengecewakan kami sebagai peminat setia chelsea kerana menang hanya 2-0. was hoping for 4-0. because they lawan-ed china, one of the game 7-0 and the other one was 4-0. yg game with malaysia ni, mana tak nyer kan, malaysia main defend gila! buat 'tembok besar malaysia' betol! even the chinese pon tak buat 'tembok besar china'. pastu bila nak passing naik dah takde orang. doinks gila! mmg kutuk malaysia tak ingat la tadi. hish! ape nak jadik la rakyat malaysia skang ni. hihi. the penjaring gol were anelka and ashley cole. and man of the match is frank lampard. wuuhu!!

journey back nasib baik la tak jam sangat. it was okay la. pukul 1 a.m dah sampai rumah kot. hantar mira first at kota damansara and me at menjalara, and then ayuen at UM. kesian la paan.

a quote from a banner made;
proud to me malaysian,
support chelsea,
KILL man u.
(nice one!! boo man u. haha)

190708

2008-07-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

so this is it, finally, the hari kenduri itself. 19th july 2008, surely brings greatest memory to kakak. and to our family of course. and again, alhamdulillah, everything was fine. i never thot being a pengapit is mencuakkan. haha. rasa mcm jauh gila kena jalan from the door to the pelamin. doinks~ By the way, the kenduri was held at Pusat Komuniti Bandar Menjalara. bersyukur la jugak tak buat kat rumah, because if not, sure i penat gila. nikah and marhaban je pon, ala-ala nak pengsan dah. heh. but yeah, was satisfied la overall ;)

masa ni ketaq gila, jalan je bawak kakak. as if im the pengantin kan. haha. i think, the bunyi kompang la yg made me more berdebar ;p

pegang payung pon ketaq-ketaq. hihi. owh by the way, i so geram dengan flower girls ni, comel-comel betol. they were abang's anak buah if im not mistaken.

my friends sume komplen i kipas laju gila masa mengapit. padahal my sis yg "kuat lagi wey, aku panas la". wut to do la kan, kipas je la.

tiba-tiba terfikir, jadik pengapit ni, akan end up like cerita 27 dresses tu ke huh? waa~ nak kena kumpul baju bridesmaid till like 27 pasang, then on the 28th tu, baru i can kawen?! ok, merepeks! lalala~ karut lagi mengarut betol ;p Wutever la. anyhow, here are few of my friends yg datang. thanks ya for coming ;)

the 1st pic, me and ayu. clockwise, me and meysa, me and asma' a.k.a mak tiri and the last one me and katie.

the frens mostly came wif the bf. sweet aje masing-masing datang berpasang-pasangan. lepas ni korang la plak kan ;p

the ceria couple, fahmi, meysa and me. keje gelak je diorang ni.

paan and ayuen, and me.

the happy couple, ayu and kuchai. me and also kak haya, ayu's kakak.

and this is my couple. hihi. no la, my anak saudara, nina the ah-moy ;D

and here are family pictures. susah gila nak tangkap gambar ni. because ayah and mama had to jaga the pintu to sambut orang datang, me and my lil sis busy menjadik usherers tambahan. and lokman was busy playing around, susah gila nak carik dia, tah mana-mana pegi main.

family picture first round.

family picture second round, wif the present of my nenek too ;)

me wif kakak and me wif lokman.

on dat day, kakak and abang wore two different bajus. and kakak left her selendang for the gown. terpaksa la diri ini went back home searched for the selendang which then they discovered sebenarnyer tak tertinggal pon. adoih~ memang dat day my pinggang rasa mcm takde pinggang je. heh. anyways, these are the pictures they potong-ed the cake. after the kenduri, i ate the cake like a lot ok! haha. how la badan tak naik like dis :(

finally, lega gila when the kenduri was over. we chit chatted at the hall wif all the relatives and thats the only time i cud eat properly. whereas the cousins and my aunty pulun gila counquer the karaoke thingy. tinggal kitorang je dalam dat hall, memang riuh la sorak-sorak and nyanyi sumbang-sumbing. lol.

these are them enjoying singing.

alast, we angkut-ed stuffs and went back home. lega!! so now, adding a new member to the family members. abang is fine la overall. been berborak wif him, comparing stuff because he used to study at Bradford, UK before dis. ok la, adapting to the new atmosphere having an abang ipar. nak panggil dia ape pon i was like hmm~ abang ke, abang nordin ke, last skali, abang je la. tho sama dengan kakak la plak kan. tak kesah la.

owh i lupa dis part, being an anak dara, tiba-tiba ade la the aunties datang and said "eh, ade orang tny hang la." and even the mak andam pon "ade orang tny pasal awak la." wah!!~ dah la she quoted that guy pny ayat "sy berkenan sungguh la dengan adik pengantin yg pengapit tu." but but, the tak best part was dat, they takmau bgtau who is the person yg tny tu. dah balik rumah then only bgtau. siap ada yg 40+ years old yg tny. doinks! mau jadik datuk siti and datuk K kedua ke ape. but dat man is single la they said. siap promote he is accountant and haf steady works la. oh myy, wutever la kan~ i want younger person la please! haha. anyhow, now dah takde keje nak buat. mama kept ajak-ing me to go to bandung, as in rewarding ourselves after penat lelah menjayakan the kenduri. but i dunno, we'll see.

changing the status

2008-07-21T07:11:00.000+08:00

as promised, update on nikah day. nikah was held on 18th july, a day before kenduri. marhaban was in the morning, while nikah was held after asar on the same day. mama wanted to buat at noon, but since it was friday, tok kadi, tok imam, the saksi and all nak smyg jumaat dulu kan. so after asar it is. dat day i tell u, i was lembik to the fullest. dari pagi smpi malam non stop buat keje. well, after all i only haf one kakak, so tak kesah la kan ;) I wanted to upload few pictures, but in the end i think i uploaded mcm bnyk je. heh. hard time to choose ;p

kakak when di make-up oleh mak andam.

the happy face as she was about to be sumone's wife.

see! kakak was still laughing in excitement.

still before bergelar isteri orang.

bilik pengantin and few of the hantarans.

all the hantarans, 11 types in total.

when orang seberang just arrived. my uncle yg jadik jurucakap because ayah kan pendiam (mcm anaknyer ni ;p) plus no experience. but when it comes to baca ape tah the borang, ayah as in wali la kena baca kan. tu pon suara ayah tidak begitu kedengaran. suara ayah kan perlahan ala-ala sopan gitu (seperti anaknyer ini jugak. lalala~ )

kakak sedang membaca doa and abang sedang menunggu tok kadi untuk me'lafaz'kan nyer. alhamdulillah, dalam satu lafaz, abang sah menjadik suami kakak ;)

ok kakak, now u are sumone's wife. kakak was salam-ing mama, while abang salam his mom. masa ni, kakak, mama, abang, his mom sume bergenang. no exception for me. lupa plak nak tengok my nenek, slalunyer dier yg heroin drama-drama sedey ni ;p

abang pakai kan gelang for kakak. cincin dah bagi before kot. i pon tak prasan when, tau-tau je kakak dah pakai.

the poses that they had to stay for about 5 minutes kot each. tambah-tambah plak my aunties yg super kecoh suruh stayed like dat. bila lagi nak dera pengantin kan. hihi ;p Tak kena pon cium dahi tu. tudung kakak tu tajam sangat. haha.

family picture, excluding hanis my lil sis. masa ni, she tak balik lagi from her uni. she ade klas sumthing yg cant ponteng ke ape tah. pity her. but she was home after magrib.

me, the pengantins and the second cousin.

wif the second cousins jugak ;D

when hanis was already home. gelap la the pic. camera ku mmg sungguh mengecewakan :(

kakak still meng-control, org suruh buat muka loqlaq sket takmo.

siblings united!!

again, alhamdulillah ;) It was fine la. the weather, the event, the people. still tak percaya kakak ku dah bergelar isteri orang. no one to bully anymore. haha. no la, am happy for her. but even the cousins pon still tak percaya, kak wani dah kawen. well kakak, be a good wife ya. sob sob, tiba-tiba rasa terharu plak.

starter

2008-07-20T20:07:00.014+08:00

woohu! im back. alhamdulillah, the kenduri telah berjalan dengan lancarnyer. so now, im updating my blog bit by bit of the event. i'll start with the preparations and the marhaban. im not going to type much, let the pictures do all the typing ;)

this was masa i pasang the cadar. pulun gila tarik here and there to make it really tegang. and the other one, was masa dah pasang all. i main letak-letak je. Even the kelambu also i pasang wif ayah. siap panjat tangga and nailing the ceiling ;p Sape suruh takde siblings lelaki yg can help kan.

was lega enuf, when the relatives arrived. the cousins were trying to shape out the bunga manggar. while aunties and nenek saudara were busy siapkan the hantaran.

and these was masa kakak berinai. my cousin and aunty yg inaikan.

and these all, were during the marhaban. comel je all the makcik-makcik pakai seragam. hihi. i tak join pon baca, was busy at the kitchen, preparing the kuihs.

after the guest left, then only can take picture wif kakak.

cousins united ;)

cousins and my aunty, mama's kakak.

ok, thats all. will update later for nikah and bersanding. still recovering from the tiredness. and nak tgk gang starz kejap. paragon child is so mencairkan. and owh, catch up some episodes of ezora too ;)

Gimme more

2008-07-05T05:08:00.003+08:00

stakat ni i havent missed any tagging task yet. since now dah ade dua, one from wan, and another from hairi, i better buat one first before its bertimbun. wah~ mcm keje skolah je benda alah ni. but no worries, i always having fun doing this thing. because i can merepek and when i tak tau nak jawap i skip. cuma nak start buat tu yg will take me ages to do so ;p Last tag from lia, i have to give five answers. And now from wan, even better, i have to give more. another 3 more, with different questions la tapi.

8 things im passionate about

my life* for god sake, this is the only life i have.
mathematics * when it doesnt involve too much hurufs till the numbers all gone.
music *told ya music is my boyfriend.
shopping * i still believe, im not a shopaholic ;)
travelling * but malas to do the planning. heh.
perfumes *berbotol-botol i owned, but just pakai a few.
guys *im straight, no doubt! ;p

8 things i say to often

tu la
a'ah kan
ntah
ye la tu ha~ or in english version ya rite!
wutever
yeah?
tak kesah la
particle 'la' itself

8 books ive read recently

the last to know - melissa hill
goodbye nobody - jennifer weiner
his other lover - lucy dawson
remind me again why i need a man - claudia carroll

* omg! i just realized, all the books i baca, the title itself all pathetics! a big L on the head. haha.

wanita
remaja
HOT
newspapers

* i tak tau these above are categorised as books or not, but wutever la kan. back in malaysia is when i dig all those magazines. thanks to my both sisters, who love to buy them, i just baca la ;)

8 things to do before i die

travel and travel
learn other languages
gain loads of skills or at least improve one
educate people * insyaAllah coming
eat delicious yummy foods
married and having anak-anak yg comel
be a better person as i grow older
having a perfect life ;) * i know perfect is impossible, but yeah, we cud always try.

8 songs i cud listen over and over again

* selecting few, because banyak sangat!

gone - nsync, celebrity
ooh la and naive - the kooks, inside in inside out
oh my god - kaiser chief, employment
menghapus jejakmu - peterpan, hari yang cerah
the diary of jane - breaking benjamin, phobia
we used to be friends - the dandy warhols, the oc mix one. * hard time to choose, because i love the whole album.
whistle for the choir - the fratellis, costello music
hindi songs from any of my favorite hindi film. capeesh?

8 things i learnt last year

misunderstanding cud lead to a disaster
never take for granted in anything
ignorance cud be better or worse in different cases
people came in and out ur life sesuka hati mereka
judging by its cover is always wrong for me
becareful with wut u said, because wutever u say u wont do, dats the thing u'll tend to do unintentionally
i am a very last minute person, but tak reti nak serik with wut i have to deal with the outcomes ;p
person who u didnt expect most is actually the one who'll be there for u when in need

adoih~ why la it has to be eight. i always ter-stuck at the 6th. haha. but hey, i didnt skip at all ok. not tagging anyone ;)

i-tunes; gimme more - britney spears

fav advert

2008-07-03T03:19:00.003+08:00

in this very busy moment, lagi la tergedik-gedik nak update blog. haha. i mean, in two weeks time, my sister is going to get married already. admit dat ive been busy and been working under pressure. because ayah is outstation the whole week this week and kakak only gets her cuti at the beginning week of her wedding day, i bet by dat time nuthing much to be done kot. and hanis, my lil sis already started her orientation week. minus all those 3 people, tinggal la me and my mom, terbang ke sana ke mari doing all the preparations.

this is just a quick updates by the way. i just wanted to share my two favourite adverts. i just realized dat, whenever i walked by the living room, and this advert was playing on the tv, i surely stop and watched the advert till the end. owh by the way, this happened masa kat uk before balik mesia. so i think these are uk's advert la kot, tak sure any other country haf this. but yeah, u can always get it at youtube.

so it is energy saving advert by eon. the song is just so calming and i dunno, soothing la when u dengar. the song is called get up and go, by broadcast 2000.

and this one is obvious gila, advert for macbook air. how i wish to own one :( And yeah, again, the song is also one of the reasons i love this advert. it is called, new soul by yael naim. seriously it felt like 'new soul' listening to this song ;)

and this last advert is for suka-suka. i think dah lama kot advertised kat mesia. but yeah, "sy baru dapat menonton advert ini recently".

comel kan?? me and my lil brother always try hard enuf to imitate cik lemon tu buat mulut dia getar-getar masa si burung bagi bunga ros tu kat the other burung. and guess wut, my lil brother berjaya imitate like sebijik. gila funny! haha. and the song pon, i suka. a mixture of malay and hindi kot. wah~ suka hati. hihi. *anyway, di mana la encik ribena ku ini? ;p Lalala~

ok enuf la membuang masa, mama said tomorrow kena bgn awal nak pegi hantar kad lagi kat mane tah, nak pegi tengok pelamin, isi goodies bag, waa~ but i dah tido petang tadi, after hantar kad di seluruh bandar menjalara ni. and the makcik-makcik, keep on tanya my mom, "yg ni ke pengantin?" wah! ye la tu ha~ ok ok, stopping. will force myself to sleep. may the force be with me ;)

ice baby ice

2008-06-30T08:00:00.003+08:00

Never lets the darker side of ice gets u. haha. im talking about ice cubes by the way. since before coming back to malaysia, ive been digging myself with loads of ice beverages. the ice tray in the fridge was never empty. and here back in malaysia, the same thing happened. had been so rajin gila filling the ice tray, to make sure there is always ice cubes in the fridge. always an ice drinks for me, or some might say, the drink is said to be "on the rocks". i mean in the heat weather, an ice drinks is something that unavoidable and very tempting. who wud want to argue on that kan.

as a result, i suffered the abdominal cramps of period pain. a very bad one i suppose. i have been berbaring like udang, the whole day and minimising my movements to the fullest. nak pegi toilet pon bersusah payah. sakit gila i swear, not exaggerating. i said to my sis, "sakit gila wey, rasa macam nak beranak je", and as a reply "macam la ko tau pon camne beranak". while mama, seing me terkepit-kepit sakit, all she can say is "ha tu la, hang dok pulun makan aih sangat". ( in kedah loghat, they dun say minum. even rokok pon, they said makan rokok, instead of hisap rokok, dun ask me, i dun understand it either.) *aih is ais by the way. i know this is coming, but i cant control myself. and i know, the time of the month is just around the corner, but lagi dok menghentam ais ada la. so now, im in the process of pantang. trying hard enuf to pantang anything with ice, like tadi singgah starbucks, craving for mango frappuccino so bad, but obviously la cannot. totally ice blended, gila ke ape. and new zealand natural has this offer, every 30th of every month, they have 30% discount. craving for mango sorbet and hmmph~ any good ice cream will do :( But yeah, CANNOT!!

to those who didnt understand wut ice shud do with period cramps. here is a short explanation. scientifically, ice has made the blood clotting. and thats explain the abdominal cramps since blood clot is harder to move than blood itself. and thats why, as a solution, drinks a lot of warm water. so ive been dragging myself to drink loads of air suam recently. berhipokrit sebentar. believe me, once this syndrome is over, lets celebrate it with ice once again.

anyhow, speaking of ice, have u ever realized that how people sometimes turn themselves into ice. i mean like ice cold. ever saw the movie "the day after tomorrow", when the whole new york froze. some people might act even colder than that. and the worst part of it, u dun understand, why on earth they were acting that way. they just avoid and keep silence. how come people cud be cold like that? for god sake, we are hot blooded mammals. but to make it even worst, from colder they tend to be meaner. they just came in and out of ur life abruptly, they only need u when needed, they played with ur hearts because their heart is just an ice. a solid one. and then suddenly, they melt, they tend to be warmer towards u. haih~ people! i just dont understand how people cud turn that way la. im using the word 'people' here, as to say that everyone has sure to have this feeling sumwhere inside us. it just that, either u layan it, or u solve it a better way.

wutever it is, my heart is melting ice~ watching the euro final. those pemain spain and german, gosh! rambang mata ni nak tengok mana. haha. no la, ive been so supportive on german till the end. encik fabregas, encik silva, encik casillas, encik torres, encik alonso, encik-encik yg hensem sume nye tu la, ku abaikan saje. siap marah diorang dapat bola. punya la nak german score. but wut to do, i haf to admit that spain memang hebat. they deserve the tittle.

still cant tido till now, after berjaga tengok bola tadi. and guess what, i just read sumwhere, that insomnia is one of the pms. geez~ im so in heaven!

2008-06-26T05:01:00.000+08:00

a very deep breath of lega, german is thru to final. wuuuhu! i love all the three goals made by scwheinsteigger, klose and lahm. although, when klose jaringkan gol, i cudnt watch because there was gangguan siaran sumthing. anoyying~ tergedik-gedik la depan tv, dengar commentator bagitau one more goal. tak sempat nak excited, turkey dah sumbat one more. wutever it is, glad enuf, they finally won, and is thru to final. but, a big respect to turkey for a great play.

well, tomoro nite, its going to be spain vs russia. when they lawan group, spain against russia, spain won 4-1, david villa with his hattrick. hotness! hopefully, tomorro they'll repeat the kemenangan. (spain player mostly sangat hot! very hot, especially encik penjaga gol, ika casillas. kacak tampan bergaya~ melting.) if say, spain won, then im torn between spain and german. but, either team pon i dun mind kot to menang final. but looking at cara mereka bermain, probably spain will win. but but, if say, russia won against spain, wutever it is german has to win for final. no excuses ;) wah~ melebey dpd coach je. haha.

enuf bout football. i watched hulk last weekend. it was okay la. but edward norton is cute as always. and i suppose, hulk ade kesinambungan with iron man la. because at the end, suddenly encik stark a.k.a robert downey junior yg kacak itu, muncul plak. i dunno la kan, because i dun read marvel comics or sumthing. wutever it is, looking forward sepi and wanted. hopefully can khatam those two in this weekend. because mama and ayah are going back to kedah, to 'menjemput' ke da word, ala panggil and bagi kad to saudara-mara di sana utk kenduri kakak ku nnt. so this weekend will be siblings weekend ;) Kakak doesnt follow, because she and me are assign to hantar hanis to her pendaftaran universiti this sunday. sob sob, im going to be alone :( All this while, she yg teman me makan malam-malam buta, because im so afraid of the dark and lipas-lipas, and she's the only one yg stay up with me watching movies or playing the ps2.

speaking of ps2, im so addicted to the guitar hero thingy tu. hari-hari la dok memetik gitar. im glad to say, i played 'when we were young' by the killers and 'ruby' by kaiser chiefs. gosh! satisfaction! i tell u, it was addicted, and it requires skills ok. ingat bley main petik je ke? tp banyak la jugak note yg tertinggal ;p (if only i cud play real guitar)

p/s; this is a very random post.

luxurios vs hectic

2008-06-21T04:39:00.003+08:00

i didnt expect to update my blog this quick. but wut to do, my timing tido is so terbalik. plus dat i haf sumthing to write about. plus plus, croatia vs turkey is so menyakit kan hati to watch but still watching la. equals to, blog updated ;) Being a mathematician, i cant help it doing an equation in life. haha. i know, im being poyo.

nothing's big deal pon. just dat, yesterday i and my mom and my lil sis went to a spa. i haf to admit this, call me a super ketinggalan zaman wutsoever, i havent in my entire life, went to a spa before. but i only did the facial spa only. it is for kakak actually, ye la, orang tu dah nak kawen. so mama has paid for 10 treatments kot. and the best part of it, it has no limit time and tak kesah la who the person wants to bring to the treatment. so i and my lil sis did the facial spa, while mama enjoyed the jacuzzi and sauna.

my lil sis and i, we were giggling and giggling, but not in enjoyment, but felt like ok, nak tergelak gila, why on earth la we were doing this thing. because, we didnt know and didnt expect, that we haf to take off our upper part cloth, and haf to berkemban. not to worry, all pekerja are perempuan. we were placed in different rooms, i.e one room per person. the room i tell u, was soothing gila. they haf this dim orange light, and i was laying down on this comfy bed or long chair i also dont know wut to call dat thing, and then there was some classical no lyrics harmony songs played in each room. waa~ seronot gila after my long flight birm-dubai-singapore-kl, a total of 16 hours kot.

at first it was syok la, she applied cleanser la, cream la, moisturiser la, u named it. then she applied mask, and this time she had to wait for several times, and i didnt know how long, because i fell asleep. haha. sape suruh the atmosphere was so unavoidable to sleep kan. and then, came this not so good part, cabut-ing the blackhead. ya Allah, super sakit wey! no wonder la they put some lembap kapas on the eye. my lil sis was having teary eyes all the way long when they cabut-ed hers. while i was uuuhh and aaahhh when rasa sakit to the max. the person who did my face said, i had many blackhead at the forehead and she kept on bebel-ing my skin was so dry. tak kesah la, yg penting, kulit muka ku kini, terasa lembut dan licin ;) lalala~

ok, enuf bout the spa thingy. today i went to jalan TAR, shopping for kains. KL still being KL. hectic, hustle and bustle city, traffic jams, yet meriah. wutever it is, i got myself a nice kain for baju raya. yippe! and kain for baju akad nikah. wah~ "macam aku je yg nak menikahnyer". we were satisfied la at last, after jalan for seemed like hours and hours. starting from maju junction, nagoya, semua house, gulatis, tah mende-mende la area sana tu. kaki ni rasa mcm nak tercabut je, tp digigihkan utk terus melangkah. yg my lil sis ni, ade kerusi je dier duduk, pastu main PSP. doinks. tinggal lah diri ini, utk memberi komen for mama. and i was like, "ha mama, yg tu dah ok. ok dah dah, jom jom". haha. tp bila nak pilih yg kitorang punya, "ala mama, yg ni tak lawa sangat la, kita tgk kedai lain la". pandai plak memilih~ eh tp betol la wut we did, if we said ok ni lawa, ni lawa, my mom lagi pening nak pilih kan. so yeah, ok la tu~

facial spa la sangat kan, today berjalan kat that area, asap kereta, bas, motor, teksi serta sinaran matahari yg terik, telah mencemari muka ini. haha. no la, it felt so good to jalan-jalan kl once again. but wait till mama asked to teman her to go there over and over again. bowwrriing~ but maju junction's sizzling mee is so delicious i cant resist la. ok, not talking bout food, for god sake, i've been eating like a whale since i came back. eh no, since dalam flight lagi. hopefully just pms thingy.

ok la, subuh already. time to pray. jenuh la pukul bape nak bangun esok ni ;p

p/s; turkey wins against croatia. yeays! so turkey vs german la for semi-finals. rooting for german. please win german, pretty please ;)

whatever it takes

2008-06-19T03:18:00.014+08:00

i havent write on this blog for quite sometimes. the reason is simple. first is malas. second is malas and third is seriously malas. haha. ok la, not malas only la, i haf the willing to write, but unfortunately masa sungguh mencemburui diri ini. last few weeks, been doing a lot of things and i know i'll be so ketinggalan zaman if i were to write all of them. beside that, some of my friends who have been doing the same things have wrote them on their blogs, so yeah, its like updated already la.

owh this is important fact, for the time being i am in MALAYSIA rite now. yeah! tanah air tercinta ;) just sampai last nite, and at that malam buta, i already went to eat nasi lemak at mamak. and it comes with teh tarik. yummayhs!

ok melalut already. actually i wanted to write about those few days before balik malaysia, which happened to be packing and storage. packing only has made me haywired and feeling so very tired and exhausted. not to mention storage. we as in me, mira, ayu, liew and mat have complication regarding our storage. at first, we agreed to simpan at st peters, but as i said it was too complicated, so as a last minute plan, we terus call any storage available. fortunately, we got this storage yg super near to st peters which is located behind our hall je pon. so no need to hire a van wutsoever. immediately we agree la to simpan there, which they'll open specially for us on sunday, and of course la we kena charge for that. but as mira's and ayu's flight was that day jugak, so tinggal la me, mat, liew and beyya to angkut stuffs. aidil also joined us at that very last minute, as he pon takde storage. tho his flight was also on sunday but in the evening, so he managed la to help to angkat his and our stuffs early in the morning before he went to manchester airport.

the storage system is something like, they'll give us one huge container. the dimension is 8 feet hight, 7 feet depth and 5 feet width. felt like besar gila and then yakin enuf, ok muat one container. but looking at our stuffs yg super banyak ni, we suddenly felt like shiet~ tak muat la wey! i tell u, we susun all that barang for about two hours kot. seriously penat! we felt like main puzzle because we haf to susun mengikut size , berat, bentuk dan juga kesesuaian supaya stabil gitu. and to achieve that, it was very exhausting and nerve wracking. brape kali jugak la runtuh, then build balik, again and again. here i attach some pictures to picture them urselves:

so this is the container. a wooden container by the way.

these are our barangs. there are some more in aidil's kitchen. told ya its banyak!

thinking the bestest way to susun so that all of them fit in one container only. meaning cheaper!

started with big huge kotaks. i haf to panjat on some of the kotak to susun till the top of the container, while mat held the kotak-kotak so that tak runtuh. we did evthing to jimat spaces ;)

half way thru, beya still pilih which fits where while mat and liew still sumbat-ing.

the satisfied feeling when all fit in. however, we haf to be in that position till the orang container datang to tutup terus. if not i swear all jatuh!

before we fit in evthing, we already gave up with mat's n liew's bicycles. but we were grateful enuf, muat ok!

the smug face when the orang container finally sealed our container. very lega!

as a result, we all sakit-sakit otot, and my fingers all luka-luka i dunno la how and when. i sedar only when suddenly i rasa pedih, then i saw few cuts on several places on my finger. anyhow, loads of thanks to beyya for tolong us. for god sake, satu pon barang dia takde dalam tu. and to make it even better, she yang bayar kan dulu. because it happened to be, shes the only one who has loads of cash by that time. owh and also thanks for teman me tido that nite. my flat was empty, takde orang, all gone! but the other nite, as usual la, liew and mat kan super nice to invite me sleepover. haha. but but, surprisingly enuf, i berjaya tido alone that nite at my own room, because kan dah masuk summer, siang is way too early. pukul 4 lebey pon dah cerah, so i tak takut la. beside that im too tired cleaning up the dapur, i.e lap the peti ais, the microwave, the oven, the hob, the meja and not to forget vaccum and mopping all nite long. nasib baik la, these two jejaka helped me. thanks ya mat and liew. if not, im sure, i fainted doing all those jobs alone.

wutever it is, im happy to finally sampai malaysia safely. and more works to come i know, because my kakak is going to kawen next month. im excited ;)

p/s; im feeling weird rite now. like weirder than weird. and im not liking this feeling. shuush, go away this bad feelings.

Gimme Five

2008-05-29T14:38:00.001+08:00

finally, exams abes officially! lega gila abes paper arab tu. because paper tu di pagi buta, cuak gila la tak bangun. lucky me, mat mengejutkan di awal pagi. but i cant sleep properly pon, dok mimpi equations math, for god sake! "aku nak pegi peksa arab la!" But before tido, tangan dok rasa macam tulis jawi la. ok wutever~ dah lepas!

I dun haf anything to update pon, so im going to do da tag thing. Since i promised lia to do her tag tu. And baru nak setelkan satu, wan plak dah tag another one. Tak kira! lepas ni, im going to start my own tag! so bersedia la kawan-kawan blog ku ;)

Give 5 things that can describe u

happy go lucky
tall and thin. lebey kurang supermodel la. *ok, u are allowed to muntah darah!
sweet *again allowed.
mengada-ngada
odey! that describes all kan.

Give 5 things that u like

www, world wide web. greatest invention!
music is my boyfriend
speaking of boyfriend, to be loved and cherished.*sheepish grin
movies
great tv shows

Give 5 things u dislike

imposters
insects
running nose
peanut but im not allergic to them
cunning people

Give 5 of ur attitudes

shy in new atmosphere
but surprisingly, tergedik-gedik
hardly find me serious
penakut gila
be kind to others, what goes around comes around ya!

Give 5 things in ur handbag

purse
handphone
lipbalm
ipod
tissues, but usually lupa nak bawak ;p

Give 5 persons who u love

ayah
mama and mak
kakak
hanis
lokman

*jawapan yg begitu selamat ;)

Give 5 ages that u think, u want to get married

*yo yo o la kan. ayat penyedap hati, semua manusia dicipta berpasang-pasangan :) Tp, ayat my friend punya mak punya kawan, yg tak kawen lagi dan sudah lanjut usia said "aku rasa, pasangan aku dah mati kot". waa~ takut-takut :-S

Give 5 places for your honeymoon

kota rome
new zealand
disneyland florida
egypt
fine la, any pulau-pulau with a super nice view and super nice chalet kat malaysia wud be fine :)

Give 5 things u must bring when travelling

obviously la clothes and undergarment
toiletries
my cream muka and compact powder
my baby ipod *bila la nak beli ipod video ni~
and psp which i hardly play pon once bawak

Give 5 places u like most

UK, automatically i suka la
bath tub
a'famosa resort
whichever disneyland will do
owh and these places, mekah and madinah :)

Give 5 planning names of ur children

adam
the famous D name nowadays; daniel, darwish, danish.
female name starts with alphabet z, but cant think the right one yet
and also starting with alphabet r
clueless actually, wait la till i ada anak ;p

p/s; lia, i skipped couple of questions which i tak tau nak jawap ape. heh ;p As for dat, im not going to tag anyone :)

healing and curing

2008-05-24T12:50:00.001+08:00

exams over peeps! well ok, its not over yet, i still have my arabic exam on this coming 28th may. but at least for the core paper, finished la. before the last paper yesterday, in my mind all im thinking of was to celebrate!! movies, loads of tv shows, foods, and catching up some beauty sleep ;) Seriously, i need them! Unfortunately, the body doesnt want to cooperate. sigh~

thursday morning, before my last paper, i didnt feel quite good. not like bad instinct or wut. just that, im not feeling very good regarding health condition. i haf running nose and it comes wit a bit of sore throat. gosh, did i ever mention how i hate those two! it is so bloody annoying! especially running nose. i hate carrying tissues around, and of course when the hidung is melecet because i kept on gosok-ing them wif tissues, it is pedih, i hate it! and teary eyes as well! haih~ why la at this moment i haf to sakit :( But to think on the positive side, at least it occurs on my last paper, if it is in the middle of exam weeks, im sure it sucks a lot. However, it gets worst, when the period cramp came along. haih~ ni sure bnyk dosa, sakit datang bertubi-tubi :'(

so, balik from exam, i immediately took some medicine, but did not sleep. instead, i vacuumed my entire room! even inside the toilet ok! i think, the reason i haf running nose because of my room is so dusty! im inhaling a very filthy air. i tell u, dusty gila! havent vacuum my room for quite a while. so, i vacuumed all over my study table surface, the wardrobe, the shelves, and of course the carpet. bad carpet! for collecting all the dust! and then we cooked asam pedas ikan, ate them, watched some random tv shows then sleep :)

waking up, i felt no better :( I knew this is coming, waking up when i haf running nose and sore throat, i felt a very tender dryness in the nose and the mouth. god knows how payah i want to telan air liur and to breathe in. but but, i gigihkan myself, bangun then mandi, then all i know i dah kat cineworld ;) Haha. how la to resist watching movies after exam kan? bnyk gila movies i haf to catch up with. Planned with miera and mat to watch double movies. and then, liew and aidil came and joined us for the second movie, because aidil had watch iron man before. two action movies just made me feel a bit pekak and of course a no no to violence. bomb sana sini, then bunuh so many people, haih~ owh the other movie was indiana jones by the way. shia lebouf is so macho and handsome and i so suka him la, wut else to say.

after movies, i felt so pening like pening gila. i blamed my teeth for keep on moving. my retainer just dont fit in anymore. i telan-ed two pain killer, and again i did not sleep. been watching britan's best 2008 and then wei yee and ely came to ask some math. and alast, i felt sleepy and finally sleep while waiting for our cheeseburgers delivery. tido for sometimes, bangun and still awake till now which is 7 a.m in the morning. catching up beauty sleep la konon, when i cant even sleep :( Sob sob. who says life is easy.

i ended up, watching ezora. lalalala~ siapakah ezora? in the cerita ezora is fazura. the cerita is yada yada~ go and watch urself la ;D But yes, the cerita is a bit sengal, the sengal the better. haha. i mean, at this moment when all my favourite tv shows ended, this wud be just great xD. A 60 episodes drama series, i know i cud kutuk a lot. rasanyer, dah balik mesia nnt pon, this cerita will still be on tv3. tengok la smpi mana i bertahan to tgk this cerita ;p Episod pertama pon dah sengal, "Abg janji, abg akan balik kawin dengan ezora bila abang dapat kerja kat kuala lumpur nnt. Abg akan setia pada ezora. Ezora tunggu abang ye." Tak smpi beberapa hari, oopps! terlanjur sudah. apekah??! marah ni, jantan-jantan sebegini rupa!

ok, im off to bed now tho i tak ngantuk. pandai la i bergolek-golek di atas katil till tertidur.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.
Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

i-tunes: the way i am - ingrid michaelson

with you, "i do"

2008-05-21T00:51:00.001+08:00

Finally my fingers felt like dancing on the keyboard once again :) Exhaling on the thought that i have only one more core paper to go, which will be on this thursday. Yeayys for the gap and the last core paper. Exams this time were like, speechless! Im not going to comment on exams and yet tawakkal on everything, hoping for the best :-s

And so, this week, most of the tv shows come to its end, as in end of the season. Some will come back in next season and some has just arrived on its season finale. Tonight, American idol will finally find the ultimate idol. I have no idea who's going to win, its either David, or David. haha. I mean Archuleta and Cook of course. Anyhow, i love Archuleta sang "with you" in the last episode. But to my surprise, the judges did not like it. I love it because finally, he sang the current song, not some outdated songs. But Simon went on sumthing like "You are like chihuahua trying to become a tiger", meaning he doesnt like it. I mean common la wey, takkan la nak he sings some old ancient ballads songs forever! He is just seventeen ok! But yeah, we'll see tonite. My bet is on Cook, since he is more versatile and has the attitude. But Archuleta just won the heart of every school girls out there who might ended up, voted for him like crazy. So again, we'll see!

As for Desperate Housewives, last episode was like too much! Katherine's secret revealed, two people died being shot, MAYNERD *lol* and the list goes on. But i didnt understand at the end of the episode, there were like "five years later", and then poof! Gaby has daughters, and the most important vital thing! "where's Mike Delfino??" How come they vanished him like that?!! Nooo wayyy!~ Wutever it is, cant wait for the next episode, which i think will be the final episode kot.

Last but not least, Gossip girl has closed season one. I know more is coming ;) And i know, i always love Chuck and Blair. I know Chuck cud be sweet ;p But what to do girls, "I am Chuck Bass", that's wut he said. Being him as he is, there came this Ameylea person. Haha.

Nothing much to say on this episode, just that Lily Van Der Woodsen is so drop dead beautiful gorgeous in the wedding gown, and the garden wedding, it was just so beautiful.

owh, and they also featured the kooks song, "do you wanna" in this episode. love this song to bit! *especially when i went to their tour gig for the konk album ;p

You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feel,
What I feel when I'm
With you

i-tunes: with you- Chris Brown

mama, mak, mother, mom, ibu

2008-05-11T00:17:00.007+08:00

This is a very special entry for every mothers out there ;) As everyone knows, tomorrow is 11th May which is mother's day. I tak tau plak is it malaysia je ke, or ade lagi negara-negara lain yg menyambutnyer esok juga. Because as far as i know, UK memang sambut wayyy earlier. sumwhere in march kot kan? Wutever it is, a VERY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my mom: Puan Hajjah Zalilah Binti Nordin.

my faboulous mom :)

Dear Mama,

You are the greatest mother on earth! I know how cliche it sounds, but i really do mean it. I pray for your longevity and health. I love you so very much that i cant express it out. I know how hard it is to have such a troublemaker daugther ;p But i thank you as you guide me when im lost, when im being childish and stubborn and when i needed you the most. I know how you always be patient and bare with my mengada-ness tho you have thousands of other things to bare with and to think of. Whereas, I always made faces when you asked for my help while i am watching my favourite tv shows, chatting with my friends on the phone or sleeping at noon.

I love it when you back me up, if ayah was angry with me. Especially when i spent too much on shopping. Because you know, you love shopping passionately and so as your daughters. And when ayah wont let me out to hang out with my friends, whilst you were saying to ayah, i am a very grown up girl and you trust me to look out for myself. I love it when you noticed the slightest change in me, especially when i have problems, tho i try as hard as i cud to hide them. Even when i laughed, you know something is not right, deep down inside. That shows how caring you are.

Last but not least, i heart you in everything i do. You are irreplaceable. I thank Allah for giving me such a great mother :)

Hugs and kisses,
Nurul.
Your lovely daughter ;)

me and mama at wira sejati, last year.

not to forget, i am wishing a 'selamat hari ibu' to 'mak' a.k.a my grandmother as well, who had been babysitting me from i know nothing to a very decent lady now ;p Sayang mak jugak! And who has been living with us till now. You are comel-est grandmother somehow. hihi.

me and mak, at kenduri my kazen, november 2006.

p/s; happy mother's day too, to my bakal mak mertua. god knows who ;p Haha, ok kidding! i dun haf one pon. saje gedik di kala stress exam. lalala~

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama youre the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin you is like food to my soul

i-tunes: a song for mama - boyz II men.

fourteen candles

2008-05-07T00:17:00.011+08:00

intenet was out for two days and i already bored to death. like i dun haf anything else to do kan, which obviously la study and study!! but yeah, we do need entertainment before, during and after study ayte ;p Actually, there was notice at st peters common room, that said it was because of bank holiday hence the connection failure. nasib baik la bank holiday is just one day. but on sunday, the connection already slowed down like really slow and then gone! seriously it sucks!

fortunately, on sunday paksu and maksu invited us to go to their house to celebrate kak long's birthday. since we are bosan wif our own cooking, we were excited to go because for sure maksu and paksu akan masak best. tho we know if we went there, sure akan spend the whole day there. as a result, we went there lewat so takde la lama sgt stay there. but still 2, 3 pagi gak balik bilik. anyways, here are the birthday bash;

the birthday girl, sweet 14th!!

birthday girl with pressies given by us.

birthday cake (chocolate cake wif icing sugar, yummayhs~) and kuih sagu (the usual dessert made by maksu)

me wif the birthday girl ;)

the main menu were laksa and steam boat! told ya paksu and maksu wont let us down regarding foods! bidding my goodbye to diet wutsoever. i dig in the food entirely. haha. i ate laksa twice. and steam boat obviously la repeatedly ;D

fresh squid and fresh king prawn (slurrp!) . veggies, mostly mushrooms (all sorts, shittake, button and also cendawan gedik-gedik we called it ;p)

the menu for the nite.

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enuf bout party, foods and celebrating. i just did my oral exam just now. my god, did i stammer? of course i did. arabic kan has this masculine, feminie words. so there goes that thing. all tunggang terbalik. and also the similar sounded words, as in 'hammam' is toilet, whereas 'hamam' is pigeon. mind the major differences! but all in all, i think we did okay la. the oral exam is group oral by the way. we managed la to ask and answer.

okayhs, back to business! exams are next week!!

p/s; lia, i'll do ur tag when i free ok :)

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

i-tunes: sempurna ost love - gita gutawa. ( i like the guys version better)

help?

2008-05-04T10:17:00.002+08:00

i am writing this entry for the sake of keeping me awake while tunggu subuh. so bare wif the crappy-ness coming. on the second thot, i think i have been keeping this entry in my head for about a week, so yeah, this is a real update ;p Haha, wutever!

so~ i just got to know dat nottingham library at jubilee campus is sinking in. i remembered how excited i was wif this library before i came to nottingham for the very first time. siap berangan, nak pi study kat this particular library once i menjadi student here. heh. but unfortunately, jubilee campus is for business and computer majoring students. so practically, takde la guna nyer the library to me, i think so. anyhow, i have never been inside the library, let alone study there, obviously tak penah. so, about the sinking in, since the library is located on an island kinda like, as in located on the lake, they said it is now sinking in bit by bit. scary huh~ wut if tengah study then tenggelam? haha. i dun think the lake is dat dalam pon, so takkan la tenggelam dengan dasyatnyer. wutever it is, they sedang buat research pasal this thing. student phd architecture kot yg kena buat the research. and they came out wif this theory, that they said, masa bina dulu, they didnt consider the weight of the book entirely, like the books obviously akan bertambah every year kan. termasuk la orang-orang di dalam nyer. haha. but, the library masih dibuka seperti biasa pon. so no worries la, if say tenggelam, popular la notts uni then ;D

so this is the library i've been talking about.

last week, i finished reading this one novel i bought at birm new street station to kill the boredom of aproximately 2 hours journey. the novel was so addicted, because i wanted to know wut happened to the couple and the other woman. the synopsis pon dah tempting, written there "You think he might be having an affair - do you walk out or fight back?". i was cursing in my heart at this other woman, the whole time reading the book. which suddenly made me thinking the other way round. instead of blaming this other woman, or calling her beeeyotch, why didnt i blame this guy who is a jerk! if takde angin, masakan pokok bergoyang kan? haha, ayat tak leh blah. i was so keen to habeskan because seriously i wanted to know how was the ending, till i curi-curi baca during lectures. but then, the ending was like errrkk? sumthing like u finished it urself. wut the heck la wey! if tau awal-awal like dis, i stopped reading, and do the ending myself. doinks! but still, i enjoyed reading them. to make me more matured i guess. the guy cheated on the 1st place, so why bother. the guy who dont know how to appreciate. ok stopping! before i keep on bebel-ing.

this is the book. written by lucy dawson. her first book pon.

continue on, hmm, i think im gaining weight! sigh~ another sigh! blame goes to exam coming. stress equals to makan and makan. haha. but seriously, betol-betol ni, i dok bebel kat ayu and mira i gained weight. few days later, mira plak bebel her weight also naik. so, we now in a process to kurangkan makan nasi, sejajar dengan harga beras yg naik. ye kawan-kawan, harga beras naik! dulu 2 packs 1o pound! now 1 pack 7.99 pound ok! but yeah, stakat ni, masih makan nasi dengan gembiranyer. haha. diet la sangat~ lepas exam la pk. promise to myself, after exam nanti, either tido dengan banyaknyer hence escape makan or turun la gym which is healthier and better but needed efforts. either way, have to reduce them back!

anyways, im looking forward on some of new movies in cinema. i knew it, bila nak exam ni, dandan la movies di pawagam sume syok-syok belaka. haih~ for the time being, i seriously nak tengok LOVE. ala, filem 'cinta' tu. but its an indon version. irwansyah and acha berlakon, but they are not couple in that film. acha dengan the guy from 9 naga tu, ape tah nama dier. fauzi badilah kot. yg penting kacak la. and i love the ost also. and then made of honour. patrick dempsey yang mencairkan. and the list goes on~

okayhs, subuh dah masuk :) Closing i-tunes window kerana memainkan lagu si mulan jameela yg gedik ni di pagi buta, but still i suka the gedik-ness in the lagu. haha. enuf crapping seriously!

Kamulah makhluk Tuhan
Yang tercipta
Yang paling seksi
Cuma kamu yang bisa
Membuat ku
Terus menjerit

i-tunes: makhluk tuhan paling seksi - mulan jameela

happily stressful ;p

2008-04-22T06:35:00.001+08:00

phew~ breathing once again. the last coursework for this second year, just submitted this evening. strained in the eye for mengadap komputer these few days. nasib baik la MINITAB tak sepening software yg lain-lain. just dat dok edit report at the end la yg mcm ok, malasnyer~ baru nak bernafas semula, tomorrow i have arabic test la pulak. lucky dat it is just listening. no writing or reading. and still la, after all these things pon, i have to study for FINAL EXAM, which is like two, three weeks from today. another phew~

anyways, im not going to blab about courseworks, exams and yada yada. i am just still in this happy girang gembira mood because last week my parents came!! wuuuhu!! thats y la, im not dat stressful about courseworks and all ;) but to be honest, i was like 'terbang' ke sana ke mari for the entire last week. started from tuesday, i had to go to bank to pay for il's stuff dat i bought at ebay. bertuah betol minah ni, she tak perasan takde paypal. so thats explain why i had to go to bank for the payment. dah la kena pegi specific bank orang ebay tu, satu city tu i jalan for dat bank. haih~

and then on wednesday, ayah and mama sampai UK from amsterdam. yippee!! ayah had conference there, so alang-alang in europe, ayah decided to singgah here jenguk me. and mama as always la nak ikut ayah outstation. and this time ayah cant resist because, it happened to be, tarikh yg nak pegi amsterdam tu, tarikh anniversary perkahwinan mereka. 25th anniversary yaw!! auuuwww~ hihi ;p So after class on wednesday tu, i went back home, kemas-kemas bilik, since diorang will stay here at st peters. pengajaran from last time they came, they stayed at brittania hotel at the city centre, menyusah kan perhubungan je. plus dat, it happened to be, they datang time persekolahan. so payah la if they stayed at city, while i stay at my hall and haf to pegi skolah lagi. complicated~ then, after kemas-kemas, we masak and then i went to pick them up at broadmarsh bus station.

so on thursday, i went to kelas pagi seperti biasa, and my class finished till like 3 petang. then bergegas pegi city, because my parents waited for me there. so berjalan and shopping, till kedai tutup. then we sambung pegi area ASDA, shopping groceries and makan at khyber pass. and on friday, rite after class, i went to city once again to shop for some last minute stuff and went back to st peters, to help them packing and went to broadmarsh to hantar them. they went to london for a nite, so that senang nak naik flite at heathrow to balik mesia back.

two nights wif the presence of my parents here felt damn good ok! mama cooked for us kuah durian and pulut susu. and also, asam pedas ikan wif sayur pucuk. yummayhs~ and it felt super duper syok, dapat salam my parents before pegi class :) thats the cons for being at boarding school most of the time. its not like always pon i can do that. unless masa skolah rendah zaman dulu-dulu. serious happy giler, wut more cud i ask ;D

so here are the pictures yg sempat di amek;

me and mama and ayah in front of old market square.

at my kitchen lounge, was about to hantar them to broadmarsh.

at the back gate, st peters court.

so, that was it la. happily stressful. haha. I also tak tau wut was the feeling ;p

p/s; owh btw, this is so out of topic. faizal tahir is back!! He won two awards ok, for APM. and the performance, still the machoness in his voice! and yeah, no bukak-bukak baju wutsoever ;p But but, i just found out, he is not dat tinggi la. sigh~ where is tall guy,guys?? like aliff aziz, tall, dark and handsome. if only he is not under age. another sigh~ OMG! so out of topic. better stop before sumone vomits.

back to school

2008-04-19T06:51:00.000+08:00

ok guys, holidays over! bidding my goodbyes to waking up late, tv shows marathon, doing nuthing but stare at nowhere, borak-borak kosong and anything else that stress-free. and yet, welcome to waking up early to kejar bus, mandi pagi, courseworksss, classes, and and exams are coming!! bluwergh~

we haf two courseworks, which we got back then even before holidays. and not a surprise, i havent start on anything yet. but yeah, alhamdulillah i had submit one of them. which i did them during these few days i have before dateline. and so, now i hav one more, which needed me to use MINITAB. another bluwergh~ i have to hantar next week on monday and to make it even 'better', i have arabic test (listening) on tuesday. lalalala~

BUT, all of these things did not stop me from watching my weekly tv series. haha. anyways, american idol is so gila! last week only, michael johns was voted out. gila ke ape? dah la he sang dream on by aerosmith. gosh! that was hot. but i think, his performance after he dah tau he was out, lagi better. like lagi feel la dia nyanyi :) i mean kristy yg shud kuar, she is like having this kucing punya nyawa, all sipi-sipi, but still tak terkeluar. thank god, she kuar pon at last this week ;p I hav no hatred wutsoever towards her, just dat she does not deserve to be till like top 7.

anyways, idol gives back is so menyayat hati. heh. eh, i do mean it. if not takde la i nanges most of the time of that show. but yeah, it felt damn good, knowing dat, duit berjuta-juta for voting these idols, is given to charity as well. and to make me feel even better, i pon telah menderma sambil berhibur ;) i went to TCT, TF!! Teenage Cancer Trust, The Frattelis at Royal Albert Hall. first time dapat masuk ok! but it will be even super duper better, if i dapat pegi yg the next day punya, which was MUSE. well tak kesah la, after all it was for charity ;) the frattelis was fine, and as always, i enjoy je ;D

and owh, not to forget desperate housewives also dah start balik. i soo nak tau, ape la rahsia si katherine tu. i mean pity dylan la, for not knowing anything. gossip girl pon akan start balik next week ;) ANTM plak, the girls are going to ROME. yeah! im glad stacy ann is out. again i takde la benci dier ke ape, like she is annoying or sumthing pon tak. just dat, i seriously tak nampak di mana kelawaan dier ;p jawline tu lagi la i tak tau nak tgk. wutever it is, anya is doing good.

ok peeps, back to business, kata ade coursework and test kan ;p Will update again.

german II

2008-04-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

from berlin, we went to stuttgart for a nite, so dat the next day we cud go to metzingen, factory outlet. am proud to say i didnt spend dat much, tho we pegi da place twice ;) i only bought, two tops, one esprit and another one levis, and also a jacket at esprit. see how i am being able to control myself ;p Anyhow, we discovered an asian restaurant, which is halal. siap cakap melayu ok masa order. actually the waitress is indonesian, but still bukan bahasa german la. so we ate chicken noodle chinese style, super duper luscious. if not, takde la we ate there twice, wif the same menu.

and at last, we smpi pon albstat, il's place. il punya la tak nak bagi we tengok albstat, because she said it is so kampung. it was atas bukit, freezin' cold, and it was snowing pon masa we were there. for me ok la, for a study place kan. it is nyaman and aman wut after all.

look thru the window and that's albstat. hilly but u cud see the salji-salji. it was really cold ;)

first day smpi there, we rehat for a day. lagipon sunday in german is like "hari diam". all kedai tutup, and children are not allowed to play outside or main pon senyap-senyap je. it was weird la. but il said, that's german on sunday. so we made nasi ayam on dat day. sedap plak makan di kala sejuk, and after so many days dok makan luar je kan. rumah il was fine. and lengkap la all, living room, kitchen and toilet. her room also big.

the next day, which was monday, il dah kena pegi skolah. so il suruh us pegi konstanz. she said the place is so beautiful. so we pegi la, lagipon takkan la nak nganga kat rumah je kan. and it happened to be, yes! konstanz is a very nice place. beautiful! but the tak best part, it was super cold! i ended up buying a sweater there, terpaksa~

this is schnetztor gateway.

i rasa this is rathaus. but im not sure la. tak ingat this place, the point is flowers! finally ade pon flowers! kata spring kan ;)

here are the best part! the lake!! bodensee. weehee! it looks like tepi pantai, as in this lake is laut. the view is so breathtaking. and hmm, siap nmpk Alps from there. this lake is so besar, smpi Swiss pon. and menurut il, the lake memberi bekalan air for the whole baden.

dun tertipu wif this pix. wan tak berendam pon dalam air tu.

still chewy wif the lake. the air is so sejuk. the second pix, the moment the swan dtg dekat, we terus lari. haha. swan pon nak takut. haih~

i dunno y, but i so0 love this pokok. tak tau pon pokok ape, just dat i loike the shape :) i rasa it is sumhow tumbuhan tepi tasik kot. like paya bakau kan tepi laut, so shud be sumthing like dat kan?? ok merepeks ;p

so, sama tak i wif the patung? haha.

btw, this is "Imperia" harbour statue. ade la history pasal dis thing. yg i tau, the things on both of her hand are crown and tiara. the symbol of worldly and religious power.

and after jalan-jalan all over konstanz, which took us about 2 hours on foot and which also means, konstanz is not dat big because all are reachable by walking, we planned to cross the border. sounds fun kan!! like after the gate, u dah smpi Swiss. semangat gila ok nak cross! or nak buat mcm cerita 'a walk to remember'. haha. ala, remember the part, yg mandy moore said, she wished to be at two places at one time. and this shane west being so sweet, bawak she to border ape tah i lupa. and they stepped on the middle of the border line, with each foot on either side of border line. so they were at two places la at one time. auuww~ that is so sweet ;) eh got wut i mean or not? i know im suck at explaining thing, so if u didnt get it, go and watch la the movie. haha. but we ended up tak cross pon, because first we didnt know how to speak deutch. before this, all il yg cakap kan. and the kastam looks like scary. takut we tersalah paham ke, tak pasal-pasal stuck kat Swiss tak leh balik. haha. so just amek gmbr je la kan. sigh~

see! depan tu dah Swiss, not konstanz anymore. takpe la, Swiss next? ;p

wan still deciding where to choose, german or swiss. while i dengan yakinnyer decided, ok german! world cup pon i sokong german wut :D

ok so last stop before we went back to airport was mercedes-benz museum at stuttgart. the museum is ok la. the building is lawa and modern. and inside there, they made it level by level, as u went further down, the kereta became more modern. from kereta kuda, and antic car, to super fast car as in F1 car. cool la overall.

mcm weird plak the shoes pix. like pakai sebelah lain-lain. haha.

told ya, from antic car, to sports car ;)

some random pics inside the building.

ok done updating! penat ok mengedit here and there. and of course the penat-est part is loading pictures. i enjoyed soo very much during my stay there at german. plus wif great companion, wut more cud i ask. loads of thanks to il for evrything, like seriously EVERYTHING!! and to wan as well. not to forget nabil ;p And also kak jaja, il's housemate. u guys are great. i left german wif a satisfaction. and not even a slightest doubt to go there again. except for the bahasa la. diorang mmg takkan cakap english. the moment we landed at london, it felt so good to hear english once again. haha.

goodbye german, will come again insyaAllah. thanks to german wings for a very cheapo airline tickets. haha ;)

liverpool II

2008-03-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

ok peeps, im back! back from holidays. so i will update everything bits by bits. date of entry will be recorded as when it does happened.

lets start wif my trip to liverpool. this was my second time there. i went there just to hang out wif frens, and menghabeskan duit kat cheshire oak, factory outlet. and of course by the weekend, we planned to go to hujan's gig. practically, we've been wasting times a lot. sume pon mood holiday still melonjak-lonjak. hari-hari there, bangun lambat, tido lambat, order take out instead of masak, and membuka casino di waktu malam. its not like casino, casino. we just main kad. tah ape-ape nama the game. 99 1/2, declare, mafia and wutever. i main je all. and not to forget, twister. twister is like gila sakit badan main that thing. u haf to be lembut enuf ur badan, so dat u can at least split ur leg. haha. and here are us during the casino, wif two guests, ebi and hafizi.

the mat is for twister game actually. we main twister when the guys left, because it was like gila bahaya kot to play wif the guys.

im sure hafizi and ebi felt like hot stuff or sumthing, dikelilingi wif these so many girls.

few days we spent there, we went to albert dock, anfield stadium and the beatles story. i only ikut them when they went to the beatles story, because i dah pegi yg lain tu. and masa i kat the beatles story, they jumpa xabi alonso at albert dock. like hello, xabi alonso ok, spain player and liverpool player. and minah-minah ni bley plak tak kenal. but in the end, they amek gmbr la, which happened to be useless, because the gambar was shaking. blame goes to aliph for being a parkinson masa amek gmbr. haha. tu la akibatnyer, main amek je gmbr, tanpa mengenali sape yg diorang amek gmbr. haha. giler doinks~ and here are few pictures yg di amek in the beatles story. i giler skema, there was a no camera sign. so i tak amek la. whereas mira and marisa dok amek gmbr je dengan sesuka hati. i jalan ngan ayu by the way.

it was fun la in there, for people yg meminati the beatles. i takde la minat sangat. just dat, american idol this season, there were two weeks for the beatles. so i was like dah tau la lagu-lagu the beatles, and sumhow a bit semangat la to masuk. the last time i went there, this place dah tutup, we smpi lewat.

the last event was, hujan's gig. and again, i am not la like minat gila hujan. but yeah, i do layan some of their songs. and i was like somehow, been a bit like "support your local act". haha. i think hujan tour in UK ni is not like official or sumthing. just the fan club kot yg buat. and they tinggal dekat rumah student here pon, not la ade sponsor hotel or wutever. the venue was zanzibar club. the club gila belakang this dark alley. but takde prasaan takut or wutever since we pegi ramai-ramai, and it happened to be mcm malaysian place. penuh in there malaysian je. siap ade bendera malaysia in there. we practically enjoy je. and it was like a close up plak wif hujan. because they performed last, so before that, been borak-borak. yg my frens ni plak, pegi gig hujan, sape hujan pon tak kenal. just dat they tau la some of the songs. the vocalist, noh dok cakap ngan diorang, diorang bley plak, "sape tadi tu?". it was funny la wey.

me and aliph, zanzibar club.

when hujan performs.

pictures with noh, the vocalist.

overall, meronggeng a lot la at liverpool. it always felt good after hang out wif old frens and enjoying the moment. aliph and ija, thanks a lot for great hospitality. liverpool people are so cool yaw!

us masa nak balik dah.

when holidays mood strike

2008-03-17T07:51:00.002+08:00

my mind has these so many thots that i felt like i really need to spill it out, yet when im in front of my 'baby-not-so-baby-anymore' laptop, i tak tau wut to type. haha. oh i think i know where to start with. since im mentioning about my laptop, just start with it then. i tak ingat when, but that particular day, my laptop suddenly tak bleh typing. i thot YM pny problem, but then, i try bukak notepad and all, still tak boleh type. but the cursor still bleh gerak-gerak. i yg macam ok, panic~ but in my mind i was thinking, if rosak ni, i still can buy external keyboard, then problem solved. but then like minutes later, the cursor plak tak leh move, and the screen sumhow like hang. so as usual la, when i panic n being a 'buta komputer' person, i cabut je la the plug and the battery as well. lega~ haha. while i was doing all the cabut-cabut thing, and then was ready to switch on the laptop back, in my mind all i was thinking is "iMAC". doinks! bukannyer nak pk like tolong la be normal back my laptop. yet like berharap, tolong la rosak, bleh la i buy imac. haha. gila~

hmm, btw i dah start cuti! yeay! easter break!! the only break yg i can go jalan-jalan, since winter break is so short and i haf winter exams. anyways, mira's parents and her adik already smpi here last wednesday, and by dat time, the holiday mood was all over the place. just dat we kena hantar coursework last friday and had to attend few classes, which one of the classes, out 0f 6 maths people, only 3 of us yg datang, and campur satu, which was mira's brother. ganti liew or mat. haha. but that class mmg ramai gila tak datang, i mean org-org putih tu pon la, sbb 9 pagi pny class, and of course because of ramai yg balik awal for easter break. after hantar coursework on friday, at nite i watched 'ayat-ayat cinta'. finally~ ya Allah, serious cerita tu gila sedey. my air mata cant stop streaming down my cheek. fahri tu bikin cair je, but that makes me wonder, ade ke laki like dat in this world? heh. dalam bnyk-bnyk ayat dalam cerita tu, the one yg i ingat is sumthing like she said she is stupid because she cant differentiate "antara cinta dan keinginan utk memiliki". which again, makes me wonder, sumtimes, kita betol-betol ke suka orang tu, or is it just the feeling to own and to have, or is it nafsu semata-mata. lets think ;p And sila la tonton ya!

saturday morning i bangun gila lambat, like obviously la not morning. till ayah mira tanya "odey mana? " and mira being jujur "skang kol bape? 12? ha, pukul 2 petang satgi dier bangun la". doinks. by the time i bangun, no one was home. ayu has left for meeting like pukul 9 pagi lagi, and mira and her family have left to the city in the afternoon. so i went dapur and masak for lunch, while doing evthing in front of the tv. chopping, frying, and even washing the dishes. dari tgk F1 to watching channel five movies in the evening. i watched 'awakening', which robin williams and robert de niro berlakon. based on true story pon, cerita bout parkinson people. sedey gila ok! and haih~ i cried once again. nasib baik la tak dramatic, like air mata masuk in my cooking or wut. i watched while eating and while waiting for them to come home, since at nite, we all are going to paksu's house for makan-makan.

at paksu's house, we ate chicken biryani, ayam masak merah, and kurma kambing. yummayhs~ i tambah like 2 kali kot, while liew and mat tambah like 3 times. haha. after a while, paksu hantar mira and her family back home, because her parents macam dah mengantuk, jetlag and penat jalan-jalan city. while, i, ayu, liew, mat n ira stayed there. layan the budak-budak, layan tv shows, and of course sambung makan lagi. because paksu buat mee kuah as well and kuih sagu, the one yg makan wif santan and gula melaka. masyuk ok! been eating till like 1 pagi ;D Because, akif, paksu's youngest son, dah pandai suap-suap orang now. dok rajin plak suap i and bagi minum, like i plak yg budak-budak. eating wif kids, at the end, we yg makan bnyk. doinks. balik wif full stomach, and by then it was 2 in the morning. i trus tido, because konon-kononnyer esok pagi nak pegi carboot.

sunday morning, it was raining, which means no way we're going to carboot. i pon tak larat actually, so i sambung tido, till i terbangun because my perut was so damn sakit. i went to toilet, and vomitted like a lot. i know i'll be like dis if i ate a lot. bullemia ke ape. haha. NOT! i rasa because of too much kambing. bleh? kurma kambing and mee kuah wif kambing last nite. but i vomitted like liquid only, not even food pon. so ok, kompius~ vomitting bug kot? tak tau la ape, tp sakit la. and then i was like pengsan kot kat toilet. mira said i saje je buat drama tu. haha. ok la, like not pengsan, but i seriously felt like no energy left, i baring je la dalam toilet. after all toilet kering kan. i was sweating because like tahan sakit, and after i vomitted for a while, i managed la to heret myself back to katil, and sambung pengsan atas katil. which means i just tido je la, and bangun like tgh hari. after that, i tak makan pon, just drink some hot chocolates because like takut perut akan sakit lagi :-s But now, its ok. dah makan nasik ayam pon tadi wif mira's family and ayu. alhamdulillah.

tomorrow, mira's family is leaving to london, to jalan-jalan there. while i and ayu stay here in st peters court, which will takde air esok. we got notis from st peters admin, esok they nak buat ape tah pasal water-water ni, so esok there will be no water for morning only kot. better be morning je, kalo satu hari tu melampau la. but im planning to merempat at beyya's place pon, so suka hati la. but as a precaution, i dah tadah air la dalam baldi ;)

okayhs, will update again later. to frens yg dah cuti, happy holidays! and to those yg belom, be patience, the times will come ;D

people are fragile things

2008-03-05T07:37:00.001+08:00

p/s; the title of this post is a line from 'munich' by editors. i found the ayat is brilliant ;)

last friday, editors was a blast, it was awesome! anyway, editors was a band from UK, from birmingham to be exact. i enjoyed all the songs, and practically enjoying myself ;) and birmingham as usual, for me wud be equals to shopping, kripsy kreme and foods. the shopping was great, i got 2 tops, one from topshop and one from bay and two pairs of shoes, from skechers and topshop. stuffed myself wif doughnuts and mango frapucino. perfect combination yaw!

talking bout foods, i am now having this eat-big thingy. i've been eating nasik twice, lasagna, burger and waffle wif custard and ice creams, and hot chocolates the whole evening yeasterday. im sure this is because of pms. but a bit worried as i might gaining weight like crazy if this continue. yet looking on the positive side, i spent more time in the kitchen. been a bit rajin to masak. clap clap ;p

OMG!! this shud be the happiest thing ever! remember my last last post about my hope that my parents come again this year. (a big grin) yes! they are coming ;D Hip hip horray! my prayers is answered. i was hoping that ayah has outstation sumwhere near UK, then ayah sure singgah here, or they come purposely just to visit me which seems impossible. penat la dok melobi kat my mom, giving hint here and there, and my mom sort of got the message, but yeah, my kakak nak kawen dis year, so no way my parents are coming on purpose. but wutever, now that they are coming. grateful enuf. (continue grinning)

hmm. wutelse i shud merepeks on. owh owh, i've been watching the celebrity apprentice. (credit to wan for iniatiate me to watch this show). now dah episode 9 pon, and it was totally hillarious, emotional, absurd and yet brilliant! im using 'brilliant' here, instead of 'awesome', british accent influent. haha. because of, tak sangka enuf, in the celebrity apprentice, one of contestants (is it contestant the right word?) is Piers, the only british. anyone who had been watching 'britain's got talent' shud know him, since he is one of the judges beside amanda and simon cowell. i tak tau y, but i think this is some sort of influence that i am studying here in UK, i somehow sokong him, british. haha. beside the fact that Omarosa has been a real jerk, a total ass and bitching all the way thru the episodes. cant wait for the season to finish as to find out who the winner will be. anyone shud be alright seriously beside the annoying Omarosa. she is not even a celebrity pon, just dat she was one of the contestants in season 1, and obvious enuf she didnt win. boo-hoo! loserrs! being mean here ;p Btw, this season apprentice is for charity, it felt so right having large amount of money goes to charities.

now everyone back in malaysia is kecoh-kecoh to mengundi this coming friday kan, well i pon mengundi jugak tadi ;) Mengundi for student's union rep. i dah la tak baca pon the petition, pegi tick je sesuka hati. bad bad. last year pon i buat like dat. haha. but ade la certain people yg promotion gila hebat, so i know a bit bout them and poll la. i went mengundi wif mat since we were heading to arabic class together. and interestingly enuf, this is like 3rd time we had been mistaken to be brother and sister. lol. i mean, muka is seriously takde langsung sama. obviously la because of we share the exact same surname. org yg jaga poll tu like curious gila, "are you guys siblings?". the first time we had been mistaken, was masa kelas arab. the whole classmates thot we are brothers and sisters, till one of them asked me personally, she was like "are ur brother taking the same course wif u?". i plak dah confused, bila plak my brother masuk uni. doinks!

i am now counting days to cuti. yeays! about a week and half to go. wuuhu~ but at the same time, urging myself to get rid of my ulat-ulat malas, to at least finish up the last coursework before easter break, which is due next friday, and then poof! cuti. yeye, cuti!

i wont dissapoint you
as you fall apart
some things shud be simple
even an end has a start

i-tunes; an end has a start - editors

highlight of the week

2008-02-27T07:22:00.001+08:00

last week was a busy week. on monday i went to sign contract for our house nex year. we argued with the agent because there was some tipu-tipu thing. i mean, awal-awal he said 59 ppw (pound per week), then tiba jadik 61 ppw plak. mana we tak marah. then ade this administration fee mende tah, we had to pay like 59 pound ok! and bnyk lagi la benda yg we were kind of not satisfied. but in the end, after hard time arguing, dapat la wut we wanted, but still ade tak puas hati here and there. but the thot of to carik house lagi, then to carik house yg everyone puas hati is so bluwergh~ so at last, sign la. maka termetrai la perjanjian. tamat.

on wednesday, we baru terhegeh-hegeh nak buat coursework, so we stayed at library, till di announce sumthing like "ok, library nak tutup lagi 10 minit", which was by then near 10 p.m kot. semangat tak? haha. gila last minute~ but still alhamdulillah, finish la tomorrow nyer tu. and the other coursework pon managed to siapkan right on time.

on friday, i, mira, ayu, fafi and kak umi went to leeds for NISE (Nisa Nasheed Extravaganza). i tak masuk pon the nasyid, just go to watch, and meet up friends from Intec yg turun. ayu the only one yg masuk, and mira is like PA for notts team. NISE was on saturday by the way. overall, it was enjoying la. ade 10 teams overall, but budak ireland terlepas flight, so they sent video instead. semangat kan. notts siap anta two teams. and im glad enuf to say, one of notts team menang 2nd place. the 3rd place is from newcastle upon tyne. i ske giler their english song, they buat sendiri ok! ade this one girl siap played guitar with that song yg they cipta. it was cool. like nasheed and guitar. and the winner is from cardiff. they chose japanese song, which was HERO, layan je~ The rule is, all teams had to choose two different language songs.

this is cardiff's team, the winner.

go notts! 1st runner up.

newcastle upon tyne, 2nd runner up. (spot that girl wif da guitar. cool eyh)

while these are us, during and after nasheed.

after NISE, we went to city, teman fafi and kak umi to shop for their backpack, because leeds has north face. the only budak leeds yg teman is ecah. so obviously we depend on ecah to bawak to dat kedai. but ecah is so hopeless. doinks! rupanyer, she is the type, yg tak ingat jalan. double doinks! perempuan always je like dat kan. haha. we jalan-jalan at the city for almost two hours like dat, then only baru jumpa. by then all lembik already. sementara layan fafi n kak umi to pilih their backpack, we buang masa amek gambar there. anyhow, i rasa the backpack is quite cheap, for 38 litter, it cost them like 39 pound kot, ke 40 sumthing. but still cheap la, after all it's north face kan.

i seriously felt like baring in the tent for display. sakit gila kaki ang pinggang jalan all over city just to cari this kedai.

looking at the bright side, i was like hafal already leeds city centre. haha. as if~ and we've been singgah starbuck like a lot. dok beli frapucino. caramel frapucino and mango frapucino without tea, grande and tall. yummayhs~ balik, we ordered take out, and then azrah and sya' already smpi at the house. i was all glad to jumpa old fren, been cerita-cerita like a lot, and tengok video tah ape-ape kat youtube. seriously it was fun. tido like pukul 2 pagi, but at that time i felt like kol 4 pagi, because dah penat sangat. padahal tomorrow morningnyer, they said nak pegi bowling tournament and jalan-jalan city once again.

so on sunday, i was like, malasnyer nak bangun, korang pegi la, nnt jumpa kat city je. but then, ain had to pull out, because she nak antar azrah balik, so i haf to ganti. trus je, bangun, berus gigi, pakai tudung then go. haha. i dah la the type mandi pagi, tp peduli ape, pegi je la ganti, because there was no one left to ganti. i team up wif bette. we had 6 teams overall, and we had to play 2 games, while the boys played 3 games. this tournament is organised by LUMSOC ( leeds university malaysian society). so we main and main, and woohu! i and bette got third place ;D great achievement wut. because i was like the pengganti only, just go and baling. lawak giler masa main, we didnt shout for strike or spare, instead we shouted "longgggg~kannggg~". ni kes dengki la kan, obviously. but we main rilek-rilek je, takde la like seriously nak menang. yat and syaz won 1st place, kak fariha and kak (i didnt know her name) 2nd place, and 3rd place, i and bette.

the players. ecah yg mengaku team nyer, team sayur.

the winners. (left; 3rd place, winner, 1st runner up)

after the game, i and fafi played the dancing machine. and then we headed to city centre, and did some window shopping. and of course la pegi starbuck lagi. told ya, we got this frapucino fever. we went back home after window shopping, and i packed my things, ate wut they cooked, and then went to bus station. journey back, i slept all the way, tau tau je dah smpi notts. it was so entertaining la overall. kudos to leeds people!

idol enuf ?

2008-02-18T07:53:00.000+08:00

as expected, my coursework tak siap pon. but i managed to siapkan problem class questions which was berkurun dulu punyer, but needed to be done so that i know how to do coursework. i siapkan all the questions ok! the greatest achievement so far. haha. jelas kelihatan kan, da malas-ness. so, where does all the free times goes ? it goes to, surprisingly enuf, catching up tv series, wut else wud it be kan. how i wish that catching up tv series will be catching up studies. haih~

i've been watching american idol season 7 since the 1st episode. now dah top 24 pon kan. i am absolutely all over my two davids. david archuleta and david hernandez. and not to forget danny noriega. i so suka him la. the gaya is so natural. he is like the type yg best gila if jadik girl's bestfren. haha. but i read some reviews that people said he is gay. siap ade comment, "all straight girls are falling for this gay". who says im straight? haha kidding! gila ape~ still he is going to be my favourite kot for this season. i kesian a lot to josiah and kyle, because they have the talent but needed some more efforts to be mantap, so this is kind of good opportunities for them, yet tak dapat jadik top 24. so gila sedey for josiah esp and kyle, tho the geeky and nerdy appearance. because my two davids tu, kind of tak aci, since si david archuleta yg cutest thing ever tu, have won star search di zaman kanak-kanak nyer. now he is just 17 pon. if nak tau more, go youtube-ing, search for his name, sure ade bnyk pasal him. tp memang power la dier nyanyi sejak kecik lagi. and david hernandez tu plak, penah masuk 'making the band' kot, yg kat mtv tu, the one yg p. diddy kot jadik producer or sumthing i dunno. but the thing is, this david hernandez nyanyi so membuat kan i cair, so its not fair la if he tak dapat. the perempuan, so far, takde la yg i berminat lagi. told ya, im straight ;p And not to forget michael johns yg i suke jugak, he is vocalist for wut band tah, he is okay la~ So these are my favourites at the moment;

and then, i tengok OIAM jugak. now dah top 4. so next week will be grand finale la. i do hope sarah, shila and ayu stay for finale, so ab bye bye. girls power ya! to menang the one million i tak tau nak choose who, i rather choose faizal tahir. haha. oh, i still not over him yet. tho the kejadian 'topless' thingy tu. a bit rasa regret la for him, but yeah, i still love the voice and i still love the music and the songs. OMG! bnyk giler i minat orang. tak peduli la, as long as sume orang bahagia ;D

ok, dah boleh tido. blog updated, and buku all dah kemas, tinggal nak berus gigi je lagi. owh owh, and pakai retainer as well. these gigi of mine, is seriously mengada-ngada now. all bergerak-gerak, equals to tootache and headache. haih~ ok ok, stopping bebel-ing.

i cant waste time so i give it a moment
i realize nothing's broken
no need to worry about everything i've done
like every second like it was my last one

i-tunes; tattoo- jordin sparks (american idol season 6)